25.01.2015
a very special one for me- here with my soulpiratesister arun rad ab gnom <3 and music which she like a lot & has escorted her in her life-
we know and love each other about reams of years- she is one, who stands all time behind me-in unconditional love, even we do not see us that often! we stay in telepathy- she supports me when-or what ever is-we´re stealing horses together- alone the thought of her makes me smile and i get trust back into myself, when i feel myself maybe weak- i´m very happyglad found her in my life-

she is a brilliant punktankgirl,full of heart & soul & life wisdome,always positive so lovely,creative,strong and is the very best mum of her beautiful fairygirl manon zora li <3 which teaches us so much!! and became recently a young grandma! she makes also tatoo´s and my arm was her first testarm one :)

for me she is for what PUNK stays, in person- <3 one for all all for one

i´ve asked her about an ultimative song, which is one lifevest- she told, there are a lot of, but nina hagen is the one, which throws her back into the time when she started to listen and got embossed with music- there´s then no special song, just like she do feel then at the moment from nina-

*ive asked if she´s living out her sadness if there is one: "of course,what may otherwise happen? you have to live this also in any case!"

her hippy parents, took her in age of maybe 11 to a nina hagen/ stefan remmler concert here in this building we are, alte feuerwehrwache, mannheim <3 -they embossed her too, whith their very wild, craze,sometimes tragic lifestyle-

"i think everything comes like it should come"

(OH DEAR! just now ive listened. i remembered we met there shortly in this show aaaah <3 a hello from juergen torunsky!! he was the loviest uncle at bermudafunk which always supported me with his great heart from the beginning! r.i.p. dear juergen,thank you so much!
i´ve asked:"what is the thing you worry about in universe?"
"i dont like fanatics- i dont like them slowly more at all- they should all turn a bit on their brain- "what could we do therefore?" "nothing-i try since i am on earth- only the environment, we must try to stay authentic and loyal against oneself, take responsibility- everybody which pushes the own thing is punk. also politicians which stand for their truth even against other politicans- everybody tries being punk."
some faschos had pissed upon my pup´s windows one time...we talked about peace or what is to do.. "we will piss on the legs of fanatics, if they want to suck. i dont want to convert someone, they didnt saw another land than germany, maybe trashtv, they are blinded-we can only hope and walk in own little steps against. in the past i was a lot of demos, but now im older, bones brake faster-so, but keep on doing this, folks!"
"on what do you rely?" " my feeling-from my experience if they were +/- ive put out always the positive- at least today im the one who i am & im very content for. keep gutfeeling/ bodyfeeling-" /"some got lost themselves." "finding out through questioning" "your lifevest?"" my 15 year old daughter is my lifevest <3"
"trust is like a paper, when it get crumbled, there it will never be like before?" "this i was asked a lot of time, even my broken finger.nothing is like before. ironing by paper? 1 little step may be get whole again. positivity*

we both are like äffle&pferdle / 2 comic charaktersTV/ARD/ :D JOKE: monkey asks the horse:" what is the difference between gratis & in vain?" " i was at school gratis & you in vain."
" we have got only one hour. when the hour is joyful, this is a lot. not the measure of time decides- but the measure of joy in it." rainer maria rilke

i am very lucky with all of my life, friends, family,this studio, that i can be there.. !!

- letting go of some things which one could, should- that something & a lot of wonderful can take seat-

sleep later good! dream something colorful*

thank you very much for listening!

love youuuuu!!