READING 23 JULY 2022 at SUBDORSCH, WEINSBERG; GERMANY

---ATTENTION -- LESS ENGLISH / NO TURKISH---

winged from the audience ive started to share what happend to me, what came into me, when ive thought about what to tell on this evening-- intuition thing -
told about the huge loss from our colleage claudia & a letter from her- also..
VYWAMUS <3 a rised master : "with the knowledge, that peace is present as a powerful resource spring well in your being, it is just required, aknowledgeing your faith into peace. if you by example, how many do it, have the wish after a peaceful mind, then you ve got also the faith, that your mind is not a peaceful space, and peace in mind is outside your range or is inaccessible for you, otherwise you would just realise, that you are peace- already."

my dad told me years ago, i should bring the audience to laugh- always again--: "some can, do laugh so less on this world,my girl..." /* draw your corners of your mouth upstairs & give yourself a smile/ *when should i say goodnight to the sun? / * whose hands trembles, when they do selfies?/ p like puke or-a world filled with a regardful, tender humanity-where everyone have got clear,flowing and also warm water- and enough to eat for disposal-..even when this one thought just exists in my fantasy--it saves me my life, or does good for me -what is this exactly for a destinationinvoicebill? is: finally dead? is: the end dead? is: finish dead? how will i know? WOULD YOU MAYBE PLEASE SOME TIMES JUST THINK THE SAME THOUGHT?/ i love adapter/ * irrecoverable/everything is a lie/false everythings empty when you do regret much / * this is not a dustbin 5x/ ive noticed- just speakin german there by feeling, also ive had more time- so ive searched after a short drinking pause for some more stuff by request :D // ive told also from the time, these same times june, july.. but 2021 when i had my depression -
after the show ive listened a lot, that this would be so brave, to share so intimate things, well ive also had to cry at the moment of reading. its just the moment- which knocks, presently, where all the past lived feelings included fall together - microseconds in micromoment & baaamm
when i do prepare.. i think, yes, this is ok, but then.. i also do believe that the radioshows are a huge part on my own healing journey- *.. for then through feeling learning to think
so good.

" UPON THE HEARTS IS WRITTEN, LIKE UPON MANY OTHER MEDICINES: SHAKE BEFORE USE."
regardful rainer maria rilke

:D merci for listening*
love,s