SWITCH-FUERIMMERPUNK!
19 NOVEMBER 2023 - LIVE @ ALTE FEUERWACHE/ MANNHEIM BERMUDAFUNK.ORG <§

* "unsere
arme sollen umarmen,
nicht erwürgen,
unsere beine tanzen,
nicht marschieren und
unsere münder singen,
nicht schreien." könig ludwig II von bayern <3

*"our
arms should embrace,
don't strangle,
our legs dance,
not march and
our mouths sing,
do not cry" king ludwig II <3 (bavaria)

* "WO BIST DU GEWESEN? WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? NEREDEYDIN?"

*"...und ich hab jetzt nochmal ganz kurz nachgedacht.."
*"..and now ive thought again for a moment..."

* how we will remember this moment in future?
the most right the most wrong moment it looks to me

* wie werden wir uns an diesen moment erinnern?
es kommt mir so vor als ob er der richtigste, der falscheste moment war

* * die augen glauben sich selbst und die ohren den anderen
* the eyes do believe themselves and the ears the other one´s
* gözler kendine inanirlar ve kulaklar digerine

* when there was a lady in the stone shop and she wanted to choose a pendulum, she tested one - and it then began to swing - responded- i got tears in my eyes. it was such a beautiful moment, this vibration, unity, -to be able to see for me- miracles -everything is vibrating - and i'm in the middle of it - hmm.
and
you
too!

* ..manchmal is ne berührung gut gemeint
der letzte rest,der einen umhaut / verstärkt.

*..sometimes a touch is well-intentioned// the last remnant that blows you away / reinforces

* * miranda..<3 in the last radioshow ive told about miranda, my pineal gland- and that i bring her sometimes somethings in a meditation- somehow- some crystals as a gift last time-- and as i was again meditating at another on one god´s day- i came to my heartenergycenter-but before i pass there- there is first a watersource living, in my heart´s garden..- where i do clean myself before and put some fresh water into a glassbottle for my heart- inside are some stones, ya..some tourmalines <3 :D & at the watersource, there is also a vase- with flowers..and ya, and then i was so so very much surprised and shocked, cause ive seen suddenly there a little crystal flower, too inside! HELLOH?? how´s that possible? miranda! i i didnt know that inside myself that such thing is possible- really- i thanked so much miranda this crystal flower- and simply for this absolute crazy wonder- trix inside myself, love inside..i mean what´s that kind of distancecalculation? aauwww?!

* WHAT DO I KNOW IN THE DEPTHS OF MY ENTRAILS, THAT I WOULD LIKE AT MOST HIDE FROM MYSELF?

* WHAT IS THAT UNSIGHTLY, UNBEAUTYFUL, WHOSE SIGHT I WANNA AVOIDING TO SEE?

A:*"will i make it hm?"
F:" you will you will.. one isnt that of both from to do what is neccessary- to do- sometimes it is to learn what is not to do, right?!"

* sadece onu his etmek ögreniceksin / you´ll only-just learn to feel it / du wirst nur lernen es zu fühlen // * the act of devotion and the moment: so, celebrate AHA MOMENTS - be artistic then - dance, sing, paint, make music - so that these AHA is knowledge is stored in all the cells of my body! be present, go into acceptance - i.e. / information engineering- into my current disharmony - surrender to this process of transition - with meditation, prayers, music, movement,
i can give the direction: love, joy, respect for this situation. DON'T BE IN A HURRY - NO PRESSURE - from/aus: der übergang vom alten ins neue adriana meisser yt VIELEN DANK!!!

+ an incident were i only can send love into & keep carring for myself good for that i live,share love as best i can & stay open to be wise..

oneness chants

may you wake up in the morning and remember firstly to smile into this new given moment, this new day - & may you remember during the day your close friend in yourself, your heart. thanks to a soulcalledjoel*
AND YOU!! <3

LIVE FROM https://bermudafunk.org/sendungen/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html STUDIO 1 ALTE FEUERWACHE, MANNHEIM 15102023 2300PM

it is fascination for me, how the shows how the pieces find together then when i go live! i am surprised which kind of music which kind of lyrics or thoughts appear or disappear,
so when i feel myself ok, with it, bingo, like otto krafft, german car engineer, who looked about every single car which leaves out the halls & got sold. i wish you the same fantastic feeling, how you spend your time, that you may meet also YOUR favourite talents in yourself & be open for all the life´s surprises*

* HIC BIR SEY UNUTMA!!
* DONT FORGET ANYTHING!!
* VERGESSE NICHTS!!

stay focused! bleib fokussiert! fokus ta kal!

unbelievable, what a heart can all effect- unbelievable to what a heart is all able to do
unbelievable, to what a human is all able to do, or that consiousness?!

i name i say MY pineal gland, she told me her name is miranda <3 whereby mirinda was personally my favourite well, but she persisted on miranda . miaow...
and while the blessings of the energycenters, sometimes i bring them something by- one time, i brought flowers- crystals, rainbowcrystals, like them of
svarovksy, but clearcrystals- theyve looke so very beautiful, the bouquet of flowers, and miranda was very happy- and i with it. that was and is still such an
superlovely experience. what is reality?

* "the art of knowing
is knowing
what to ignore" rumi

* BOAHH EYY!! all in all 201.339 advertising offers and trackers blocked - wow-
* immediate relief- thanks my dear deep breath

a story about a micronanomillimeter glass splinter in my foot & somehow when i have little aches at my footies, i have to think everytime at soldiers (??)
=> ...was braucht es liebes leben, lass mich frieden in meinem geist bleiben* mitgefühl ändert alles
what is needed dear life, let me be peace in my ghost * sympathy changes everything - in german you say mitgefühl for sympathy- exact translated this means: with_feeling-i like that./ * sempati herseyi degirsir

...a story i lived in berlin with djhell <3
=> ...und- das kann ich nur als kind, eltern mitgeben, dass es ein unglaublich großes ding ist für ein kind, zu wissen, dass man immer einen ort hat, wenn man in not sein sollte. egal wie alt man ist, an einen ort, wo geborgenheit, verständnis und bedingungslose liebe wohnt / and - as a child, i can only tell parents that it is an incredibly big thing for a child to know that you always have a place when you are in should be necessary. no matter how old you are, to a place where there is security, understanding and unconditional love.

..a story about giving strangers with crutches a get well soon... => it really doesn't break anything - it doesn't cost anything and you even feel good about it -...

and who knows what else that might entail?

* PUSTE MAL! BLOW ONCE! BIR ÜFLE YA!

"when you watch at the stars at night, you will feel as if all the stars were laughing,because i live upon one of them, because i laugh upon one of them. you alone will see stars that can laugh." the little prince

GOODNIGHT!

SALVE at 17 09 23 live at 23 pm, www.bermudafunk.org studio 1 <3

well, ve said the word "thanks" very often these time.. ?! somehow im so much full of gratefulness- & dont know how to begin or stop with it!

ive dedicated this show to all the music-tone-instrument-musicians-artists-electronic-technic-world- again im so very grateful, about this music frequency healing possibility- about my healthyness in senses, feets...well, cause at 17.09.23 i wasnt at my best state :/ but yeah, listen ha...

* FREIHEIT
STIRBT
MIT
SICHERHEIT

* FREEDOM
DIES
WITH
SECURITY

* ÖZGÜRLÜK
GÜVENLIKILEN
ÖLÜR*

THANKS SO VERY MUCH DEAR ALIEN!!


* DAS KANN PASSIEREN!
* THAT CAN HAPPEN!
* BU OLABILIR!

AND THANKS THANKS THANKS SO MUCH, ich recognize daily sooo so often, how good i feel or we are so blessed.

there is water, available in all alternatives for us- - think about shortly how often you use water every day- where it mets you?

(and in such masses. if for hands, the whole body, in bathroom, cold or warm, for the plants, in pools, in rivers, lakes or the sea
at a festival or at hospital or to flush away your shit..)

sometimes i just dont know how to be enough grateful of it?
sincerely i hope that it will be handled carefully and that clear, running flowing and warm water will be available to everyone

please, please please do you think this with me?

* should i ignore this sense simply?

* DO YOU HAVE DISCOVERED AN DETECTIVE INSIDE YOU? WHAT IS HE DOING?

* it is so supernicesupergood, that i always can trust or rely upon my intuition- and thank you, dear northpole, and
dear southpole

hey, wir haben immer eine wahl
hey, we´ve got always a choice
hey, her zaman bir secenegimiz vardir bizim

* KARAR / DECISION / ENTSCHEIDUNG - WICHTIG! IMPORTANT! ÖNEMLI!
HÄNDE ANS LENKRAD! HANDS ON THE STEERING WHEEL! / ELLER DIREKSIYONDA!
INTENSION - INTENTION / AMAC = AUCH WICHTIG - ALSO IMPORTANT - O DA ÖNEMLI


* du kannst deine autotüre mit rechts öffnen!
* you can open your cardoor with - on the right/ left!
* arabanin kapiyi sag elinlen acabilirsin!
" today ive seen your lovely lips in heaven
at twilight
it was just a short moment,
the lane course has changed
that was really beautiful
muchthanks"

* was - is the past tense of be
* uhhhhh - what is outside my deadend- uhh?!
* at some point you will find out that people, animals or life love you - because some people will meet you
who will do things or say things, who will leave you.. yes who will move on.. these will show you how much strength you have,how much love you are
or where your strength is not enough and
what happens and is
and you will notice, get to know yourself, in the other, and thereby fall in love with yourself,
see how

wonderful you are.

*" dear human,
you've got it all wrong.


you didn't come here to master unconditional love.
this is where you came from and where you'll return.

you came here to learn personal love.
universal love.
messy love.
sweaty Love.
crazy love.
broken love.
whole love.
infused with divinity.
lived through the grace of stumbling.
demonstrated through the beauty of... messing up.
often.

you didn't come here to be perfect, you already are.

you came here to be gorgeously human. flawed and fabulous.

and rising again into remembering.

but unconditional love? stop telling that story.

love in truth doesn't need any adjectives.
it doesn't require modifiers.
it doesn't require the condition of perfection.

it only asks you to show up.
and do your best.
that you stay present and feel fully.
that you shine and fly and laugh and cry and hurt and heal and dance and fall and get back up and play and work and live and die as YOU.

its enough.

it's plenty.”

- Courtney A. Walsh

THE BREATH OF THE TREES GIVES US LIFE."

<3 roswitha bloch german poet


BREATHING MEANS LIFE
AND LIFE
MEANS ADVENTURE
..& a superlovely story about a shepherd & some other gems (of mine)

keep smiling

kisskisspengbang, much love & neonlight sibel*

liveshow 20082023,mannheim, alte feuerwache, bermudafunk.org
read full here : https://bermudafunk.org/sendungen/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1689458400

* i just saw a dog waiting at the traffic light with his master - it was such a black huge dog he was so cute and he had so an bright yellow, neon yellow ball or
something in the mouth
and waits until it turns green- oh god, that looked so cute, thanks!

generally im looking much fain to dogs, when i see one, how they are and walk and stroll.
such an easyness. the unbelievable easyness of being.
aaahh, they are doing so well, the beloved animals.

* ich, ist es mir wichtig , wie ich mich fühle? // DIR
* i, is it important for me, how i feel? // YOU
* ben, nasil hissettigimin bir önemi varmi? // SENIN

* excuse me, did i touch you ?

# es darf immer besser werden 2x / her zaman daha iyi olabilir / its always allowed to get better
* when you now shortly imagine, maybe you close your eyes, JUST VERY SHORT :D, when you imagine now, that such a really beautiful
butterfly sits right at the moment on your thing- matter-- on this so really shit situation in which you are stuck in -
that he just, he is just only there and swings silently with its wings, sits upon there that-
just for you
how does this feels like?
how do you feel then now?

ask him:"dear butterfly, dear life, what is the next step in this situation to do for me?"
and then breath, get silent, dont search for answers in mind...answers will arise in different in you -
your heart wisdom will speak to you

take attention also of the signs in outerworld, at a phone call, a picture, a song in the radio, or a sentence.
what, if you would give up yourself your future self, existing yet?

or and say, too:" dear mind, i choose my joy- i want that, i choose that!"

in some things we have to shift inside our inner, old truth, change it

be ready to receive, we are a part of something greater, in divine, in every aspect in our life
you are not alone!

* duygularin bir nöbetci / ein wächter der gefühle / a guardian of feelings
* all kismet
* i dont know if i will see the moon tomorrow again
* " character is formed not by beauty"- morton harket aha singer/ nich alles muss sich schön anhören / not everything has to sound nice

* when there is one feeling of guilt at someone, then you could write him a letter
equal if this one is alive or dead
brake the constant guilty feeling connection in love, it will be a bridge and it will free you

* keep smiling during the phone call. your voice will appear warmer and friendlier. that can establish contact
make it easier to talk to and cheer yourself up." doc monika hein

" wenn es dir nichts ausmacht, unglücklich zu sein, was würde dann mit dem unglück passieren?"
" if you don't mind being unhappy, what would happen to the unhappiness?"
" mutsuz olmayi önemsemezsen, mutsuzluga ne olur?"

mr, lovely ECKHART TOLLE <§

* senin icin en iyisi nedir, o olsun
* whats the best for you, may happen
* das was am besten für dich ist, soll sein

aaand it´s about how u can clean your rooms up in a fumaging ritual!

...to fumage is a suitable method, as this opens a connection between the worlds ...

....you will recognize the difference definitely.
all is again much lighter, farther, more open! ...

ahoi with much oi - thx for spending time with me- may this show serve you too for the highest goody* KISS KISS PENG BANG, SIBEL*SWITCH-FUERIMMERPUNK!

SWITCH- FÜR IMMER PUNK! 16 JULI 2023
ALTE FEUERWACHE MANNHEIM
BERMUDAFUNK.ORG <§
2300pm, LIVE

* WIELANGE WILLST DU DENN NOCH WÜRFELN?
* HOW LONG DO YOU WANT TO ROLL THE DICE?
* ZARIYI NEKADAR SÜRE DAHA ATIYORSUNUZ

* HOW LONG IS THE BRAKING DISTANCE?

HOW LONG IS MY BRAKING DISTANCE?

DO I WANT TO DRIVE?
OR BRAKE? 2 x

DO I BRAKE OR DRIVE?

I STEER WHILE DRIVING! - 2X

..and i make it safely to my destination!

* hallo, lieber moment!
* hello, dear moment!
* merhaba, sevgili an!

* wo fängt die magie denn an?
* where does the magic
* sihirbazlik nereden baslar?

* wozu leben wir im 21. jahrhundert?
* why do we live in the 21 th century?
* neden 21.yüzyilinda yasiyoruz?

* a reminder of a new memory - i have noted in my diary in april:" what will i do on 2 december 2023 18:45 pm ? what will i live in? ohhh im sooo excited!
and i love my mobile phone and the reminderbuttonnnn

* genclik- masum bir merhabayimis hayata <3
* die jugend - ist ein unschuldiges hallo ans leben <3
* youth - is an innocent hello to life <3

* diese nachricht ist schon ein paar tage alt
* this message is a few days old
* bu mesaj bir kac gün yasinda

* wie wichtig sind dir deine antworten?
* how important are your answers you´re giving?
* verdigin cevaplarin nekadar mühüm senin icin?

*" SORRY ACHTUNG EINE WICHTIGE DURCHSAGE: POTENZIELLE MÖRDER BEFINDEN SICH AUF DER AUTOBAHNSTRECKE A 6 RICHTUNG MANNHEIM/ FRANKFURT
SIE WERFEN STEINE VON DER BRÜCKE AUF AUTOS-

BITTE FAHRT VORSICHIG UND KOMMT GUT UND SICHER AN EUER ZIEL!

ICH SPIEL DEN SONG JETZT NOCHMAL VON VORNE! "


es ist durchaus an der zeit, dies so auszusprechen
anstatt nur steinewerfer*


wenn die damit leben können so..

poah, krass!!

* about CHRISTOPHER

* people will forget what you said
people will forget what you did
but people will never forget how you made them feel

the creating wonders, insta


* daha siki saril. daha da iyi gelir!
* umarme fester. tut noch mehr gut!
* hugg more tighten. does even more good.

* did you know, why it does feel so good at all? hugging ? yo, of course of the happiness the lovely happy hormones and sooo yes, but eric has told me!
cause our heart is living at our left side- so and when one hugg the other person, there is touched the warmth and love, where the heart not lives.
aaauwww !

eric´s heart living also at the left side <3

"MAY ALL POSSIBILITIES BE OPEN TO YOU SANAT KUMARA <3
we are like a radio where it depends on what kind of reception we are tuned to.
joy and love generate the highest vibration. so live , love and have fun*

ciao ragazzi

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BAR EMMA 23

17 JUNE 2023

HELLO!!
this special evening i´ve dedicated to JAN <3

he came through my mind, while i was searching for the "right" records for this night im going to play- and listened through the rills...

JAN, was / is the one, i´ve met at data 77112 in 2008 i think and who´ve asked me, if he can play some records at one evening there - he is a shy,reserved, sensitive superlovely guy and played so good well stuff of guitar musics from the 60´s and some post punk - ive didnt knew yet-

but one thing catched my attention of his action- cause there was a record playing... and he catched his beer - walked, past me by at the bar with his cooled gaze, cause he has noticed my questioning gaze at him, with this short words and a whimsically smile :" after this song, the next 2 songs are great, too- one is allowed to play the full majesty of this side of the record* they are so worth to listen.."
and he went out to have a cigarette break <3 <3 <3

since then, i have to think there and then of him, cause this sentence is so true and mastermind that it burned into my heart- i cant forget and do the same now.

THANK YOU SO MUCH JAN!

unfortunately it was only one time he´d played there-
one year later ive got a sad message from his friends, which are in a therapy where they "must" take pills for their mindfucks... that he has took his life through a suicide. MAAAAN JAAAAN! :/

and so it is, that when i got asked, if i would play somewhere.. i search the records after my behavior, which are medicine to me, or which energy is needed now for me and at the same time, i want to spread or share in this location- sometimes im surprised which records fall into my hands :D
life is full of surprises, when we make room in ourselfes; are open to receive them.

at the beginnings to play somewhere i was very unsure, if i will be "successful", if i can satisfy the peoples there- but more and more, i was loving and respecting myself, get the training, that they have choosen ME to ask- they want my energy and not if the set is perfect! AND MY SETS ARE NOT PERFECT - NO FLOWING CHANGEOVERS OR TECHNOLOGY ! ONLY FROM THE HEART-
but MEDICINE for me-
in silent wish for you, too*

another great side affect is, that i can listen to them records so very loud where it is at current home not that possible yet aaaauuwww-

this is,for now, the last part of 3 i upload..

HEY, HOW GOOD IVE MET YOU, JAN!

ENJOY YOURSELF*

SWITCH-FUER IMMER PUNK! LIVE AT STUDIO 1 / ALTE FEUERWACHE/ MANNHEIM
SUN 18 06 2023

* do i live in somebody´s wound?
* wohne ich in einer wunde eines jemanden?
* birisinin acisindan mi yasiyorum ben?

* neyin inadi bu? inad degil- korku
* whats that heard- haded? not hard - headed - fear
* was ist das für ein eigensinn? nicht eigensinnig - angst

* hast du mir des (auch) schon a mal gesagt? 2x
* have you ever told me that? 2x
* bunu bana hic söylemis oldun mu? 2x

* nasil anlarsan...
* how you (ll) understand...
* wie du es verstehen wirst tust...

* weshalb denn nicht jetzt?
weil wieder woanders wieder etwas wichtiger ist?
* wherefore now not?
cause again somewhere is something more important?

* und? wie ist es jetzt, zu teilen?
* and? how is it now, to share?
* eh? paylasmak, nasil simdi?

*..sooo- fühlt es sich also an, darauf zu scheissen!
*...sooo- it feels like this ha, to fuck off!

* krass, dass sich etwas "lohnt"!
* crass, that something "worths"!

* have i selected my heart? or has it selected me? do my braincelles have contributed in addition? my soul, or my consciousness, this gorgeous,
deep, beauty, what is in me? why it is how it is? are every hearts capable therefor, couldnt they being so goldy cute and funny, how this mine is?
when one maybe sets the intention and the will, to handle from within the heart with the braincelles togehter, to paddle in a boat- to
handle?
when one once takes the hand of the ego and just be allowed to observe it- full in FREEDOM? without judgement?
am i , is one then not authentic??

* do you have got an organ donation idendity card in your pocket?
why? why not?

life is rythm and rythm is life-

here once again the songs- i hope of course, you never must do this- but if it does in case he- think of these both, please!

STAYIN ALIVE & HIGHWAY TO HELL !

while you are press with your both hands a pressure in the middle of the chest thorax of an human - in time-


(ahm..and in case it shall not work...does that make sense, too- i believe)

+ a golden present from universe for me story meeting i had <3

...unfortunately the grandpa banished this wild group waggeling his walking stick- because they were grazing there and the horses moved quickly- even now the darkbrown horse followed. and they had been lost into the tangerinefields- yildiz abla, a friend of our family and my mum told me, that the wildhorses are living upside the hills- and that they only come here into the vale, when there it is tight with
food, also, it hadnt rained for a long time. but it hadnt been here the horses in the vale long ago, they ve meant. but there are some humans, which connect and they raise feeding
ground and watergrounds, for the living animals out there in wilderness. - i stood there stunned, with my hand at my mouth, and had to breath shortly and take this lived somewhere into myself. "crass, that ive took this way, firstly at the stone beach
and later to the sand beach by yildiz abla!" shocked and winged about this wonderful moment unfortunately i moved away, i grinned over the moon and all smiles- and i went for the way to the beach- the nervous lovely dog layed chilled in the middle of the street around- ive come closer, kneeed me down and appealed at him:" hey,
hey, sen niye okadar havladin? korktunmu sen? bunlar büyük hayvan degilmi? sana birsey yapmazlar, sen cok güzelsin! cok! hoscakal tatli köpek, kendine cok iyi bak, güzel mir mevsim gecir, seni seviyorum!" he has started to fawn, while i ve showed him my attention and appreciaton against him- or yes, had talked to him-he stretched out all four legs towards me
and i ve stroked him a bit- at his stomach i didnt want to stroke him :D
when i stood up ive noticed now, that weve been observed from some man, he looked at us from his terrace, were he drunk tea, and smiled gently at me- ive nodded happily back and
"iyi aksamlar!" "iyi aksamlar kizim!" and hurried now jumping to the blue (saying goodbye)*

GOODBYE! <3

HI (GH) - LIFE! switch-fuerimmerpunk 210523 live 23pm
* turtles have lived since more than 220 mio years //* this is no fastrepair hopp hopp//
* verlässlicher nachrichtensprecher des universums: DAS BAUCHGEFÜHL
es weiss schon mehr als der rest von uns <3//* secure newsreader of universe: THE GUT INSTINCT it knows almost more yet than our rest of us//* evrenin emniyetli haber spikeri : KARNIN- ICINDEKI HIS bizim tüm geri kalandan daha cok bilir// maybe you touch your stomach there & then ?!
* ...THEN NOT!! => then not <3 ! it has took a while... to can speak it out like this and also to feel like it // i´ve lived, what it means to be indigent - being it in love, ive confused it with love- in its many facets-but that the mind can´t do very well alone- immeasurable deep humility, very deep shame overwhelmed me, as i noticed, how indigent ive acted- caused through fear, losing this special human,who has turned away from me then just more-and somewhen- ive noticed, for what reason i had done this and it took a lot of work, to forgive this myself. or my at that time, unknowing self,who doesnt knew better. ive hugged it <3 true love,living inside,this divine gift- in you in me- gave me ultimately a kick- and strengthened this wonderful dreamteam connection between heart & brain pushed me all times deeper there - what wasnt only very pleasant- ya! why? cause, never before ive lived such deep connection to one human, so true, so beautiful- warmed me someone my whole life with his love. yes, i love that! i like that! but it does not feel good unfortunately anymore :( cause..what does he shows me? are my needs and values respected? no. do i have done it on my own??i dont invest therein anymore- i dont analyse anymore, wont come into a vortex of thoughts- in hope, that something will change,
i wont let myself be lulled anymore - cause: WHAT ARE THE DEEDS??i let go-what doesnt feel good anymore in me,i dont choose anymore-im allowed to give myself respect-now, i choose something new- i choose it in me! there, in my world i am very happy!i laugh so much!there is no indigence anymore- iam precious and i am major - that one is allowed to notice learn again oh ya, it takes "a bit" maybe..so then, what stabilizes me? do i have desire- i ask myself, ya now what is missing there for me on my own actually? what brings me joy? who i want to be?how sickcoolbeautiful actually i am my mirror face is grinning now at me! i am a queen- with so much heart- i have huge standards and values, which are important for me, and: i´ll stand by them! now i can handle also uncomfortable feelings. and grow with them- into peace.i feel safe. in myself.i choose something new, i choose true love i choose freedom ohh beloved universe, i trust into you (who you´ll gonna send me?*)

i claim it, that everyone in our lifetime plays a role- & anyone or thing or happening can bring you into your authentic being. it is more, what we believe we are- to find out in your heart! to be in peace with every (ex-)& lover, parent, friend..in the past gives you more energy to.. create- if we loose once our ego´s reactions & watch them from above in love,speak our truth with,in a peaceful mind.. facing &loosing fear..feels just so well.
well, challenges will come & go until lovely daddy death is knocking..so...trust into your inner voice & instinct! YOU CAN DO THIS

...then ive thought with fullest reverence at our creator- who has for everything a solution - it is an overwhelming feeling, being in the basic sense of trust, to recognize
that one is always at the right place at the right time- thanks to my chucks..ant that ive found there now one real, green, serpentine stone!

i am telling also about superlovely meetings with mother earth& its creatures - <3
( in june i´ll tell the very first meeting with a so special animal, which plays such a huge role in my life, (i dont know why) on which i do think again & again with so much grace & gratefulness)

please, follow your heart.

HELLO! (www.bermudafunk.org => full text)
16 04 2023 & a new radioshow past
tttssss
always again i find out-& thanks so much much hey- that i create these radioshows (for myself)-
simply as this from yesterday- i tell myself the things i need to know!!
it is like: the lots of/in me- do something in diverse "times"
one writes it down, what the other- or who ever- send to my brain&heart,& then my old self, from the past is telling "me" in the now, what i have to know,
when i remember the horrible months of depression..& i didnt slept nearly 5 months, there were days, i was awake over 24 h; without knowing whats wrong with me & no light in sight & in my mind/(heart) my radioshows been-( except 2 i really couldnt create there so-) just there for me- even i watched myself fail, watched me suffering & judging all the way long- but something inside of me, gave me power, to sit into the car, sit before & breath with eva kaczor to the psychedelic breath- were i cried out loud tears & tones & despair*
the random radiomusic of the 1h cardrive to mannheim gave me power, too.

when i stood in the studio, i felt very good somehow,& more better after the show. then, i thought, i was healed- i believed again in myself- felt the music in me- i was very grateful for this happening! this "tiny" light i saw in me- but i realised soon, that these dark thoughts in me- are still there...
so, may you see also the power & love in yourself- that you may find for your outlets a creativity- what makes u feel good (again), what comforts, what gives u new strength, brave, acknowledgement & smiles, enriches, eases you, too

me: "you are so sweet!"
my heart:" like cacao?"
me:" no, like candyfloss!"
ich: "du bist so süss!"
mein herz:" wie kakao?"
ich:" nein, wie zuckerwatte!"
ben:"sen cok tatlisin!"
kalbim:" kakao gibi?"
ben:" hayir,pamuk sekeri gibi!"
following song sent me my heart- this was this conversation between us then after i got this song in the radio listened through my candy healty ears--
in this life suits hundreds of disputes- how difficult it is for love- for giving effort- amongest in these fierce thunderstorms---
actually
actually only i can cry so deeply about-so much love- wrapped in invinsible silouhettes
which are always changing in forms like a fire smoke cloud in front of you

there is so many which the little brain cannot translate and grasp-
how super great is
all
ha?

"MAMA? SHOULD I STAND HERE?" a little girl was asking her mum
sometimes only just one (kind)word could, may change a lot of peoples fate

* you are loved from live- very much. equal what youre doing- or you are not doing. for that just, that you are breathing. it wants that you are happy.
can you believe that? i wish, that you will someday:
know-
* CAVIT:".. for that it set out, evolve- for that you can step into a new life- you have no other choice - to leave,let go of this person in peace to give grant-
if you wont will- you cant barge, bring yourself into life- then you will be someone, who is watching the life from far away-
if you ask yourself the question if this person comes back to you- life wont allow you not a single day- to create, for use it to the max, and to expand."
thanks hey!
ask your bodywisdom.
to hold on , something, that isnt truthfully- (FOR YOU) costs you a lot of energy - as you do believe.
* a few years ago i was telling here the same yet... i was at an exhibition from my friend annika winkelmann named inner security and came to the
pleasure, to wear once an real protection criminal investigation department vest- and what happened? I STOOD THERE JUST LIKE A COP! TOTALLY SELF-ASSURED! - LIKE AN WET STRAIGHTEND UP TEABAG!
...
your protection vest lies directly in yourself!

SET A NEW INTENTION !

will you walk with fear in your hand?
or will you walk with love in your hand?

GIVE IT A TRY HE!

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SUN 19 03 2023 LIVE <3
* alo? evde kimse varmi?
* hallo? ist jemand zuhause?
* hello? is there someone at home?

these times it increased that i wanna make prayers or an intercession- dont know why?
ive read, we should see prayers as all done- with this intense of that they´ve been yet answered - hm

* rabbim- yarali sikintili yüreklere ferahlik ver... kimin ne derdi varsa ucup gitsin amin - tesekkürler <3 suna teyze
* lord - please give injured, suffering hearts relief... who ever has got which problem may fly and leave - amen thank you! <3
* lieber gott - bitte gib verletzten, leidenden herzen erleichterung.. wer immer welche probleme hat, mögen sie wegfliegen, amen - dankeschön! <3

* KIMINLE KONUSTUN SEN YINE?

* WITH WHO DO YOU SPOKE AGAIN?

* MIT WEM HASTN DU WIEDER GESPROCHEN?

EMPFEHLUNG : als ich donnerstag beim artz war- fragte ich- und mich, wie meine lunge klingt? also, den ton aus dem stethoskop- wie der im ohr sich anhört
uuund-
das herz!
tu es- es ist einfach echt irre. irre schön.
danke

RECOMMEND : as i ve been thursday sitting by the doctor- ive asked her, how does my lung listen? also, how is it listening through this stethoscope, the tone?
aaaand-
the heart!
do it- it is just simply crazy. crazy supernice.
thankss

* denemeye deymez mi?
* isnt it worth to try it?
* ist es nicht wert, es zu versuchen?

* ich muss--- zur pfanne!
* i must --- go to pan!
* ben -- tavaya gitmem gerekiyor!

* die tüte ist voll!
* the bag is full!
* pecete dolu!

* ich hoffe, du massierst dir die füße!
oder es macht jemand bei dir!
* i hope you massage your foots!
or someone makes this for you!
* insallah ayaklarini masaj ediyorsundur!
yada- senin icin birisi yapar!


* im alright!
im alright!
im alright!
I LOVE TO HEAR THAT

* mir geht es gut!
mir geht es gut!
mir geht es gut!
ICH LIEBE DAS ZU HÖREN!

* iyim ben!
iyim ben!
iyim ben!
BUNU DUYMAK SEVIYORUM!

* inside this one hour, it is a story included, which may show you, that
animals, plants, numbers, songs, music, colours,symbols, smileys,unicorns-ya!, feathers, angels, dragons..all these, are our companions. guideposts, inconspicuous conspicuous beloved
helper(lie)s. if you should have a problem, and not know further, so ask once just loudly into the round, when you are alone, for help!
and you will be helped. together with your inner wisdom, a silent moment, maybe in nature, maybe in your car, youll understand the tips for you. and
when you like to, you will be able bring them into peace, into an solution.
...cause
ive been arrested to my feelings
ich bin von meinen gefühlen verhaftet worden
* duygularima esir oldum
and i wanna free them and me...
and my opinion, universe wants us to be - live free, that we are happy- live in our natural state - hope we find out as human beings, the recipe- what it means to be one-

also, when i had such deep situation- in me- with me - the thing after is, that i am so much very closer- to me- to universe- i feel more one with all- also, these empathy, deep feelings, are helpful, cause i can understand other beings and look at them/that through other eyes. and hopefully i am awared enough, that i react, and act, like love would do.
hey, you :)

all some things, advices.. i tell here...does not mean, it is, may also suitable for you! i wish it would..but everyone here has its own way and story and thing to live- i just share things, which i took for granted which i ve lived through..- in hope somehow it may serve, too-- hm... so, thanks a lot for your listen & trust & interest- and a chance*

full written at bermudafunk.org- switch-fuer immer punk!
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in love, sibel*