15 APRIL 2018 3D SUNDAY
sorry! im working on it fully playing the tracks!!

* is there no time for romtantic? * keine zeit für romantik? romantik zamani yokmu?* forbidden high 3 // verboten hoch 3 * lächeln alles wird gut, smile, everything will be goody* permanent maker //thank you!! * does your mum believes in aliens?
* zyklus / * cycle /
* nicht zu interpretieren
* nicht zu interpretieren
* nicht zu interpretieren
* not to construe
* not to construe
* not to construe
* not to construe * in your wishes lies the answer, within youre gonna searching diving into yourself, youll get parts in yourself which are not yet
integrated//* in den wünschen liegt die antwort, indem du weiter in dir forschst, kommst du auf anteile in dir, die noch nihct integriert sind
* niemand muss seinen inneren schmerz alleine begegnen* nobody must face its inner pain on its own* --sonst hätte ich ein leben als käfiglegebatteriehenne gewählt
* otherwise i would have had chosen a life as a cagelaybatteryhen * wirst du mir das iwann vorwerfen?* will you blame me somewhen this? * im not an emotional trashcan
* ich bin kein emotionaler mülleimer* keine rückmeldung* no reply* die liebe steuert- vor allem im leiden. mii kah* love navigates- especially in harm. mii kah
* do you have got a concussion*hast du eine gehirnerschütterung?
?? * nach paragraph 28 L 58 B6B StGB gilt hiermit die dei ehe als gescheitert und geschieden- pahhhh! alles ein traum- es ist so lächerlich iwie so vieles- was wir menschen tun //* in conformity of paragraph 28L 58 BGB StGB counts herewith the (your) marriage as failed and divorced- PAHHHHH! all a dream- it is so ridiculous somehow so much- what we humans do
i ask myself, if the sound, which comes out of the medium, here from the personal computer right now,
then ive put in the speakers in he so, and if the sound does feel this, that he/she/it is at the moment transfering??

AND THEN ALL THIS INTO MY EARS!!!!
DO ADMIT THIS IS SCI-FI!

and my ears engage then something with my braincelles and body
????!!!!!?????!!!!!!! WHOUUUHOUUU huuuuuuu!1! mei! my inner magnetic compassss maybe you read in german,some english and turkish
on www.scifi77112.wordpress.com also, i am glad, that ive got all my 10 fingers on my hand
also, palms are almost greatrankbossfrank he.-
but 10 fingers hey-----auuuuuuwwwwwww!
burner
simply

BUT ZERO FINGERS HEY----
NOT SO FULL BAD BURNER SIMPLY AAAUUUUWWWWW!OR??
.(.should be easy check.. cheeers
manche schaue ich an, un dfrage mich, ob sie noch
fähig sind zu fühlen.
das´manchmal gruseligtraurig

bazilari baktiyimda
düsüniyorum
onlar duygusal olabilirlermi daha acaba
bu cok tatsiz

some i watch and have to think
are they possible still to feel-
thats sad for me
watching

nimm nur das in dein herz auf,
was du für dich als wahrheit akzeptieren kannst

only load/take in your heart
what you can accept as truth
****

so viele tolle sinne
so many great senses
**********

*DÄMONSTRATION
*DEMON. STRATION

*************
reichen deine kräfte dafür aus?
gücün yeterli mi?
are you sure your power is enough for that?

*"vertrau mir noch 1 x !"
* "güven bana 1 defa !"
* "trust in me 1 time!"

**
s kann alles so schnell gehn
oder sich eewig lang ziehn

it could all be so fast
or elongates eeternally

now ive must actually say something
but excuse me, i must end up stop finish now

jetzt müsst ich eigentlich was sagen
aber es tut mir leid, ich muss jetzt aufhören
!

*bist du daheim??
* are you at home??
* evdemisin??

read it in german: www.bermudafunk.org....or ask a friend speaking german..or wait...

so, this would be the place of one a supersupersupersuperbeautiful body of thought black on white penned, written from my girlfriend katja m roth. i do meet her sometimes one time in a year or zero time in a year but...<3 sometimes she´s sending me a message on FB-

often i stay with open mouth and rocky heart in front of the screen.
sometimes i must look up a word. she´s the best, thanks for you, katyes!

halli hallo! switch-fuerimmerpunk! 2300 pm 17 shocktober 2021!!

* zieh deine mundwinkel nach oben
und schenke dir ein lächeln /* draw your corners of your mouth upstairs
and give yourself a smile / * dudaklarin birlestirdigi noktalari yukariya cek
ve kendine bir gülümseyi hediye et
thanks to mady morrison!

* "EJECT PLEASE" said the carradio to me to a cd * "AUSWERFEN BITTE" hat mir das autoradio gesagt zu einer cd * "FIRLAT LÜTFEN" arabararadyo bana söyledi bir diske
*versuch das bitte zu verstehen /* try this please to understand/ * "bunu anlamaya calis lütften /* UNERMESSLICH/ * hiçbir sinirlama getirmeden/ * IMMEASURABLE

1990 sunday noon

my both sisters hülya and funda and me came along to have a seat down at the setted table. my dad came as much often three minutes later, he washes before eating minuteslong thoroughly his velvety workinghands in the kitchen.
everyone have started to eat. yet when i´ve came in the room and have smelled the fish in the oven, my stomach gone turned badly badly ugly.
my mum noticed my wrinkled nose and have said:" this fish was today a special offer at the market place. you´ll gonna eat him." "no mama! if i will eat this fish,
i will throw him out!"i feel queasy while!" she´ve ignored me. hell- bent to touch the fish under no circumstances , i´ve fished around in the salad and ive pricked carefully a potato, which layed beside the fishfilet and have slided it in my mouth. she also have tasted after fish. ive retched nearly. "eat now the fish, sibel!" inside there are a lot of vitamines, which we all do need." commanded me my lovely mum with an expression in the voice, where was no escape. "NO!"! pleadful ive looked to my dad, he´ve said:" kizim, en azindan bir deneyiver!" "my girl, at least have a try on it!" "no, baba, when i do this, i know that i have to throw out!" he ´ve shrugged his shoulders and have turned to his meal and mentioned:" bir sey söyleyemem kizim, anneni duydun, bir denemekte var, balik cok güzel oldu.." " i cannat say something my girl, you´ve listened your mum, its about to try, the fish is delicious.."
ive shaked my head. also like me she, my mum has looked angry at me and have said:" you´ll wont get up from the table before you´ve not eaten the dish!"
funda have said:" oh let her mum, when she dont like it!" hülya have said:" oh come on, sibel, you´ll be successful!"
mum was silent.
meanwhile all had finished their dishes. cross armed in front of my breast ive sat down sullen at the table in front of the plate.
my sisters stood up and soon mum to wash the dinnerwares. baba finished somewhen also, looked at me a bit compessionate and have tapped me softly at my shoulder
with the words:" hadi, come on, ... then you can jump again." and went to his work again.

surely one hour later ive sat there the same as- my mum came along and have said nothing new.
cause i´ve wanted to have somehting more from the day and have noticed, that i´ve had no chance after her, ive overcame myself and have holded my noise after the
second bite and have eaten this accursed fish almost, jumped up, slammed vociferous the plate in the kitchen with the words to my mum:" oldu mu simdi? like, is it
now ok?" and have left angrily the kitchen. ca. 5 minutes later ive found myself at the toillette and throwed my soul out the body.
mum have made me wordless a tea with lemon and fresh peppermint. in her face i´ve could saw, how she feels sorry for me.

my mum never ever forced me again to something.
<3
in june 2021, thursday forenoon
pleaded eyes look at hülya- " ok, i drive then--- oh man, sis, i dont know how i should do this???!" " youll be successful, it will be beautiful at waterspring, then youll make ready the pub data 77111, go to the therapist and then youll be back home- there we will have coffee with funda, she´d said,
she buys sweets- and you can go a bit later into data again..dont hesitate and call me whenever something is..!"

read full text here www.bermudafunk.org

THX!!!!

welcome to
switch-für immer punk you!
19 september 2021
unfortunately i stood 2 x much long in traffic jam :) the beginning of this show:
show from june until 08:38 min and show from juli until 12:40 min then...

* aus japan oder china: entscheide immer so als wäre es das letzte mal!
* from japan or china : decide always like it would be the last time!
* japonya yada cin den : herzaman son kez olarak kararini ver!
<3

* spüren, niemals urteilen
?
* sense, never judge
?
* hisset, hic hüküm verme
* du versperrst dir durch deine ablehnung einige annahmen.
empfindungen, menschen, gefühle, ereignisse, glück, seligkeit

* you blockade yourself through your denial a few receivings.
perceptions, humans, feelings, happenings, luck, blisssss

* ICH BIN I AM

* das hätte man auch anders machen können
* this one had could do it also different
* bunu da birisi baska yapabilirdi

* du hast dich aufgegeben,auch wenn du dich aufgibst, ich tu´s nicht- <3 friends
* youve gave up, also when you give up onto you, i wont - <3 friendos

* bedien´dich! selbstbedienung
* help yourself! self- service

* aussichtslose kämpfe
* futile fights
* auto stop system
* was magsch du?
* what do you like?

* des ist so hart manchmal ge, ..was ist was ....wann...thx.
* this is so hard sometimes, ge,--what is what....when... thx.

* das wars wert
* this it was worth

* manchmal vergisst man, dass man es mit besonderen menschen zum tun hat. weil sie zum alltag gehören
* sometimes you forget, that youre involved with special humans. cause they belong to daily routine

* machs nicht noch schlimmer
* dont make it even more evil

* for this feeling to end
* unwissendheit wird zu monstern. führen zu monster verletzungen
* necsience become monsters. lead to monster violations / * noch mehr schatten- geh in dein herz- es heisst nicht, dass du es für gut heißt-
loslassen is viel sehr im licht als festzuhalten
* even more shadow- go into your heart- it doesnt mean, that you name it for good-
letting go is much more in light as to hold on

* eat/ do not eat
* smoke / do not smoke
* buy / do not buy
* say hello / do not say hello
* read / do not read
* walk / do not walk
* cry / do not cry
* give / do not give
* trust / do not trust
* watch / do not watch
* wait / do not wait
* be angry / don´t be angry
* smile / do not smile
* fuck off / do not fuck off
* drink / do not drink
* try / do not try
* laugh / do not laugh
* take care / do not take care
* fall again / do not fall again
* listen / do not listen
* designate / do not designate // markieren
* use / do not use
* hugg / do not hugg
* look / do not look
* call / do not call
* kiss / do not kiss
* try / do not try
* repeat / do not repeat
*
* ......
* there
* 2018
something to remember

feel
you do not want to feel or and
how do you feel then?

wish you a best autumntime!
thanks so much for tuning in here!
aloha!

18 07 2021

hey hey dear you!
everytime i listen to music. i can feel something. memories, hopes, something without words. it must be love.

ive been late for 9:10 minutes live in the studio 1 in mannheim/ alte feuerwache <3- bermudafunk.org to switch.fuerimmer punk.
one hour before ive been deciding to go there i sat in the car from my sister huelya, she drove me to my car...and she showed me her beloved song. this was a trigger for me to simply step into my car- cause i wanted to play this song. we both had to cry while listen it- so...i didnt knew what to say, to play to do- when i came there, jo, the beloved operating traxx man from the studio2 which sends at 22 oh clock live there, was so gentle that when i came into the studio he drove all computers online <3 as always a so nice person in my lifetime <3
on this sunday my friends calua and jannik have sent me a picture with them and ive asked them for a beloved song... well... one you could listen to <3 friends

humility- is one of the things i notice and learn- more deeper. i feel ashame of some last radioshows of how i am, what or how i speak- oh this damn judging..it feels like that iam just scratching on surfaces in somethings- which is a chance to grow on-

it is still not possible to be silent.im restless.
i wish i would grow, understand, learn faster- get answers of my questions.

big big thanks to my family, friends and the whole unknown big earthsoul and thank you!
in this times i had to think of all those ones, which havent got nobody, or a place to lean on. i wish them that they feel loved.
we are.
oh mann.

ciao! and thanks for listening!

sun 20 06 2021

i have a tongue, but i cannot speak
i have eyes but i cannot see
i have ears but i cannot listen

hi you,
to be in the studio, also for the last ones since winter, i dont know how it could happen. "normally" i wasnt allowed to drive with the car- cause these times ive didnt get sleep- was awake over than 24 hours.. but...somehow the love, the drive in, magic or whatever is included in music and "me" pushed me ahead there- i have to say, that the shows always felt good on me, after i did - god and the angels know how i went there and back- its like a dream. im not proud of it- just very very thankful.

since june i ve recognized, that im totally unable to "function" like i did. im in a great depression or everwhat - and that i dont know who or what i am- every anything makes no sense -anymore- to me- i live in fear and shame than in trust and love- everything i know or made, cant help me now. i dont know who to trust in - what i couldshould believe- how to help me out of this. cannot hold myself- if my family wouldnt be there for me, i must go directly into a hospital- cause i cant live on my own- and all in this,
everything turned into broken glass-the car, the home, the relationship with my friends and the world, the thought of what i will work or do after the closing of my / our pub at the end of the year, i cant create or make things, think clear or i am not concentrated- i m sad of all this and what ive lost.
i only hope and beg that it will come back- that i will be again creative and have a reason and sense to wake up-

from all the things i do love i´ve got disconnected- or it feels like that-
whatever will happen- it took 2 months to upload this-
yeah- this is a hell way into a aim- haaa-- i only know, that im totally identified with in the ego and yeah, i hope for the face in the mirror, which i dont want to see these times- while im writing this i see myself- and could throw outttttt- ahhhhh
:)
once my friend anna wrote me a snippet:
"everything will be good at the end
if its not
its not the end!"
<3
thanks a lot for listening!

www.bermudafunk.org, switch-fuer immer punk! you could read more about the meanings of the music i have played...

i wish you the very very very fucking best*

ciao, s

18042021
hai!hey! ho!
* VOLLSTÄNDIG / ENTIRELY COMPLETE/ TÜMÜYLE
ein sehr sehr tolles wort- wo ich aktuellst am herausfinden bin, es zu verstehen, es -wieder- zu fühlen, bewusst vollständig in liebe zu sein --vollständig chaos is grad nämlich in mir // one very very awesome word- where i´m currently on discovering, to know it, to feel it -again, to be entirely/complete aware in love--entirely, complete chaos scilicet is in me currentc// cok güzel mir kelime- onu arastirimayadayim, onu anlanmlak, onu his etmekte -yineden, bilincimlen, sevgi ilen beraber onu olmak istiyorum--tamamem kaos un icindeyimde...
* wo bewege ich mich weiter, wo bleibe ich starr? * where do i move on, where i stay rigid? * nerede hareket devam ediyorum ben? nerede bükülmez kaliyorum?
* frische luft repariert soviel, hey <3
* fresh air repairs so much, hey <3
* serin, taze hava cook seyi tamir ediyor ya <3
HANDBREMSE / HANDBRAKE / EL FRENI * autotüre * cardoor * arabakapisi
* once as i´ve parked with my car, have setted tight the handbrake, was still bad ass happy about the brilliant song out of the canister, wanted to get out the car to unload it, there i´ve opened in absolute inattention simply zackclick the cardoor- cause hurry, cause move on, cause fastfastfast, cause too too too eh :/ in this moment ive noticed suuuuuuperbadass, direct beneath my foot which stood already on the street, a man in the best years in full bicyle outfit, moaning and bit much bothered but glad
respireingly TEETHS ON EDGES IN WITH ME ashened we´ve looked at each other- in all latest emergency braking of him!! OH AUW OUR GUARDING ANGELSSS!!
immediately, honestly i´ve excused me and i was so very so very mega gratefuuul heeey! out of breath he´ve said: "yea yeah yeah hey, always the same! look watch out simply, human!" he countered and have started almost to drive off- i´ve swallowed hard and i´ve said thank you again and again and again into the nothing and to all, for no very evil crash happening and that i´ve come out of this JUST ONLY with a shock scare. since then i truly watch mindful and alwaysalwaysalways when i do open the cardoor- or the co-driver, left over the shoulder firstly- i´ve read that the view into the sidemirror is insufficient cause of the dead corner within. sooo,my lovely dear sister hülya gave me a tip,a little golden trick: the so said DUTCH REACH!- is supereasy as genius: open the door on your beloved car simply with the right instead of the left hand. cause automatically we have to turn more in our torso, automatically one makes a shoulderview- many of car drivers do forget about the shoulderview, although it could be vitally important essentially for a biker!! this "DUTCH-REACH" grip grasp is in holland requiered from every nonlocal student yet- i like this- where else so?
BELLY BREATHING for a super feeling! superadvices from chirochiro.de/instagram <3 did you know, that abdominal breathing belongs to daily routine?
* silent abdominal breathing
* activates the parasympathetic ..- our relaxed nervoussystem! * massages your organs and carries about a proper blood circulation * activates a proper digestion
* carries about a tranquil heartfrequency/ * train abdominal breathing and para- sympathetic activity * lay one hand onto your belly and the other onto your chest - while breathing mainly the lower hand should move * chest breathing in contrast
* stimulates the sympathetic nerve=" fight-escape-impulse = nerveous system which stands under stress* slowes down your diegestion * increases your heartfequency DONT DO ;) !! * before you are eating, breath in deep and slowly 10x through your nose into your belly- breath 3 sec in and 5 sec out. it stimulates your parasympathetic nervous system and within the nutrient uptake <3 * before you go to sleep, while laying down breath 20 x deeply through the nose into the belly. this supports stress reduction, so that you can find a relaxed sleep
HALLELUJAH lovely peoples <3
www.bermudafunk.org clickclack

SALVE!!!
21 03 2021
TEACH ME HOW TO TRUST MY HEART MY MIND MY INTUITON MY INNER KNOWING THE SENSES OF MY BODY THE BLESSINGS OF MY SPIRIT TEACH ME TRUST THESE THINGS SO THAT I MAY ENTER MY SACRED SPACE & LOVE BEYOND MY FEAR AND THUS WALK IN BALANCE WITH THE PASSING OF EACH <3 -GLORIOUS SAN- LAKOTA PRAYER- <3 thank you mr gregg braden for sharing this- on this day.. * siehst, hörst du vllt auch das da manchmal zeichen sind, im aussen? das alles miteinander wirkt für einen und da ist? zb.manchmal bekommt man ne sms zu nem gewissen zeitpunkt, oder jemand fremdes läuft an dir vorbei und sagt iwas... was dann supercool is für dich! also, es macht iwas mit dir- das zu mehr aha! effekten führt und einen weiser und bewusster macht! VOLLGUT! * you see, listen sometimes also, that sometimes, you get a sms from a beloved, or friend or some stranger walks by and just says some sentence or word, which is just supercool for you also there for you- well, does something with you- like one get more wisdom, awareness how everything does effect to one-coopoerates-
* when i was a child, i´ve seen and observed, how my mum ate every single ricecorn from her plate. also the rest, which sticks on the pot she´s scattered and scratched always to us. she answered then to my question:" kizim, if you once think of the hands and peoples, who have raised up this ricecorn with their love- and how it had reached us. let us thank mother earth, which made it us this gift. not all children have got enough food in their stomachs." this felt in real very deep in my heart these moment- so, i´ve made it or and make it same-until today last week she´ve told us how it has come to her: also she was little and have let some rests of riceseeds on the plate. my grandpa looked gentle to her and meant to her:" my lovely child, current there live 30 millions residents in turkey. ( 1953).. imagine once, that all 30 millions residents let their riceseeds on the plate." her eyes got so huge wide open- she draw that 30 million riceseeds in her inner eye and this was so over gigantic much, that she have decided since this moment, never ever waste one single ricecorn again and be attentioned. <3
ps.irgendwann habe ich erfahren, dass man das alu von dem pappbecher entfernen muss und dann in den gelben sack entsorgt- sonst kann die liebe maschine nicht recyceln // ps. somewhen i´ve known, that one has to release the aluminium from the plastic cup to dispose- otherwise the lovely machine cannot recyle
* YEAH! wir werfen wir keinen müll mehr in die natur!
* please dont we throw waste no longer into nature!
* lütfen biz tabiata artik cöp atmayalim!
* blitzblitzblitzableiter <3 //* lightning conductor, arrester <3 //* yildirim-kiran <3 //* heute leider nicht mehr erhältlich//* today unfortunately no more availabe //* bugün ne yazik ki, bulunmaz artik //* danke das ich springen, klettern, tanzen, fliegen und stehen kann!! //* thanks that i can spring, climb,fly, dance and stand !! //* tesekkür ederim, atlaya bildigim icin, tirmanmam icin, uca bildigim icin, dans edebildigim icin, durmam icin!!
* bitte nutze das für dich! * please use this for you! * bunu kendin icin kullan!
*ich wünsche dir was schönes, dass du etwas besonderes megatolles für dich auf dem boden findest! wann war das, als du mal was tolles auf dem boden iwo gefunden hast? es ist nur so, dass ich immerwieder so tolle sachen finde! *i wish you something beautiful, that you will find for yourself something special megagreat somewhere on the ground! when and what was it, when you have some something nice on the ground? its just that i do find so lovely things there! *sana cok güzel bir sey dilerim, her hangi bir toprakta olan senin icin cok özel güzel bir sey bulmanin! ne zamandi, neydi sen bir defa yerde buldun birsey?
* in die hände klatschen ab und zu und zu applaudieren tut soo guuut!
* to clap there and then your hands and make applause is sooo goody!
* bazen ellerinle alkis etmek coook iyi geliyor yahuu!
<3

25.01.2015
a very special one for me- here with my soulpiratesister arun rad ab gnom <3 and music which she like a lot & has escorted her in her life-
we know and love each other about reams of years- she is one, who stands all time behind me-in unconditional love, even we do not see us that often! we stay in telepathy- she supports me when-or what ever is-we´re stealing horses together- alone the thought of her makes me smile and i get trust back into myself, when i feel myself maybe weak- i´m very happyglad found her in my life-

she is a brilliant punktankgirl,full of heart & soul & life wisdome,always positive so lovely,creative,strong and is the very best mum of her beautiful fairygirl manon zora li <3 which teaches us so much!! and became recently a young grandma! she makes also tatoo´s and my arm was her first testarm one :)

for me she is for what PUNK stays, in person- <3 one for all all for one

i´ve asked her about an ultimative song, which is one lifevest- she told, there are a lot of, but nina hagen is the one, which throws her back into the time when she started to listen and got embossed with music- there´s then no special song, just like she do feel then at the moment from nina-

*ive asked if she´s living out her sadness if there is one: "of course,what may otherwise happen? you have to live this also in any case!"

her hippy parents, took her in age of maybe 11 to a nina hagen/ stefan remmler concert here in this building we are, alte feuerwehrwache, mannheim <3 -they embossed her too, whith their very wild, craze,sometimes tragic lifestyle-

"i think everything comes like it should come"

(OH DEAR! just now ive listened. i remembered we met there shortly in this show aaaah <3 a hello from juergen torunsky!! he was the loviest uncle at bermudafunk which always supported me with his great heart from the beginning! r.i.p. dear juergen,thank you so much!
i´ve asked:"what is the thing you worry about in universe?"
"i dont like fanatics- i dont like them slowly more at all- they should all turn a bit on their brain- "what could we do therefore?" "nothing-i try since i am on earth- only the environment, we must try to stay authentic and loyal against oneself, take responsibility- everybody which pushes the own thing is punk. also politicians which stand for their truth even against other politicans- everybody tries being punk."
some faschos had pissed upon my pup´s windows one time...we talked about peace or what is to do.. "we will piss on the legs of fanatics, if they want to suck. i dont want to convert someone, they didnt saw another land than germany, maybe trashtv, they are blinded-we can only hope and walk in own little steps against. in the past i was a lot of demos, but now im older, bones brake faster-so, but keep on doing this, folks!"
"on what do you rely?" " my feeling-from my experience if they were +/- ive put out always the positive- at least today im the one who i am & im very content for. keep gutfeeling/ bodyfeeling-" /"some got lost themselves." "finding out through questioning" "your lifevest?"" my 15 year old daughter is my lifevest <3"
"trust is like a paper, when it get crumbled, there it will never be like before?" "this i was asked a lot of time, even my broken finger.nothing is like before. ironing by paper? 1 little step may be get whole again. positivity*

we both are like äffle&pferdle / 2 comic charaktersTV/ARD/ :D JOKE: monkey asks the horse:" what is the difference between gratis & in vain?" " i was at school gratis & you in vain."
" we have got only one hour. when the hour is joyful, this is a lot. not the measure of time decides- but the measure of joy in it." rainer maria rilke

i am very lucky with all of my life, friends, family,this studio, that i can be there.. !!

- letting go of some things which one could, should- that something & a lot of wonderful can take seat-

sleep later good! dream something colorful*

thank you very much for listening!

love youuuuu!!

21 02 2021
"HALLO, LIEBER KLEINER, SÜSSER,MEGATOLLER; WUNDER- KNOPFFFFF!
DANGESCHÖÖÖÖN!!"// " HELLO, LOVELY, TINY,SWEET,MEGAKICKASS,WONDER-BUTTONNNN! THANK YOUUUUUU!!" ==> gratefulness- inventors, happenings, eventualities..= reliefs, deaths..what all is possible with an little button,hheeee
youuu!! // * you- dont hesitate -this said my love to me, when i was asking for help <3 this i must internalize in somethings yet/ //* du, zögere nicht! das muss ich in manchem noch verinnerlichen/// -dies hat mir meine liebe gesagt, als ich nach hilfe fragte <3// * sen, cekinme! -bunu bana sevgilim söyledi, yardim ihtiyacim olduyu zaman <3 bunu bazi seylerde daha cok benimsemem gerekiyor * was bewunderst du an dir?//* what do you admire on yourself?//* kendinde neylere hayran kaliyorsun sen? * date yourself <3 //* kendinlen bulus / *recently i´ve noticed the budgie in me- i saw myself speaking some sentences so loudly and energetic loaded, "kind of being angry"- also i do repeat them two times or so-like also an authist does- i wanted to know, what "they" want to tell me-may it be emotions from the past, which lay inside still? dont know, why we must find or stigmatize somethings or give it a name-hm its just being?!anyway they are pieces of my personality- i just love them! iam happy, being also a canary! on instagram recently i´ve met and follow a lovely doc of parrots <3 he wrotes also this:* budgie: try, to explain their problems with noise and tone. generally they learn a lot of languages..papaganveteriner- öz vet line kanatlii veteriner izmir klinigi, turkey* for me it is interesting knowing myself with all the "me´s" inside- also it let sense, and shows me, to feel or put myself in other peoples- behaviour´s or state of beings (f.e. authists)- meet in, with love and respect, be more insightfully with them. sense just the unity. sameness. i believe everyone has got parts living in.<3 iam very glad how i was equiped how my parts are portioned and im allowed to express me.

* sagen wir das so 2x/ say we this so 2x * was bringt mich eher weiter? // * what does help on me rather?
*"STOP!! identifizieren! identifizieren sie sich!" NEIN!!! des-identifizieren sie sich!" JETZT!!!"OK!!! // *" STOP! IDENTIFY! IDENTIFY YOURSELF!" NOOO!! -DIS-IDENTIFY YOURSELF! NOW!!!" OK!!! * big challenge: when something really does not feel harmonious? when our body-sense says us definitely:" NO! NOT! NEVER!" and when we´re just leaving the comfortzone? what is my being, what is my ego? its said, also my experience is this, the ego loves it to make out of all everything a problem - IT thinks- and thinks....- though, do i know, if its corresponds with the truth? my being, makes me calm and free, i sense security- connectivity, with all that is. or i say also my trinity to it <3 my bodymewisdome/my i am spirit/ my soul- keeps alive automatically my wonderluxurybody it feels wide on in me- a steppe- also a thought- winded by just from the nothing- it is bit scary sometimes,acting blind, but also exciting,cause i dont know, how it may end up- and how nice it feels, if you´ve just done something different as usual?! a little more of freedom, find yourself acrossed own limits gave a little more piece of your true nature- ya- isnt this adventure, hey?! <3 whereby thoughts based dated from the ego are often very oppressive- it stresses- "A MINISTRY OF FEAR"- my stomach moves in together- my stomach simply dont liiiike iiiiiit! old thinking models avoid - the to want avoidingthings- a damaged clock is important twice a day- pass over *be calm. there are many ways to calm a negative energy without suppressing or fighting it. you recognize it, you smile to it,and you invite something nicer to come up and replace it; you read some inspiring words, you listen to a piece of beautiful music, you go somewhere in nature, or you do some walking meditation. thich nath han <3

*tomorrow, the creator gives us a new day/night- maybe make it right
* here a SUPERMARIOSTAR!

*the heart will find what/who it loves .*kalp sevdigini bulur*

was it today 05 02 2021, my wish of giving, healing,sharing, touching,
remembering myself,
and maybe you.
<3
BOOOMMMM!!!!
its the 21 of july in 2019 and you´re back into now!!
* was, wenn du dich morgen plötzlich in einen marienkäfer verwandeln würdest und das für andere wärst? oder in eine zecke? // welches tier würdest du gerne sein
* what,if you would transform this night yourself into a lady beetle and you would be for others? or into a tickkk? what kind of animal you would like to be? //* ne olur acaba, sen bu gece bir ugur böcege dönüstürürsen ve insanlara biri olursan yada bir keneye? hangi hayvan olmak istersin? // *einfach machen was richtig ist. einfach lassen, was nichts bringt. einfach leben, was man fühlt. einfach lieben, den man liebt. einfach ist nicht leicht. einfach ist am schwierigsten. GELLL??? :) simply do what is right. simply let, what to be no use. simply live, what you feel.
simply love, who you love. simply is not easy. simply is the most difficult. ISNT ITTTTT??? :) //*hey, sen git soguk suyun altinda bir düsün * hey, go and think again under the cold water * hey,geh und denk darüber unter kaltem wasser nach //*ich habe ein lied für die blumen gesungen *ive sang a song for the flowers *ciceklere bir sarki söyledim // * gehts du vor die türe?* are you going forward of the door?* kapidan cikacakmisin? //* der gedanke kommt ein bischen zu spät * this thought came a bit too late * bu düsüncü biraz gec gelmis //* ist deine to do liste immer die selbe? * is your to do list always the same? * vielleicht kannst du sie in eine to fun liste switchen * maybe you could turn it into your to fun list?// im thinking too much too much too much...* if you´re aware of your breath, then you dont think doesnt work together so then touch your hands, drive your attention to your body- feel them, sense life is now - eckhart tolle *ich denke zuviel ich denke zuviel ich denke zuviel.. * eckhart tolle: "wenn du deiner atmung bewusst bist, dann denkst du nicht geht nicht gleichzeitig lenke deine aufmerksamkeit in deinen körper, berühre deinehände, deine füsse, spüre sie das leben ist jetzt." * ay cok düsüniyorum ay cok düsüniyorum ay cok düsüniyorum nefes alinman bilinc altindaysan eger, ozaman düsünmessin beraber olmiyor o zaman ellerini tut, oksa, ayaklarini, dikkatini vücütuna ver, hisset onu hayat simdi -eckhart tolle //* an aborigini believes, that they have entry into telepathy, cause they never lie, not even bend the truth. do accept half-truths or raise an assertion without substance no single lie and therefore they have nothing to hide. they havent fear, to open their ghost for new and they are always ready to share their knowledge to others. if for example a 2 years old child watches another child playing with a toy and tries to catch the toy, it will immediately feel the eyes of the adults on it. immediately it will know, that what it wanted to do, to take the toy unasked away, it will not be hided away and is not well seen for good. the other child will learn at the same time to share and will experience, that it is not goodie to hang the heart on subjects. this child will experience, how much joy it is to play. the memory of it has stamped in. urgent and desireable is the feeling of happiness, not the subject. // ALBERT EINSTEIN said one time:" everyone is a genius! but if you judge a fish accordingly on to, if he can climb upon a tree, he will believe his whole life, that he is stupid." SEBASTIAN FITZEK supplemented: "conversly do not block yourself from doing it, to climb on a tree, just because others believe that you are a fish. do not listen to them who say:" you cannot do this!" be fishes, who want to climb on a tree. //*hast du heute schon viele tolle dinge gesagt? *did you say many nice things today? *bugün fazla güzel seyleri söyledin mi?.

fantastic journey through the galaxy! good night mannheim, world, YOU <3