HI (GH) - LIFE! switch-fuerimmerpunk 210523 live 23pm
* turtles have lived since more than 220 mio years //* this is no fastrepair hopp hopp//
* verlässlicher nachrichtensprecher des universums: DAS BAUCHGEFÜHL
es weiss schon mehr als der rest von uns <3//* secure newsreader of universe: THE GUT INSTINCT it knows almost more yet than our rest of us//* evrenin emniyetli haber spikeri : KARNIN- ICINDEKI HIS bizim tüm geri kalandan daha cok bilir// maybe you touch your stomach there & then ?!
* ...THEN NOT!! => then not <3 ! it has took a while... to can speak it out like this and also to feel like it // i´ve lived, what it means to be indigent - being it in love, ive confused it with love- in its many facets-but that the mind can´t do very well alone- immeasurable deep humility, very deep shame overwhelmed me, as i noticed, how indigent ive acted- caused through fear, losing this special human,who has turned away from me then just more-and somewhen- ive noticed, for what reason i had done this and it took a lot of work, to forgive this myself. or my at that time, unknowing self,who doesnt knew better. ive hugged it <3 true love,living inside,this divine gift- in you in me- gave me ultimately a kick- and strengthened this wonderful dreamteam connection between heart & brain pushed me all times deeper there - what wasnt only very pleasant- ya! why? cause, never before ive lived such deep connection to one human, so true, so beautiful- warmed me someone my whole life with his love. yes, i love that! i like that! but it does not feel good unfortunately anymore :( cause..what does he shows me? are my needs and values respected? no. do i have done it on my own??i dont invest therein anymore- i dont analyse anymore, wont come into a vortex of thoughts- in hope, that something will change,
i wont let myself be lulled anymore - cause: WHAT ARE THE DEEDS??i let go-what doesnt feel good anymore in me,i dont choose anymore-im allowed to give myself respect-now, i choose something new- i choose it in me! there, in my world i am very happy!i laugh so much!there is no indigence anymore- iam precious and i am major - that one is allowed to notice learn again oh ya, it takes "a bit" maybe..so then, what stabilizes me? do i have desire- i ask myself, ya now what is missing there for me on my own actually? what brings me joy? who i want to be?how sickcoolbeautiful actually i am my mirror face is grinning now at me! i am a queen- with so much heart- i have huge standards and values, which are important for me, and: i´ll stand by them! now i can handle also uncomfortable feelings. and grow with them- into peace.i feel safe. in myself.i choose something new, i choose true love i choose freedom ohh beloved universe, i trust into you (who you´ll gonna send me?*)

i claim it, that everyone in our lifetime plays a role- & anyone or thing or happening can bring you into your authentic being. it is more, what we believe we are- to find out in your heart! to be in peace with every (ex-)& lover, parent, friend..in the past gives you more energy to.. create- if we loose once our ego´s reactions & watch them from above in love,speak our truth with,in a peaceful mind.. facing &loosing fear..feels just so well.
well, challenges will come & go until lovely daddy death is knocking..so...trust into your inner voice & instinct! YOU CAN DO THIS

...then ive thought with fullest reverence at our creator- who has for everything a solution - it is an overwhelming feeling, being in the basic sense of trust, to recognize
that one is always at the right place at the right time- thanks to my chucks..ant that ive found there now one real, green, serpentine stone!

i am telling also about superlovely meetings with mother earth& its creatures - <3
( in june i´ll tell the very first meeting with a so special animal, which plays such a huge role in my life, (i dont know why) on which i do think again & again with so much grace & gratefulness)

please, follow your heart.

HELLO! (www.bermudafunk.org => full text)
16 04 2023 & a new radioshow past
tttssss
always again i find out-& thanks so much much hey- that i create these radioshows (for myself)-
simply as this from yesterday- i tell myself the things i need to know!!
it is like: the lots of/in me- do something in diverse "times"
one writes it down, what the other- or who ever- send to my brain&heart,& then my old self, from the past is telling "me" in the now, what i have to know,
when i remember the horrible months of depression..& i didnt slept nearly 5 months, there were days, i was awake over 24 h; without knowing whats wrong with me & no light in sight & in my mind/(heart) my radioshows been-( except 2 i really couldnt create there so-) just there for me- even i watched myself fail, watched me suffering & judging all the way long- but something inside of me, gave me power, to sit into the car, sit before & breath with eva kaczor to the psychedelic breath- were i cried out loud tears & tones & despair*
the random radiomusic of the 1h cardrive to mannheim gave me power, too.

when i stood in the studio, i felt very good somehow,& more better after the show. then, i thought, i was healed- i believed again in myself- felt the music in me- i was very grateful for this happening! this "tiny" light i saw in me- but i realised soon, that these dark thoughts in me- are still there...
so, may you see also the power & love in yourself- that you may find for your outlets a creativity- what makes u feel good (again), what comforts, what gives u new strength, brave, acknowledgement & smiles, enriches, eases you, too

me: "you are so sweet!"
my heart:" like cacao?"
me:" no, like candyfloss!"
ich: "du bist so süss!"
mein herz:" wie kakao?"
ich:" nein, wie zuckerwatte!"
ben:"sen cok tatlisin!"
kalbim:" kakao gibi?"
ben:" hayir,pamuk sekeri gibi!"
following song sent me my heart- this was this conversation between us then after i got this song in the radio listened through my candy healty ears--
in this life suits hundreds of disputes- how difficult it is for love- for giving effort- amongest in these fierce thunderstorms---
actually
actually only i can cry so deeply about-so much love- wrapped in invinsible silouhettes
which are always changing in forms like a fire smoke cloud in front of you

there is so many which the little brain cannot translate and grasp-
how super great is
all
ha?

"MAMA? SHOULD I STAND HERE?" a little girl was asking her mum
sometimes only just one (kind)word could, may change a lot of peoples fate

* you are loved from live- very much. equal what youre doing- or you are not doing. for that just, that you are breathing. it wants that you are happy.
can you believe that? i wish, that you will someday:
know-
* CAVIT:".. for that it set out, evolve- for that you can step into a new life- you have no other choice - to leave,let go of this person in peace to give grant-
if you wont will- you cant barge, bring yourself into life- then you will be someone, who is watching the life from far away-
if you ask yourself the question if this person comes back to you- life wont allow you not a single day- to create, for use it to the max, and to expand."
thanks hey!
ask your bodywisdom.
to hold on , something, that isnt truthfully- (FOR YOU) costs you a lot of energy - as you do believe.
* a few years ago i was telling here the same yet... i was at an exhibition from my friend annika winkelmann named inner security and came to the
pleasure, to wear once an real protection criminal investigation department vest- and what happened? I STOOD THERE JUST LIKE A COP! TOTALLY SELF-ASSURED! - LIKE AN WET STRAIGHTEND UP TEABAG!
...
your protection vest lies directly in yourself!

SET A NEW INTENTION !

will you walk with fear in your hand?
or will you walk with love in your hand?

GIVE IT A TRY HE!

checkthisoutyobro www.bermudafunk.org

SUN 19 03 2023 LIVE <3
* alo? evde kimse varmi?
* hallo? ist jemand zuhause?
* hello? is there someone at home?

these times it increased that i wanna make prayers or an intercession- dont know why?
ive read, we should see prayers as all done- with this intense of that they´ve been yet answered - hm

* rabbim- yarali sikintili yüreklere ferahlik ver... kimin ne derdi varsa ucup gitsin amin - tesekkürler <3 suna teyze
* lord - please give injured, suffering hearts relief... who ever has got which problem may fly and leave - amen thank you! <3
* lieber gott - bitte gib verletzten, leidenden herzen erleichterung.. wer immer welche probleme hat, mögen sie wegfliegen, amen - dankeschön! <3

* KIMINLE KONUSTUN SEN YINE?

* WITH WHO DO YOU SPOKE AGAIN?

* MIT WEM HASTN DU WIEDER GESPROCHEN?

EMPFEHLUNG : als ich donnerstag beim artz war- fragte ich- und mich, wie meine lunge klingt? also, den ton aus dem stethoskop- wie der im ohr sich anhört
uuund-
das herz!
tu es- es ist einfach echt irre. irre schön.
danke

RECOMMEND : as i ve been thursday sitting by the doctor- ive asked her, how does my lung listen? also, how is it listening through this stethoscope, the tone?
aaaand-
the heart!
do it- it is just simply crazy. crazy supernice.
thankss

* denemeye deymez mi?
* isnt it worth to try it?
* ist es nicht wert, es zu versuchen?

* ich muss--- zur pfanne!
* i must --- go to pan!
* ben -- tavaya gitmem gerekiyor!

* die tüte ist voll!
* the bag is full!
* pecete dolu!

* ich hoffe, du massierst dir die füße!
oder es macht jemand bei dir!
* i hope you massage your foots!
or someone makes this for you!
* insallah ayaklarini masaj ediyorsundur!
yada- senin icin birisi yapar!


* im alright!
im alright!
im alright!
I LOVE TO HEAR THAT

* mir geht es gut!
mir geht es gut!
mir geht es gut!
ICH LIEBE DAS ZU HÖREN!

* iyim ben!
iyim ben!
iyim ben!
BUNU DUYMAK SEVIYORUM!

* inside this one hour, it is a story included, which may show you, that
animals, plants, numbers, songs, music, colours,symbols, smileys,unicorns-ya!, feathers, angels, dragons..all these, are our companions. guideposts, inconspicuous conspicuous beloved
helper(lie)s. if you should have a problem, and not know further, so ask once just loudly into the round, when you are alone, for help!
and you will be helped. together with your inner wisdom, a silent moment, maybe in nature, maybe in your car, youll understand the tips for you. and
when you like to, you will be able bring them into peace, into an solution.
...cause
ive been arrested to my feelings
ich bin von meinen gefühlen verhaftet worden
* duygularima esir oldum
and i wanna free them and me...
and my opinion, universe wants us to be - live free, that we are happy- live in our natural state - hope we find out as human beings, the recipe- what it means to be one-

also, when i had such deep situation- in me- with me - the thing after is, that i am so much very closer- to me- to universe- i feel more one with all- also, these empathy, deep feelings, are helpful, cause i can understand other beings and look at them/that through other eyes. and hopefully i am awared enough, that i react, and act, like love would do.
hey, you :)

all some things, advices.. i tell here...does not mean, it is, may also suitable for you! i wish it would..but everyone here has its own way and story and thing to live- i just share things, which i took for granted which i ve lived through..- in hope somehow it may serve, too-- hm... so, thanks a lot for your listen & trust & interest- and a chance*

full written at bermudafunk.org- switch-fuer immer punk!
follow me also at spotify or itunes- HA!

in love, sibel*

LIVE ON AIR WWW.BERMUDAFUNK.ORG <3 SUN19022023

* * my dear lips
are you
satisfied? ... ok. - happy?
" i wanna cry, because i feel like it,
like the children on the last bench,
crying, for i am neither an human, nor a poet nor a paper,
but yet an injured wrist, which has to move different."
Federico Garcia Lorca
* to speak means, to lend our senses expression and give them so a space. animals do different sounds. iam much thankful, that i can speak out loud something. and sometimes i am very happy, to speak it out only in my inner just. i feel better then. for example a pain- says something, he leaves out - of the body. like a one way ticket! guilty just for outward journey - in this case gateway! the expression of our feelings is the exit door from all them, what does not keeps our hearts happy- ive read once. what do humans, which have pains- and cant express anymore? or they dont know where the pain comes from exactly? do we ask after grandmas and grandfathers when they´re looking such grim? are humans cause of this sometimes aggressive? cause no one is asking them about their pain? cause we are all passing by each other so?
and
why we feel guilty, when someone gives us love?when you reach a smile, then you will disc over, that you should love yourself and that this world is there, to enjoy her, without borders and with thunderstorms.

*thank you dear braincelles, that you´re strain so much!!

* please start into your day with joy and wait for until it rings at your homedoor bell-

* " i need a moment of silence, please!"

*" IT IS JUST LIKE THAT!"
- then..=> are our faults we´ve made over our assessments the same like a chain-linking of a car accident (on highway) then, there which those of this story´s involved - paying for that the price falls sometimes on innocent which has made no fault - how often we may do that?

*...feelings for which we havent got so much names.. ( butterflyfeeling in stomach <3)

* it brings everything a little something

* what i do different today? what can i leave?

* how fast one say: forever - easy
* ...i tell a situation, which came to me even i´ve thought, that it would not happen again.
all of my body was suddenly full of fear-according through my action(a journey ive decided, a desicion, ive made, when ive started to act different, as in my past) then, ive got an old thought pattern (ego-mind or behavior?) that wanted to let me stay in this. but- ive overcame this crass situation- and how you could listen when you click play! and remember: fear is an illusion.
(until it is getting real- you can create it on your own, through your supermind- take care of your thoughts, where you want to think, you can master this <3 )

5 SUPERLOVELY QUESTIONS FROM DOC JOE DISPENZA TO YOU:

1. which challenge in your life you would like fain untangle and transform it into a solution?

2. which lection hides possibly behind this masquerades of challenges?

3. how you would think, act and feel, when this challenge wouldnt be in your life, and in what extent would your life then be different?

4. through that how would your relationssships change and/or your interactions with your outside world?

5. who you would be and how you would walk today, when you´ve completed this challenge almost already and she wouldnt exist no more?

other decicions, lead always into another life

open your heart & change your energy-

i only can lay it down into your heart, to get once in touch with doctor joe dispenza´s work.
there is freedom, peace, love (and more) waiting for you!

i am sorry, i will work on that, this 60 minutes - it is just moving so faaasssst!

it means a lot to me, when you are listening to my .. hmm... radioshow!
THANK YOU!!

ENJOY YOURSELF,
love sibel *

SWITCH- FÜR IMMER PUNK!-- SUNDAY 15 01 2023 live @bermudafunk.org <3

* if i would ask you
to name all the things you love
how long would it take
to name yourself?
who ever might written and shared this letters with us : I LOVE U ! huggies never stop !

* nasil verdin bu karari? / how did you make this choice ? / wie hast du diese wahl getroffen?
 

* STARTING WITH A FOCUSMEETING -ANYTIME- ( advice from my pc <3)

* WAS TUN MIT SAHNE?? / WHAT DO WITH CREAM?? / KREMA ILEN NE YAPILIR??

* * was ein arzt tun muß und was ein arzt leisten kann, sind zwei völlig unterschiedliche dinge
* what a doctor has do & what a doctor can execute are two fully different things <3

* how blessed one is. always again i close my eyes, when i stroll over. as one time ive winded nearly in a ditch cause of this-i pay more attention, that no one is gonna be that injured- except adrenaline- :) it is such a dizzy sense! mother earth and me totally different! also walking backwards with closed eyes is worth a try!
WHAT IS ?
* * dedigin laf laf mi acaba? / ist deine aussage eine aussage etwa? / is your statement a statement for instance?

* (i) dont get stuck somewhere, i dont belong to (repeat 2000 x ca)

*is dir eigentlich klar, was du grade NICHT gesagt hast? *is it actually clear to you, what you´ve now DIDN´T say ?* farkina vardinmi acaba su an neyi DEMEDIGINI?

* "when i´ve made it all right, these praalines will taste for you like fidelity."--"after fidelity?" --"yes, i mean that suits so good for you, cause you are here in your job for so many years so true blue and to your husband anyway!"--" that both neither is difficult for me!"

* aber pass auf dass du dein herz nicht überhörst, falls es sich melden sollte/* but pay attention that you dont miss hear your heart in case it is calling (on) you /* ama dikkatli ol, duyu onu, eger kalbinin sesi seni ariyorsa

& A LITTLE WALNUTSHELLLIGHT (CHRISTMAS-) STORY <3

=> where i´ve learned, that also a feeling can fox some "ill" braincelles- there were times, like in this story, where i´ve felt lonely; tiny; weak; maybe also helpless..
but also in this story ive learned from life, universe, this big love, that thats not true.

one never walks alone - even it feels on you so. just stay open and attentioned. there will be-are always helping hands- which you can see or just feel -
 
love is in the air and so much in yourself*

AND PS.
PARDON ME; PLEASE !!
IVE HAD SUDDENLY A RASH OF FURY EMOTION!!

universe played its special tricks on me :D
i´ve noticed this tip while i was reading sentences which made my mind explode - i just wanted to destroy something in that moment- somehow im happy, i was able to let out this overwhelming emotion of pure ?? (something i cant describe ) and cruel and funny and unbelievable accident thought happening in my brain and body-

I HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU!!!

have a best year 2023 where you can come closer to yourself, see, who you really are, get strong in your will, what you really want to do from your heart and stay gold!

thanks for listen and your precious time
im happy and open if i can get any feedback from you, if there is something i could change or make this one hour much better!

love, sibel*

music i found in the records at
24 december 2022 at the lovely bar emma 23

ambition i have got-
i want to order the records in a harmonic way for the ears and so...
listening through the days before in lots of moments the lovely records with beloved memories and healing powers, too - i find often in them all ones, some NEW songs for me- or my current state..

thats also, i am surprised still, that in "local" radiostations is always played the known one songs from the artists. on a record are located still other great songs from this bands.
so for example: madonna = material girl
on one side, yea, maybe we´ve got to listen this again and again- so that we can check.something!

but then please, dear radiostations play also more unknown treasures from artists*

i dont know how long i will play - as i came i saw lovely niko behind the deks, the resident dj from emma23, so and we played together through this holy night- i was happy, he was there!

after worrying if it was cool for the audience..today im fine with the result-some exclamationmarks..- under the stroke, it doesnt matter if this is "harmonic"- it is just a result of my current doing! so no judging, taylan. also, i do love all the stuff anyway- and the guests celebrated <3

thank you very much having me there <3 and thank you dear guests and surprising guests-

what happens every year again ?

take care of yourself & superlovely moments wishes for you*

there´s much love to give,
peace is out*

a sunday at bermudafunk 18 12 2022

* it was silent, as i so poured the springwater into the crystalglas
i took one sip of-it
and must had to close my eyes by the second and third, and fullest fourthed sip
wanted, that it never ends
but so it is good!
the cold, the clarity, the wisdom, crystals, met there amusing in my mouth
sensed this gliding through my inner body temple
"??!! THAT SHE HAS WANTED!!
cleara!
my soul wanted to to drink exactly springwater that kind!" inselove

* was legitimierst du in deinem hirn?
* what do you legitimate in your brain?
ÜBERPRÜFEN
UND
VERBINDEN

CHCHCHECK -
REVIEW
AND
CONNECT

ziel => mit leichtigkeit navigieren und losgelöst im loveship umher
destination => navigate with easyness & detached in loveship around

* "camura mi gittin, sibel?" annem
* "you´ve been in the mud, sibel?" mum
* " warst du im dreck,sibel?" mama

* ..und da kommt es wieder auf dich zu
* .. and there it comes up again to you
*.. ve yine sana dogru geliyor

* a glow
* ein funke
* bir cakin

* VÖLLIG NEIN!
* FULLY NO!
* SIRISIKLAM HAYIR!

* WERDE ICH MEINEN WILLEN NOCH ERKENNEN?
* WILL I STILL KNOW - REALISE MY WILL?
* ISTEDIGIMI HALA FARKINA VARICAM MI?

* soll ich dir die tür aufhalten??
* shall i hold the door for thee ??
* senin icin kapiyi acigim mi??

* willst ma kotzen?
* you want to puke once?
* bir kusmak istermiyidin?

* one time i could rescue the life of one little sheep. i believe, it wanted to go AWOL- it hanged on the electric fence and each time,
in rythm, it got shocked from the lighting stroke - the whole body cringed - the poor cattle!! some sheeps stood around it, stood back
with it and they´ve looked at me bleated and agitated-

on my own i was unable to free it- in this panic i also didnt found the stopbutton of this electrical box and ran to the nearest house.
at a chic villa at a mountain, i ringed wild- a housekeeperlady came- hereupon she called the landlord- whereupon he godisthanked knows
the shepard, cause his sheeps grazed upon his meadow!! yeah!
together with the landlord we jumped back to the meadow, funnily enough i had in my bag a baby bottle with a dummy, filled with water,
from my niece, ha, i wanted to give the sheep water, it was also very hot- but as we arrived there, the shepard been there yet and
rescued the tiny sheep from the electrical fence :" hello, when you´ve noticed it? it was senseless yet?" "yes, just the eyes stood
a bit open, how is it?" " this i will find out in the next 2 hours, i hope it hasnt got too much- i will leave it in my car with a blanket!"
" ohhhhh!"
"that was very kind from you, you probably saved its life!"
"ohhh, yes but very fain! everyone would do this!"
"ohhh no- dont believe that. unfortunately this not happens very much- that isnt to be sure!"

the sheeps observed me long time, as i stood there so full of question and exclamation marks
when i was thinking about his last sentence-

i dared to shout after the shepard:" ahm, dear mr shepard! maybe you turn on nice music in your car?!"
he turned around once again and grinned at me - and nodded at me <3

sheeps and goats are very curious
that´s nice

and sometimes
dangerous

* *" i thank into every world, in every time and into every dimension- and i also beg for forgiveness- (my organs maybe..)
AN ANASHA ( GRATEFULNESS)
i thank all what i do forget or not know yet-
and please let me know, when i could do something for someone!"
*" and i thank all, which i´ve met yet & will meet
which made me to this, what i´ve become today or will become still."
*this is usually the 3d sentence, who i daily say in the morning and also do mean it.
during daytime i count like meditation all the things on, which i am very grateful for.
cause that is a looot, i cant recite daily some-
ive combined it rough..

*so actually i notice, that i sometimes get lead like through magichands to places- f.e. when i decide, go another way, which i originally wanted to go and just go..
be authentic

WE NEED YOU SO!

gems gems gems
situations situations situations
emotions emotions emotions
frequencies frequencies frequencies
words words words
shouts shouts shouts
illusions illusions illusions
delusions delusions delusions
solutions solutions solutions
let go let go let go
feelings feelings feelings
instruments instruments instruments
oneness oneness oneness
awareness awareness awareness
freedom freedom freedom

love love love

" from past emotions there it isn´t possible to create a new future. to change means, to outgrow
about the conditioned body, the past. how you are thinking and how you are feeling creates
your state of being. " doc joe dispenza
<3

yo
switch -
foreverfuerimmer punk!

u could listen loud

another friday night where i could let out all my current frustrations, angers, love and agreements with myself

could share this PUNK-MUSIC with beloved ones, a great audience and guests at the lovely kings´s pub!

23:03 the cops where there --so sad peoples everywhere hae
but then not again <3
(maybe cause inside sat one police man in his free time?!)

thank you for having me, for this smiley still in my face- thank you dome, kneipenfreunde, for asking me, for the other dj chris, that i could play and play and play just through !

i cannot explain in words how much grateful i am for my past- experiences- hatred- love- pain- lovely adventures, knowing this kind of music, my present and presence and the feeling this in my heart and bones and all abilities -

a lot of fun it was to refound and listen to some really great records, ive bought at concerts or bought in record store or which was given me- also the lived memories, emotions returned, power and trust to move on-
that there are still human, who celebrate, act like a "punk"- it gives me hope-

well, i have to work on the matches, order of the records !!
and also at the speed 33 / 45 :D

so, if you like punk music- i hope you will enjoy this energy or maybe take this and let it be part of your further life

a fist into something

THANK YOU ALL!

have a good wintertime *

19 NOVEMBER 2022 SUN

* NICHT MEINE ABTEILUNG
* NOT MY SECTION
* BENIM KISIM DEGIL
 
wirf ein glas auf den boden
und bitte es um entschuldigung
das du es eigentlich gar nicht "kaputt" machen, ihm weh tun wolltest
das du eigentlich noch weiter von ihm wasser trinken wolldesch
 
throw one glass on the floor
and beg for apologize
that u actually didn't wanted to "break" / hurt it
that u actually wanted to drink further water from it
SHSH

* warum sollte ich? / why should i ?
* warum könnte ich? / why could i ?

* wie wichtig bist du dir heute?
* how important are you to yourself today?
* nekadar önemsiyorsun kendini bugün? thanks for this super question earlmasterst.germain and adriana !

* A N O T H E R S Y S T E M A C C E S S O N T H I S F I L E !

THEY ARE THERE! REALLY THEY ARE MOSTLY EVERYWHERE!
THERE ARE EVEN DIFFERENT
SOMETIMES THE POCKET TOO!
ONLY:
* IN THE SEA, UNDERWATERSURFACE, THERE EXISTS NO TRASH CAN
 
 
 
YOU KNOW
I KNOW
EVERYBODY KNOWS
 
 
TRASHHHH
 
ITS THERAPEUTICALLY APPROVED TO SING GO FUCK YOURSELF !

* there exist a connection between my brain and heart
when she will rip- tear, i will act then without heart. heartless.
 
* es existiert eine verbindung zwischen meinem herzen und meinem verstand
wenn sie reisst, werde ich zukünftig herzlos handeln

* WAS SCHLUCKSTN DU?
WAS SCHLUCKSTN DU SO, HM?
 
* NE YUTUYIYORSUN SEN?
NEYI YUTURSUN SEN BAKALIM?
 
* WHAT YOU ARE SWALLOWING?
WHAT YOU ARE SWALLOWING SO HM?

* watching - observing
* swallowing - enjoying
eyes open - eyes closed
* thinking - feeling
* sleeping - dreaming
* functioning / good / living?

* i dedicate tonight´s show my ancestors- and especially my female i thank you really so much <3
cause they did not live such- cause they had whole other worries, dude!

* ist endlich: tot?
ist: der schluss tot?
ist: das ende tot?
 
woher werde ichs wissen?
 
* nihayet : öldü mü?
sonu : öldü mü?
final : öldü mü?
nerden bilecegim?
 
* is finally : dead?
is : the finish dead?
is: the end dead?
how will i know?

why you do this? first, you are laughing, you have joy and then following soon you stop with it, as if it is not permitted for
you, as if you have to be sad
so...you´re face is falling in, you get sad -
why you are doing this like that?
dont do this to yourself
 
* gülüsün cok güzel <3
* i love your smile
it is beautiful

liar must be very strong, when they get faced with truth
how deplorable actually,
when the ban is breaking over them about some truths - like broken glasses above them
this can leave it lying in blood an unprotected heart

why did you come?
why did you come and gave to me so much worth?
why you loved me?
 
* but i dont know how to fight with this!
i only know how to stand there

every end of a decision comes together with a fight
i´m ready to confront the ends
but am i also ready for fighting?
YESSS!!

are we so strong?
YESSSSS!!
 
* ORDNUNGSSTRAFE
* ADMINISTRATIVE PENALTY FOR CONTEMPT OF COURT
* DISIPLIN CEZASI

* without knowing what to do, where to go
she was alone with in her tiny beating heart
she listened this unprotected storm with her tears - throwed her sorrow into the sea
her heartsickness, copious copious
 
that it will take her pain
that salt step on it
she cried to the sea
 
after this day, the sea
wasn´t further this blue, a candle, a gasp of relief which is relaxing
after this day, the sea
ment loneliness for her
a helplessness without a horizon

hey du
hey you
hey du dude

vielen dank!
thanks a lot!
cok sagol!

GOOD WINTERTIME!
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