halli hallo! switch-fuerimmerpunk! 2300 pm 17 shocktober 2021!!

* zieh deine mundwinkel nach oben
und schenke dir ein lächeln /* draw your corners of your mouth upstairs
and give yourself a smile / * dudaklarin birlestirdigi noktalari yukariya cek
ve kendine bir gülümseyi hediye et
thanks to mady morrison!

* "EJECT PLEASE" said the carradio to me to a cd * "AUSWERFEN BITTE" hat mir das autoradio gesagt zu einer cd * "FIRLAT LÜTFEN" arabararadyo bana söyledi bir diske
*versuch das bitte zu verstehen /* try this please to understand/ * "bunu anlamaya calis lütften /* UNERMESSLICH/ * hiçbir sinirlama getirmeden/ * IMMEASURABLE

1990 sunday noon

my both sisters hülya and funda and me came along to have a seat down at the setted table. my dad came as much often three minutes later, he washes before eating minuteslong thoroughly his velvety workinghands in the kitchen.
everyone have started to eat. yet when i´ve came in the room and have smelled the fish in the oven, my stomach gone turned badly badly ugly.
my mum noticed my wrinkled nose and have said:" this fish was today a special offer at the market place. you´ll gonna eat him." "no mama! if i will eat this fish,
i will throw him out!"i feel queasy while!" she´ve ignored me. hell- bent to touch the fish under no circumstances , i´ve fished around in the salad and ive pricked carefully a potato, which layed beside the fishfilet and have slided it in my mouth. she also have tasted after fish. ive retched nearly. "eat now the fish, sibel!" inside there are a lot of vitamines, which we all do need." commanded me my lovely mum with an expression in the voice, where was no escape. "NO!"! pleadful ive looked to my dad, he´ve said:" kizim, en azindan bir deneyiver!" "my girl, at least have a try on it!" "no, baba, when i do this, i know that i have to throw out!" he ´ve shrugged his shoulders and have turned to his meal and mentioned:" bir sey söyleyemem kizim, anneni duydun, bir denemekte var, balik cok güzel oldu.." " i cannat say something my girl, you´ve listened your mum, its about to try, the fish is delicious.."
ive shaked my head. also like me she, my mum has looked angry at me and have said:" you´ll wont get up from the table before you´ve not eaten the dish!"
funda have said:" oh let her mum, when she dont like it!" hülya have said:" oh come on, sibel, you´ll be successful!"
mum was silent.
meanwhile all had finished their dishes. cross armed in front of my breast ive sat down sullen at the table in front of the plate.
my sisters stood up and soon mum to wash the dinnerwares. baba finished somewhen also, looked at me a bit compessionate and have tapped me softly at my shoulder
with the words:" hadi, come on, ... then you can jump again." and went to his work again.

surely one hour later ive sat there the same as- my mum came along and have said nothing new.
cause i´ve wanted to have somehting more from the day and have noticed, that i´ve had no chance after her, ive overcame myself and have holded my noise after the
second bite and have eaten this accursed fish almost, jumped up, slammed vociferous the plate in the kitchen with the words to my mum:" oldu mu simdi? like, is it
now ok?" and have left angrily the kitchen. ca. 5 minutes later ive found myself at the toillette and throwed my soul out the body.
mum have made me wordless a tea with lemon and fresh peppermint. in her face i´ve could saw, how she feels sorry for me.

my mum never ever forced me again to something.
<3
in june 2021, thursday forenoon
pleaded eyes look at hülya- " ok, i drive then--- oh man, sis, i dont know how i should do this???!" " youll be successful, it will be beautiful at waterspring, then youll make ready the pub data 77111, go to the therapist and then youll be back home- there we will have coffee with funda, she´d said,
she buys sweets- and you can go a bit later into data again..dont hesitate and call me whenever something is..!"

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