16 OCT 2022

hello!
* MY DEAR LUNG! MY DEAR LUNG! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU MY DEAR LUNG! // *wer sagt dir gute nacht? * who is telling you goodnight? * sana kim iyi geceler diyor?// * was noch alles aus einem werden kann=? * what yet all can become someone? * kendinen daha neler olur acaba? // * hey, come on please- when now everything is gonna on the right track-- dont stress yourself // * NICH MAL VANILLE HABEN WIR! * NOT EVEN VANILLA WE DO HAVE! * VANILYA BILE YOK BIZIM! // * ..i can imagine..... i can not imagine.....it is,yes, never so easy.// * sagol size, zahmet olmus* danke dir, es war mühevoll * thanks you, this was effort..// * siz buna nasil göz yumarsiniz?* how you can press an eye on such something? * wie können sie bei sowas ein auge zudrücken?// * if the speaker on your ears just shortly gets out...it listens different, ha?// * incitici olur * this would be violating * das wäre kränkend, verletzend //* welchen ratschlag hast DU für mich? * which advice do YOU have got for me? * SENIN bana hangi ögütün var?// * bir daha düsünüp üzülme * dont think once again and feel worry * denk nicht nochmal und sei traurig //* bazen kalmakta direnmek, inad etmek kör bir kisir mevsim galiba ayni belirsiz noktaya dönmek - hep ayni kabus görmek gibi * manchmal stehenzubleiben, aushalten, stur sein- ist glaube ich eine unfruchtbare jahreszeit -an einen uneindeutigen punkt zurückkehren- ist es wie, immer denselben alptraum zu sehen * sometimes standing still, hold out, be mulish- is i believe an fruitless season coming back to an ambigueous point- is like, seeing always the same nightmare // * ich könnte, ich kann bedenken in den wind schießen
* i could i can reservations shooting in the wind * endiseleri rüzgara havaya ucurabilirim * wenn ich meine augen zu mache- wo bin ich dann? was ist das? * when i do close my eyes- where am i then? what is that? * gözlerimi kapatiyorsam- nerdeyim? ne bu?// * i thank, that at the moment here no one bombs our home-dont must leave, escape all ive got here, my beloved, memories, that my life is not in such danger // * there, where feathers are found, the ground get lights up energies stick it into your plants at home, if you took them not with you home when you find someone stick them like a flower into the ground, earth (we just stick the ends into)so terraland is lighten up -asuman sur- // * eine küchenrolle- oh wie schön sie ist!!!* a kitchen paper roll - oh how beautiful she is!!! * mutfak kâgidi bobin ahhh ohhhh nekadar güzel o!!! ama - but- aber- * kendimizin degerini, kimden ögreniyoruz? baska gözlerini aramakta yada basimiza gelenler mi? * our self worth, from who do we learn this? by searching other eyes or from that what we are living? * unseren selbstwert, von wem lernen wir das? in dem suchen anderer augen oder von dem was wir erleben? // ich konnte vieles lieben, nur nicht mich/ i was able to love much, just not myself /cogu seyi sevebiliyordum ben, ama kendimi degil - selbstwert.selfworth.özdeger.=> i speak about, how i came into it- maybe it serves in any kind for u, 2 ?! about what ive once thought it is love, life shown me facettes of love, how i identify, how i did,how i compared myself with others, how i could see, how beautiful i am- tell about doubts, i do have still, if the path, the floor im in, i currently follow will lead me to my requested beloved destiny- if its just an illusion which will get real, or just a one-way-street-
i maybe lead an unusual life- also without a visible safety net-yes and but i am not coming home at all..(my therapist says, that i just do wrong- i should work in a good job 40 hours/week& get more money & live my creativity in my freetime- i would make me the world how i want.so.. but i know what is best for me,not to be a dysfunctional victim of society when i would do her advice-
a safety net i have found in myself. i trust into me now, into life & this great universe- is working for me &you, also.
trust in intuition. love, s

thank you!

may they stay healthy, too

SWITCHFUERIMMERPUNK RADIO BERMUDAFUNK 18092022 <3

* ready for take off? sometimes one isnt really so ready for take off-& but one is then how ever ready for take off- whouh! //* how was your sunday until now? you were happy?laughed? cryed? did you worried something?(hello hello, are you there? are you thinking of your sorrows? are you thinking on yesterday or on your pussycat? HELLO- WELCOME TO PRESENT //* is there nothing more left else than fucking off?// * for how intelligent you think you are- actually?& for how creative you think, you are? very intelligent does not apply, but yo--quantitative (quantitative...:D)---maybe in numbers are you know more intelligenterer or creativererer? HA! isnt that easy..or?// * which information about you would your parents/or them who cared about you, surprise? // * with which face i should look at you? how should i look at you? // *.. güzellik sevilmedi desem?*.. if i would say beauty was unloved?...* ..wenn ich sagen würde, schönheit wurde nicht geliebt? // * there will be noticed, that a heart was unneccessarily injured// * "what do you wanna say (in brackets)(with that)?"
" what you are understand- that."//* who knows you best?// who or what have made you cry last time?// * being brave doesn´t mean, not to be afraid. walk a first step forwards towards the angst //* why i should welcome you// *" artik böyle!!* "so ist es jetzt!!"* " now it is so!!" //
* ..but hey, think once about it how he does feels now? //* i need you to understand how i feel//* why you´ve got more fear in yourself than pain? //* when do your eyes sparkle? //that is extremely important!//* what you would speak out, when you would not have fear against denial? //

also you can listen a story about a happening about what my beloved dad experienced & asked me a question about- whose answer i dont know actually yet- but this sentence:"
so
there is one tragic
saving bigger tragics?

& i introduce you a little bit into the beautiful world of gemstones <3
BUT!
IVE MADE A MISTAKE! OF COURSE IN A RED JASPER ISN´T MAGNESIUM! SORRY SORRY SORRY- I WAS NOT FULL PRESENT-

THERE IS IRON INCLUDED- IRON MAKES THE COLOUR RED !
MAGNESIUM WOULD BE WHITE <3

so---i wish you an unbelievable pleasant moment in your life today-
may he support your believe in your dreams coming true*

thanks for listening, reading, and caring so good of yourself*

so i´ve started just & got more & more nervous- the first time, in an unknown place, unknown peoples- so my mind created the emotion of stress & my hands began to tremble, my heart beated wild & introduced myself--& as i told about the last liveshow, which were the day,a lightfestival of, for claudia, her goodbye into the space & the 27.8. was the anniversary of the death of my uncle it made it not better & had to swallow tears.. cooosmiccc <3

to get the audience into an state of being "here" to find silence for all, & let go of the experiences, thoughts of this day...- ive let run an relaxed sound firstly- which i did not was sure, if they will take this- i dont know aw, if they have silent moments in their life, practice medidation or..?? & also the bar business moved on at the same time, but they were silent as it is possible, too - after intuition i began to read- & to live again some emotions. its craze, sometimes, when i do read, first then i recognize, what i´m reading, offering others.. noticing this combined with this emotion leads really into an orgasm of feeling-& my expression. mostly into a STOP, a pause, barriere of text & TEARS - its like living this happening again through, & sometimes i am more cool or not so cool (: (its interesting, i wonder about myself-) then i am so very happy glad about the sound, i can play- to ease my feeling, state or wound or everwhat...& ive danced- NOT THAT UNRESTRAINED i want to be able- but yeah..
& many things ive wanted to say, i did not & some things ive added on this saturDay yet, ive read. happy that i have & can write so much things :D hehe in the hope, that all what i have to say, to share, is serving also for the highest good of all & for me!
by intuition ive finished the show & danced along--with some other dudes <3 THANK YOU!

some feedback from diverse peoples, some who knew me & from some did not:
" very very good* you´ve really touched my heart, you grandma with a soul & reading like a 12 year old one, go on stayin alive <3* very crazy-but superfine *i had to hide tears in my eyes when youve read about love & merlin* i really will get stuff with me into my home, it is strange, it is nearly like voyeur- to see you private in your living room* i´ve seen a lot of readings in my life through my job, but you are different, its just like you are hmm...how to say, authentic, you are just living it, saying it, not playing a role or so.. but you are dangerous. for the audience & yourself -why? you show everything from you, you are now like touchable..& ive had tears in my eyes, & also you- but this i dont want to :/ to make people cry, flo! - no its not that, it is, you touch the hearts"

AAUUHHHWWW

hm, yea, these are my first steps into a new future, new experience in my life. how i will, can reach people & do shows ?? is this my way my wish? i only know, that this celebrates my heart& soul somehow!

i am a master who is practising-
AND YOU
YOU, TOO!,
MASTER!
"you´ve started this evening with your music set & set the peoples into emotions, girl, well done, thanks!" :D the crowd got increased meanwhile

after then, pretty good artists made their show & it was just a very fine summerparty in the unknown at a beautiful space on mother earth in kromsdorf, near weimar in germany , where we´ve met superlovely unknowns celebrating one <3

merci!
unfortunately you´ll listen not much english or turkish.. in the radio it is different but..

there i go -- in an rebuild old firewarden in kromsdorf /weimar, gemany where once fire trucks were controled.. there are living 15 superlovely peoples, together in various rooms- in 3 to one another buildings, among other things you find like tailoring, repairshop, cinema shows..where everybody is welcome in this place space (youll find a lot of mattresses lying) & where respect & mindfulness to each other is written big. they have an own pizza kitchen & do sell these superdelicious pizzas out,too..a place where you can exchange your clothes, a cafe & bar,& they cook & bake sooulfood & everywhere tiny flowers & garden & & oh so many more!!
a real nice place, to come down-to break free - get off- behind a selfmade wooden door which is leading into a biig space park, where you could find 2 castles & a lot of nature <3
a supernice place to be
they´ve just started to manage such festivals & everything is new hahah, just like the playstarts of these great aritsts for this evening..but no one was stressed or something...no, just with so much love, i am really so glad & apreciated a lot, that ive could play there, <3

THANKS MICHAEL WINKLER for asking me & TAMARA, VEDA, BERNHARD, JAN, JAKOB, ALI, ANKE, KASPER AAWW all these all other lovely peoples & DATA77112 <3

i was nervous didnt knew what to play--even then the voice of knatter flew in- "play just that what you want to listen to, sibel!" <3 and how long i should play & when i should start reading AHHHH..some came & sat & watched me playing records, this was also bit strange for me...but ok...hahha- even they didnt knew when i would start..then ive asked winkler & he said:"start when you want to..!" HAA <3
:D all fine, afterwards -

stopbuttoninbrainfunctionoverhaul

HUSH
HUSH

HI ! LIVE 21 08 2022 switchfuerimmerpunk! bermudafunk*
.its possible, that i maybe effect on you kinda unsettling! but this is not my intention! SORRY! THANKS A LOT! FOR THE TRUST! your precious time and that you are escorting me a bit on my healing way! // "SOMETIMES YOU CAN BE VERY CRUEL COMMON VILE!! --ALSO IF YOU MAYBE WITHOUT KNOWING IT! --DEAR VACUUM CLEANER! // * if you could have a video from a situation from your life, which situation would you choose? // what you are doing, when you live an uncomfortable situation.for example with your body.or with any thoughts or other beings?-* me helps breathing.
brutals much.
if you wanna try once.. i breath full out- then i wait while breathing in counting to 4 - stop- holding for 4 x pipe down once - breathing out 4 seconds, maybe - waiting 4 x counting - and all 4 times hey- like a dicey and i do smile- that i forget sometimes really he! it shows our body, that we are relaxed.square practical good. this was inspired by thanks adriana meisser// * game of transformation the state of being-- game of chance -there are scores of breathingpossibilities, mady morrison, doc joe dispenza, eva kaczor inspiring me also much. find yours hm, cause, we need you! // with a werewolf, sergej & 5 other rednecks on wood from ljubljana, slovenia ( are skateboarders, musicians and artists,too)
i was spontaniously a convoy on their roadtrip in a little motorbus through suisse & belgium- well, we´ve passed a lot of cities- so that they can drive with their skateboards on or in the skateparks and bowls- a aim was a skateboard & punkrockevent in brussels, were they gonna to play- yea well- ... hope you can listen...it is a story about being an friendly alien on a roadrtip in belgium, who was in need of toiletpaper- knocking on a door- and made them fear with my being :/ ------....

so, this feeling of being alien, is really hard. when we think of humen, which have to escape from their beloved homes- caused by psychopaths making war,
and still i notice, that it makes a difference from where one flees- :( some are welcome, some n o t so much welcome that much.
when we think about the animals in zoos- how must they feel??

oh lord-and fear still is leading the masses- or what?
when we do wake up? remember who we are?

oh why not coconut?

WATCH - HOW YOU MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY YA*

THANK YOU! S

READING 23 JULY 2022 at SUBDORSCH, WEINSBERG; GERMANY

---ATTENTION -- LESS ENGLISH / NO TURKISH---

winged from the audience ive started to share what happend to me, what came into me, when ive thought about what to tell on this evening-- intuition thing -
told about the huge loss from our colleage claudia & a letter from her- also..
VYWAMUS <3 a rised master : "with the knowledge, that peace is present as a powerful resource spring well in your being, it is just required, aknowledgeing your faith into peace. if you by example, how many do it, have the wish after a peaceful mind, then you ve got also the faith, that your mind is not a peaceful space, and peace in mind is outside your range or is inaccessible for you, otherwise you would just realise, that you are peace- already."

my dad told me years ago, i should bring the audience to laugh- always again--: "some can, do laugh so less on this world,my girl..." /* draw your corners of your mouth upstairs & give yourself a smile/ *when should i say goodnight to the sun? / * whose hands trembles, when they do selfies?/ p like puke or-a world filled with a regardful, tender humanity-where everyone have got clear,flowing and also warm water- and enough to eat for disposal-..even when this one thought just exists in my fantasy--it saves me my life, or does good for me -what is this exactly for a destinationinvoicebill? is: finally dead? is: the end dead? is: finish dead? how will i know? WOULD YOU MAYBE PLEASE SOME TIMES JUST THINK THE SAME THOUGHT?/ i love adapter/ * irrecoverable/everything is a lie/false everythings empty when you do regret much / * this is not a dustbin 5x/ ive noticed- just speakin german there by feeling, also ive had more time- so ive searched after a short drinking pause for some more stuff by request :D // ive told also from the time, these same times june, july.. but 2021 when i had my depression -
after the show ive listened a lot, that this would be so brave, to share so intimate things, well ive also had to cry at the moment of reading. its just the moment- which knocks, presently, where all the past lived feelings included fall together - microseconds in micromoment & baaamm
when i do prepare.. i think, yes, this is ok, but then.. i also do believe that the radioshows are a huge part on my own healing journey- *.. for then through feeling learning to think
so good.

" UPON THE HEARTS IS WRITTEN, LIKE UPON MANY OTHER MEDICINES: SHAKE BEFORE USE."
regardful rainer maria rilke

:D merci for listening*
love,s

HEY HEY ,

READING DAY / SUBDORSCH;WEINSBERG;GERMANY

3 lovely fellows embraced me with their lovely smile when ive arrived with the car in front of the subculture rooms, to put out the stuff - there´ve been less peoples - & my drama queen thought again, it would stay like that - during the day i was confronted with messages, were ive found out, that some very beloved peoples do not come - on special reasons. some told me before, they will go with the flow & dont know if they flow to me - it was really the first time, that no one of my beloved friends have been there. that is a new sight & feeling- but my family was there <3 so---shortly overwhelmed from different emotions & thoughts, i´ve found out at the end of this night- that i´ve stood good sober there with old thinking patterns, which tried to wake or provocate me up again- thank you dear braincelles & <3 , and that many other peoples, which ive never thought of, they would come- listened to me <3 also ive spoken before with universe & the other worlds, that this evening should serve for the highest good of everyone & ya, ive just noticed, that it was just like that- my, little brain realized the thoughts are just conditioning and not the truth- that all is goody.

so, oh wonder, & here i have the chance to share this evening, moment of a saturday, 23 july 2022 in weinsberg for those who are interested in, to beam you just there , ha hehe

hope you enjoy now some lovely records

(i think of those ones, who have made the instruments & who worked on jobs, or in good case get as a present-the instrument, had learned to play & get one with it, found other dudes to play together in a band; the sellers, i think of the one who had invented the records & player & needles & all this wonder & technology - AAAUUWWWW

so i can only say THANK YOU!!)

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SUN 17072022 hi you!

* wo wolltschn hin?
* where you´ve wanted to go?
* nereye gitmek istiyordun?

* ...und dort habe ich nichts verloren!"
*...and i didnt lose anything there !"
*..ve orada benim isim yok!"

* ..und dort habe ich nichts mehr verloren!"
*..and i didnt have to lose anything else there no more!"

* "wenn nichts anderes mehr hilft -
dann die wahrheit!"

* when nothing else does not help -
then the truth!"

* eger hic baska birsey yardim etmiyorsa-
o zaman gercegi!"

* ich glaube wir brauchen alle mal eine pause!
* i think we all need once a pause!
* bence hepimize bir ara lazim, degilmi?!

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* das war echt nicht mit absicht!
* das war meine volle absicht!

* wahrscheinlich nur in bester absicht

* that was really not my intent!
* that was my full intent!

* probably just in best intent

* bunu gercekten istiyerek yapmadim!
* bunu tam istiyerek yaptim!

* heralde sadece en iyi niyette

* was ist dir die freiheit wert?
* ein bisschen sollte ihnen ihre freiheit schon wert sein

* what it is it the worth -of your freedom?
* a little bit it should be worth on you, your freedom

* bagimsizliginin degerin kaca?
* bagimsizligin birazda degerin olmasi gerek, öyle degil mi?

* wie du es wünschst. dein wille geschehe
* how do you wish it. thy will be done
* nasil dileyiyorsan. senin istedigin olsun

* brauchst du noch was?
* do you need some anything else?
* sana birsey lazim mi daha?

* wenn du kraftvoll in dir ruhen würdest, welche entscheidung würdest du deinem inneren kind
zuliebe jetzt treffen?
* if you would rest powerful in yourself, which decision you would meet now for the sake of your inner child?

* stell dir vor,dein inneres kind das liebeskummer hat, wie willst du ihm deine liebe zeigen?
* imagine, your inner child that have lovesickness, how do you want to show it your love?

* kannst du mit meinem vorschlag leben?
* can you live with my suggestion?
* teklifimile yasiyabilirmisin?

* ach, das is schad
* ah, that is a pity

* bischen zack, ja?!
* bit whip into shape, ya?!

you can also listen a story ive lived *..sometimes you just dont know what you are living in right now or la barriere, tournai, belgium 2013

and a cool meeting with *the temporary help pharmacist in the backyard of data77112 ( <3 pub)

delight your heart*
thanks spending your precious time with me <3
huggies never stop!
love, s

PS: WHATS THE PRICE FOR HAPPINESS??

switch für immer punk! SUN 15 01 2017- * "i dont sense anymore with you!" that i ve been listen now. one braincell said goodbye to the others. so "but maybe i will come back in short moment,but just to watch what´s on...ciao!" "ciao ragazzi!!" one said:" yes ,go, really go!-"i wanna know how much this 1% did does weigh -i ll see what the others doing now with this declaration what i m gonna do right now without this cute braincell.. will some get connected with it? i have a lot of luck hey!! hahahhahahhaahahahaaa THX!!/ die liebe glut/ the lovely blace glow /!* sevimli siddetli kor / *"standing in front with the truth we are all helpless" -sun-
/*end drama *i ask myself, what my maybe 90% braincells are doing, when i am dont use them?? they are sleeping? in peace? how?? they are so cute! they are there. waiting maybe :) they are so cool hey!! i think of them :)/how i can get through?/ if i only use 10% of my braincells,(what´s told..) what i can do else??/ if u only use 10% of your braincells, (what´s told..), what you can do else??/ if we only use 10% of our braincells, (what´s told..), what we can do else??/ * dont you forget it * unutma bunu * vergiss das nicht/* die magie der erinnerung / the magic of remembering /* when does something get generality? when regulates a generalization? * zerstörung wird systematisch/ * destroyment gets systematic/* missgunst wird zu hass manchmal/ * malevolence gets to hate sometimes/ * "komm´, wir stehen auf!" mein herz zu mir <3/ * "come´, we stand up!" my heart to me <3 /you know it could fail- biliyorsun yanilabilirsin/ you try to open a systemdatafile. these files are used by operating system from diverse programs. working or change the data file can damage the system.ohmygod! i love my personal computer/ * "you, which are current living on the earth, are attestors & for a certain degree also creators of a world in transision." " you as an individiual influence through your thinking, feeling and acting in this world that collective. be aware of this. every human on this planet influences your collective awareness of reality & the possibilities your collective destiny. this happens of an microquantumlevel,& whereby it is true, that politician & religious creatures are able to influence more directly & apparently do have more power than other individiuals or groups of individuals,this circumstance transforms increasing in an illusion. i say this, cause your technology, do lend individuals to another kind of power- a kind, which from those, who created thistechnologies, never would have been dreamed of." sanat kumara - starshipcommandant/*"every creature, human or not, which wants to own your free will, should be avoided.- the most collapses on, to pursue onto their actions long enough, to be able to see the results. on the level from the quantummechanic they are not in the position, to keep alive the magnetizing thoughts, which do support their wished result." *" one of the barrier for your human potencial lies in the bordered persepective upon history. many of your religionshad uplifted creatures to gods, which were not supernatural, but nothing further as advanced alien races." ektara, science officer*" you wear the DNA from numberless intergalactic civilisations in you. & you do currently fast progressings there intodevelopement in your higher evolutionary potentials. you live in the presence- liquidate faults of the past & can choose onto, create a shining future. but when you choose against the higher swingings of your potencials, your past will be to bane, & you must live in a future, which isnt worth living." frephios, arcturian warrior/

<>"MÖGEN EUCH ALLE MÖGLICHKEITEN OFFENSTEHEN!"
* MAY ALL POSSIBILITIES STAY OPEN FOR YOU!"
SANAT KUMARA <3
we are like a radio, where it hangs upon, upon what reception we are on frenquenced.
joy & love create the highest swinging. so then live, love & die happy- cheers on that wishes come true so
make wish! NOW* THX!!

SALVE!! TO JUNE 19, 2022

0307 0403 2021
There is freedom waiting for you,
On the breezes of the sky,
And you ask “What if I fall?”
Oh but my darling,
What if you fly?

Erin Hanson <3

WAS IST DAS WORTGEFÜHL VON 50/50 BESCHISSENSUPERGUT ?/ WHAT IS THE WORDFEELING FROM 50/50 ? SHITEDSUPERGOOD ?

*" ..UND SAG DAS JETZT AUF KEINEN FALL- SONST FLIPP ICH AUS!"
*" ..AND DONT SAY THIS IN NO WAY - OTHERWISE I LL FLIP OUT!"
*.." VE BUNU SIMDI ASLA SÖYLEME - YOKSA KENDIMDEN GECERIM!"

* "auf den herzen steht, wie auf manch anderen medizinen:"vor gebrauch schütteln." /mfg rainer maria rilke <3 /* "upon the heart is written, like upon some other medicines:" before use shake." rainer maria rilke /* "kalbinin üstünde yazalili, baska ilaclarindaki gibi:" kulanmadan evvel calkaliyin." rainer maria rilke //* after your measuring after my measuring// * woher weisst du das denn? * fromwhere do you know this? * nereden biliyorsun sen bunu?/* istiyorsan düsünme sen, sen bilirsin * if you like to do not think about it, youre knowing it * wenn du willst, denke nicht darüber nach, du weisst es ja
* what fictional character reminds you most of yourself? * // welcher erfundener charakter erinnert dich am meisten an dich selbst? * hangi uyduruk fiksiyon karakter seni kendi andiriyor? // * once 2013, at an aftermorningparty in mannheim, after dancing in the pub "blue", we all went in the pub after- those- where everyone goes then, mornings, after
dancing out. little flat damaged we all looking like, and i lean against the bar and have a beer. tim ( name imaginary) stands besides me - grined we are cheering- sunlight shines already through the foggy windows. music tones out from an original old jukebox little behind. one song/slice ive complied myself yet. full nice it is. tim looks from the side so at me, if he would like to say something to me, but isnt sure of that, i think..suddenly :" sibel, ey am i actually tiny hey?" with huge eyes im looking at him. first i couldnt had an answer. he is maybe 3 cm more tiny than me so.. and i am indeed big enough- aaaehhh but no 1,70 m- but then it came suddenly, ive thought about an ant. and :" no, i do not agree!" tim :" really now? oh come on, in comparison to others he i am tiny-" me:" well, but tim he, when now an ant would stand in front of you, she would say the same thing, too!" tim grined oh soooo very delicate and said nothing more and went just away. ;D ive had met such greatbig musicians yet like tim one is. im in love with his art. how he plays drums or bass hey auuuww! every drummer is the hammer! i hope, he will see this one day the same- how beautiful and big he is he <3 i hope, that we will stop judging us in the way we look- that we feel fine with our optic/body, fall in love with us & all the things, we think others do have more beneficial- able to see, how beautiful our heart is & what we may exhaust & can express with from it -

*& 1 of 3 (2,5) letters from my diary, where i´ve had a HUGE meeting!
not from this galaxy!! <3

I WISH YOU A SUPERNICE MEETING TODAY!!
ICH WÜNSCHE DIR EINE SUPERTOLLE BEGEGNUNG HEUTE!!
BUGUN SANA COOOK GÜZEL BIR BULUSMA DILEYIYORUM!!

CIAO RAGAZZI!
& THANK YOU FOR YOUR EARS*