18 07 2021

hey hey dear you!
everytime i listen to music. i can feel something. memories, hopes, something without words. it must be love.

ive been late for 9:10 minutes live in the studio 1 in mannheim/ alte feuerwache <3- bermudafunk.org to switch.fuerimmer punk.
one hour before ive been deciding to go there i sat in the car from my sister huelya, she drove me to my car...and she showed me her beloved song. this was a trigger for me to simply step into my car- cause i wanted to play this song. we both had to cry while listen it- so...i didnt knew what to say, to play to do- when i came there, jo, the beloved operating traxx man from the studio2 which sends at 22 oh clock live there, was so gentle that when i came into the studio he drove all computers online <3 as always a so nice person in my lifetime <3
on this sunday my friends calua and jannik have sent me a picture with them and ive asked them for a beloved song... well... one you could listen to <3 friends

humility- is one of the things i notice and learn- more deeper. i feel ashame of some last radioshows of how i am, what or how i speak- oh this damn judging..it feels like that iam just scratching on surfaces in somethings- which is a chance to grow on-

it is still not possible to be silent.im restless.
i wish i would grow, understand, learn faster- get answers of my questions.

big big thanks to my family, friends and the whole unknown big earthsoul and thank you!
in this times i had to think of all those ones, which havent got nobody, or a place to lean on. i wish them that they feel loved.
we are.
oh mann.

ciao! and thanks for listening!