live at
BAR
EMMA 23
09 APRIL 2022
<3

it was a saturday- this time i was relaxed - but tired- the most thing ive wanted, was to sleep.
but i was invited from michele to celebrate the b-day- there ive seen some superlovely peoples & friends, ive seen long time not- michele´s soulfood is always so fucking delicious- an absolutely hammer-

i ate too much & then somewhen i felt, i had to go--to bar emma23- where steffen´s b-day night was-
days before i saw the flyer :) & saw, that arun draw me onto it- so that if i have lust to play records- i will play in case :D

this was a very nice punk train

so superlovely peoples there, too- behind the bar i saw two guys who were guests from data77112 and i was superhappy that i was on the other side of the bar
!!

ive landed from michele in a whole different other environment -still tired & gorged now, too -
together with the resident dj & also dj tolschock & tobi
again im very grateful- could play there again these music in this volume <3
after 1 hour and 49 minutes the needles goes by to dj tolschock
<3
thanks for being a part of this superlovely night!!

(ps: i was not long more longer tired*)

have fun with ashort fuse saturday in 74072 heilbronn at emma 23, salzstrasse 23 in april 2022
& then ...

26- 27032o22

live at emma 23,HN // https://www.facebook.com/BarEMMA23/

after a fantastic superspacepowerduoconcert from rimojeki https://www.rimojeki.com/

my dear diary,
this saturday morning ive started fantastic into the day with a superlovely song and the sun and the coffeee- at work it was ok as usual, ive learned a lot about again of stones´healing and my own personality growed in a situation i´ve noticed, that ive made something different as in past- i just kept silent and had a special look in my face by looking at him- when someone triggered me- so this one said something sexuell into a objective situation- im sure, this answer arrived well at him, i dont know why people think saying sexual things for the other gender- do they really think, thats COOL or FUNNY? i will see how its gonna be in future days..but for now it feels good.

...although ive did not had a lot time for a longer pause...i was happy and thankful for the second coffee and one cigarette then in the sun, meeting surprisingly ilvy and philly walking by-
longer than expected we´ve had to work & ive noticed my batteries got lower- i´ve had also an unlovely meeting with my dear nephew and could´nt find directly peace & space & silence & a super solution for the future we would manage these conversations... there´s a lot to know how about to do the work-
accepting this time-mood- i droved with the bike then into the fields & eased my body-- after this, i ran into my sleeping room & listened still some records there, which i should play?
found some :) but still i was in felt "stress"- i ate something & after a shortsupershower i rest a while- although i knew i´d miss a bit from the bands playing there. but yea.. who to satisfy- when? - to/ the rest was so good. thannks for the timegodghost & my bodywisdom-

at 22pm i arrived finally at emma23- but really & unfortunately still not in the mood for playing records. there ive seen a lot of lovely pals & i was glad, went there...get another images-
then at ca 23pm rimojeki started the concert & they´d played a supershow - everyone was fine & corona virus, the world wide (inside)war were danced away- a lot by this spacespecialsweet couple*
i was little strange still & couldnt share all these- & wished that this emotion of i name it "tiredness" has an end.

2 h later ive started to play finally- the whole bar & room went outside, people getting rest & fresh air after 2 h rocking the house :)
i noticed, i had an expectation ! oh no, sibel :)
yes, that the peoples would dance on..but yeah, not on this night more..even some came & celebrated still & showed me, how much they enjoy-- my piratesister arun told and recognized me while looking at the dj area:" oh, you´ve built yourself a cage around!" ? i wasnt awared of... the record box was kind a border...arun:" yes, sometimes, you do this just unconscious, my love!" and hugged me strong <3
i pack this experience of weirdness, holding on, into my heart under the blessing of music- the night only could has been like this -
i dont even wanted to share this set anywhere- until ive listened it on monday- the exact day for me <3 so ive found out- a lot of ! &
tha...t everything will be good at the end- if it is not-
it is not the end
well,
follow the energy

love and thanks for this special opportunity by klangvorhang asking me <3.
https://www.instagram.com/klangvorhang/
( now, i understand this word soundcurtain :) so,soo good) thank you so much!

and thanks you listening!
hellohello.

HI YOU!!
* FLOWERS CANT SOLVE ALL PROBLEMS BUT THEY ARE A GOOD START ,flowery / * BLUMEN KÖNNEN NICHT ALLE PROBLEME LÖSEN ABER SIE SIND EIN GUTER ANFANG, blumenladen / * cicekler her dert cözemezler ama iyi bir baslangicdir, bahcivanlik / * machst du´s dir bequem in deiner überzeugung?! / * you make it comfortable for you in your belief?!/ * kendi inancinda rahat mi oturyormusun sen?! // * hier ein supermariostern, für dich! * here a supermariostar- for you!

* einst habe ich anderen einfach meine " NEGATIVITÄT" wie gedanken, sorgen oder krasse erkenntnisse einfach den leuten just in dem moment vor den latz geknallt! heute mache ich das nicht mehr. weil, manchmal ist vllt das gegenüber überhaupt nicht in der stimmung- also krasse emotionen oder was auch immer anzunehmen. heute frage ich, ob sie einen moment für meine bedürfnisse zeit haben oder bereit dazu sind, wie die kapazität is. /
* once ive just crashed banged my "NEGATIVITY", like thoughts, sorrows or crassls notifications immediately the peoples directly into their face and moment! today i do not. cause, sometimes, the in front of one is maybe not at all in the mood- to take on my crassles emotions or whatever else. today i ask, if they have got a moment time for my needs, or if they are ready, how it stands with their capacity.

// * why you are telling me this? / * wesso erzählst du mir das?/ * bunu bana niye anlatiyorsun? // * ich bin so froh, dass du das sagst!/ * i am so glad, that you´re saying that!/ * bunu söyledigine cok seviniyorum ben! // * iyiki evet dedim ben!/ * gut, soo gut, dass ich ja gesagt habe! / * good, soo good, that ive said yes!// * der situation geschuldet /* owing to the situation // * ich gestehe ein, lösungen zu erhalten/ * i admit, receiving solutions / * careleri almami kabul ediyorum // * vorübergehend kein problem * passing by no problem

* when i was once driving with my dad in my car- 2018- and i drove too slow for themone behind, there he overtook me sick fast furious - whereby he has cutted me scanty and a car came scanty from the other roadway- ha--this was shortly wwaoww- my dad grumbled a bit louder :" ehh?? what happend?? look, my girl, he will now get a champion!"
of course one never knows exactly why someone have it hasty as you
but sometimes there is one then perhaps another one, if you arrive then somewhere.
wild pigs on the roads! ATTENTION!

*" erdboden- tu dich auf!" / "ground - do open up!" / "zemin - acil!" // * ICH GLAUB DIR! / I BELIEVE YOU! / SANA INANIYORUM!
"* even this will pass "/ not to dispute on something / not to judge on something / not to stick on something -- listened from eckhart tolle <3 and he got this from a story of a king..
yes, in practice, its a bit different. just being ovserver. to take this something on, not to judge why it came, and not to stick on this. it will pass. the emotion wants to be felt hoe?, she will pass well, if you breath. and connect with your body and your breath, a shower or ya and with mother earth. it is not neccessary to feel stressed, angry or sad. you´ve got the power to decide, what you want to think or what to feel. the unicorns hope, that you just in this moment decide feeling joyful.
ive seen a party, which real real superveryreal vampires made- the name of the party, which is every year on a constant date named: the " all is forgiven party!" :D here some extracts from a huge old vampire king speech:" all is forgiven, all is forgotten. all is seen today, like it has never happend. never. therefore we are here and promise not to remember above over the power like dispute, fight or sick tricks. forgiveness is cooling our anger- forgiveness gives us back our ease. forgiveness reminds us vampires, that all once had to become like this. no one will remember on fights- since today everything is forgotten-
read or listen full -
https://bermudafunk.org/sendungen/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1645311600

MERCII!! :D

LOVE, S

!"=§"=""
1203 2022
second set

what a great dancing guestfolks aaaauuuuwwww

data
data = music = frequency = connects and substitutes dude
= love
*
ok, well, there i brought a lot of more vinyls..they were more PUNK and ROCK but then while playing, it was like that, even i would like to play one, two 3 songs..just to celebrate it there.. it was then
the choice, celebrate with the ghost of this evening
**+***+++*+*+++++*+
i can trust my sense

i´m still practising- listen to my heart

how bizarre, we are celebrating
and at the same time, in other countries are dying and fighting and peoples living in fear, in hunger, in the cold,

i work on it, to spread my love.--also in such places i cannot be with my body.
ive made an own mixed ritual ...maybe one day i will tell about-

to live in a world in peace
where everyone says this should be,
i believe that we must start with ourselfs.
personality developement.
yea, no strolling sometimes, so but
then- it is maybe also possible doing it with the neighbour
and if everyone would be just a little more in peace inside...then...

also, ive asked myself, why mr. w. w. putin does not play chess with his "enemy" ?
and who wins, is the winner and game over.
so, where has gone the honor? a honor, where a handshake means a word?
generosity?
and no dead and fear and fuck and shits and zombies

asked myself why he isnt at the front of this war, why not on the streets?

"truth hits everybody" -
the police

i recommend and follow and like <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-L1M5wyCvA
also on instagram..

enjoyyy with a lot of oi and
sauce

the power of vinyl - sponsored by KNEIPENFREUNDE

12 03 2022
with
kneipenfreundee / pubfriendsss

I LOVE MY MOBILE TELEPHONE

a live set from monty at koenigskneipe in heilbronx

<3

dome asked me if i want to play with 3 other ladies, in lady´s honor for the 8.of march for the 12.th but the 3 others refused on different reasons... so, dome asked me, if i would like to play still- and asked phillip knatter, too -

knatter, as also dome, i know from data 77112- there knatter made also sets... and we´ve become good dudes - data77112 magic

this time it was the first celebration, that ive played with him :D totally different music- but we
both suited very well - before we all have taken a dinner together-

the last two evenings and nights i was searching for records- i just found great treasures or had listened it first time --- this was fun, too and have thought, what could suit into this pub..
well, i just was there one time before, and there i had too much to drink
and lights out...

a sentence of knatter at me had helped me very:" just play what you up for, sibel!"

then, it was like that, and i had surprising guests and beloved ones- and some friends of good old data77112 were dancing with all the other unknowns in the middle of this supernice pub königskneipe <3

long time i´ve never played in front of others-- so...it was just great the reaction, party, feedback and love that i get and from all of there. ive never expected this.
magic moments-

delight your heart he <3

knatter began and then me and then knatter again and then me => find the second set soony here or on spotify or itunes and then played knatter the last supertracks

THANK YOU SO MUCH!
IVE SAID : YES!
(even i didn´t knew then what to play and was unsure if i can make it)

the mixer was oldschool and i couldnt take a stick on it- so but my mobile recorder <3

so, klick from day 12.03 2022 to NOW!

do not eat your meal in rush, he*
enjoy and cheerss

;D hi! well, another challenge from universe on these 20-february-2022
22:17 ohclock i found out, that my text wasnt copied on my stick! SHORTSHOCKPANIC! ADRENDALIN! whole body trembled - iwhat a luck- my nephews koray was awake and helped me through this and calmed me down and sent me an email- thank you technicssstrix
<3 and then a technical misunderstanding with the both connection between the 2 studios --- saw myself driving home again, cause there seemed no solution- but the superdoc jo from beside, helped me again so... i thank you soo so much, that you´ve listened it although!!

WHEN DO YOU NEED AGAIN BALOONS?
* WANN BRAUCHST DU WIEDER LUFTBALLONS?
* SANA NEZAMAN YINE LAZIM BALONLAR?

* .."also wenn man nicht blöd ist, dann wird man noch blöd !" eine lady in der saunaumkleide <3
*..."aehh..if one isnt stupid, then you will get yet stupid!" a lady in the saunachangingroom <3

* empfindliche geldstrafe(n)
* sensitive fine (penalty)
* kirilgan para cezasi

* das glaubt doch kein mensch mehr
* this believes no human any longer, he
* bunu hicbir insan inanmiyor ki daha

* "was ist denn immer wieder mit diesen abers?"
* " what is then always again with this buts?"

* wessen hände zittern, wenn sie selfies machen?
* whose hands trembles, when they do selfies?
* hangi eller titreyiyorlar, selfis yaparken?

* wissen wir das?
* do we know that?
* biz bunu biliyormuyuz?

* "gerry, das ist das beste für alle." -- "nein, nur für dich."
* "gerry, that is the best for all." -- "no, just for you."
* " gerry, bu herkez icin en iyi sekildir." -- " hayir, sadece kendin icin."

* besser isses * better it is * daha iyidir

* das kann kein mensch von dir verlangen!
* this no human can ask you to do that!
* hic bir insan bunu senden istiyemez!

* unausweichlich * inescapably * kacinilmaz

* was machst du jetzt? * what you are doing now? * simdi neyi yapiyorsun sen?

* untersagt * memnu * prohibit

* solls jetzt eigentlich dabei bleiben?
* should it stay like this actually?
* bu simdi böyle mi kalcak?

* habe ich was falsches gesagt? * have i said something wrong? * yalnis birsey mi dedim ben?

* eine weitere front * another front * bir baska ön

* wer unter druck steht- macht fehler
* who is under pressure- makes mistakes
* baski altinda duran - hata yapar

* "natürlich kann er das- er ist unser chef!"
* " of course he is able to do this - he is our boss!"
*" tabiiki yapabilir bunu - o bizim sefimiz!"

* "das dürfte für sie als mitarbeiter dieser firma doch kein problem sein, oder?"
* " for you, as a member of this company, it should be for you no problem, or?"

* "keine weiteren fragen." * "no further questions." * "baska sorular yok."

i share some experiences with homeless ...--
* in berlin, in huge cities, homeless are more visible- than in a little city- you see more, at one heap- it is alike another number- instead of maybe 20 here in
a little city, in a darknumber more.. well, enough- humans dont have to hold out this situation in their lifes- besides they do it really voluntary and do not want it
other style, but who wants help, we should help really- you do not look?-
in berlin i saw that jaded peoples- they do not longer see them.that. or care about- i saw no sympathy- i do not know, how i would handle this, when i would live
in a huge city. accept this. eat my dinner.
i think it depends on your state of being in this moment. what you want to share from your heart. and i think, often
a simple smile is enough too.

im grateful. so much. peoples. ya.

aloha,ciao, stay punk!!

SWITCH-FÜRIMMERPUNK! SUN 16 01 2022
HI THERE*°
* "im moment nichts, danke!" * "su anda birsey degil, tesekkürler!" "nothing at the moment, thanks!" // * "was wollen sie trinken?" * " neyi icmek isterseniz?" * " what would you like to drink?" // * "im moment nichts, danke!" * "su anda birsey degil, tesekkürler!" * "nothing at the moment, thanks!" -- * JA! / YA ! // * was macht dein lächeln mit dir? * what makes your smile with you? * gülümsen seninle ne yapiyor? //* unwiederbringlich * irrecoverable // * wie möchte ich es haben? * how i want it to have? * ben nasil istiyorum? // * was, wenn alles möglich wäre? * what, when everything is possible? * ne, hersey olabilirse nasil olur? //
* "robert, du musst dich konzentrieren,sonst wars das!* "robert, you have to be focused, otherwise this was it!" // * wie jeder was weiß.. // * how everybody knows something... // * herkez birseyin bildigi var ya.. // * liebe ist die beste kosmetik * love is the best cosmetic
%&%&%&%
* in the ca 3 past years, im following german l gonzalez a- on youtube- he sometimes posts music or albums, which do create feelings or
thoughts in me, which i wasnt aware yet-
also this supermusicianman of guitar, singer, producer and songwriter adrian kelvin borland, which arrived in london at 6.december 1957 until
26. april 1999

- since ive first listened to his music- everytime i get very sad, melancholy- in some tracks,
i get gooseskin-and also tears- i dont know what this is, sympathy- call it love- somehow i feel adrian borland so near.

end of the 70´s he´ve started with the british band the outsiders-
with a new musicstyle and extended occupation he played with the band the sound until 1987-
beside projects followed...and also a solo carrier--
adrian suffered since the middle of the 80´s visible on depression, probably released from a schizoaffective error.

2 saturdays ago ive watched a documentary about his life- there ive had to cry and cry-

behind several tries of suicide, he also warned his dad, that the one- inside of him,
will kill them- and what was true- a nurse who had wanted to make a documentary of his illness have said, that she feels very sad, cause
of the loss of their son. that he one day will get successful in his suicide try-

oh how must this feel like for parents, or friends.

sometimes he was in a psychiatry, also during the producing of albums- but he get out fast after taken the medicine--
he drunk a lot too, and everytime, he got a guitar in his hands, he got well- he thought, that caused of the medicine and pills,
he wasnt able to sing well... so... he did not use them always
and deciced himself for music- adrian borland was in the middle of the records of his new album harmony and destruction,
as he has fallen hisself into the front of a train on an early mondaymorning in april 1999 in wimbledon and has died.
the album got released without adrian borland in 2002.

ive cried maybe also, caused, on a situation which ive got with my sister- and that i am very glad, that the similar illness and
suicide try of her, wasnt successful- that she´s alive- and also glad, that my depression got away the end very "fast" or
faster than by others.

i dont know, when do a soul decide to go such oneway street? i mean, what can one at last time do, to change the soul´s game, where
is the endpoint? when are too much braincelles got ill?

are we authorized ?
do not life/ CREATOR send us always signs and help?
oh.
while writing it came to me, that we are all part of the creature / fountain head--
so is this the free willy ?!?
i wish, that adrian borland is very fine there wherever he might be now-
and that YOU take good care of your beautiful self-

thank you!
* vielen dank an deine wertvolle lebenszeit.. das du mir zugehört hast. <3
* thanks a lot of your precious lifetime...that you´ve listened to me. <3
* beni dinledigin icin cok tesekkür ederim...degerli hayat süreyigin icin. <3
ciaoooo!

LAST

DATA
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2 / 2

GRATEFUL MADE IT

HAIHAI!!

a last set - 1 / 2 -
where i have the ability to record them in the walls of data77112, this is from 01.01.2022
after 15 wild, lovely years we´ve decided to make a new choice in our life. time has come to transform and get new steps into adventure life.

still i have a lesson here, with a selfmade dreamwish, wich i cannot put in words. so little pub.

sometimes ive stood only outside the bar, a few moment of pause, the street filled with hundreds beloved, strangers, police and civilists and wildunknown which were celebrating ( 10 years of pub or a fleamarket..)
so, ive only could stand there, with closed and at the same time open or touching my mouth, silence - these enterings through my beloved eyes could only be understood by my heart-
incredible for my brain.

now, to let go, such a place of huge love, i´ve had a feeling, that i / we take this beloved place from all (of this city) yes, cause every shop is unique - where people did found each other, made a family, where children were born, were incredible records, bands, artists worldwide coming from and had a room to express-

a friend of mine, sascha has told me, that i/we do not take away a place- still a platform is there, that this pub lives in the hearts and memories...and that he likes to see me grew ..
now some others have room to build something new...

so, this must feel like a bit when parents let go of their child...
i leave this supercrassles experience with an crying and laughing eye and i am so much grateful. of so much. but first, at my lovely heart, from which idea this once was-

hopefull you enjoy now some records ive found in these 15 years , which are filled with my memories and tears and adventures and which have guided me as a medicine, still*

the first and last minute of this set arises from sergej vutuc, who has made a last spontanious performance with strange constallations- some plugs, cables, a half guitar, mobile....
ciao!
and thanks for listening!

19 12 2021 2300 <3

HIIII
* "doubts
are
sold
out!"
this i have written, with chalk, on a huge blackboard by, for my lovely all braincelles <3 ive asked my inner child, if it want and would like to draw something for them, too- my inner child have painted them a picture- on it you could have seen a red heart, besides a sunflower- and blue was the background <3 i love my forestmysticgarden / meditation
it is much more better now! also a bath with salt was very appreciating!
if that had effected on the doubtcleaning, too?

for what do you feel ahshamed, mother?
1990 :" under no circumstances i´ll go with you like this to the city! immediately you´ll go and change your dress on something else!"
this happened a lot, partially until today- and even f.e. 2003 by my first friend, i wasn´t free to wear what i´ve wanted to,listen to guns
n roses, when we´ve had a shoeshop, what was my personally favour. admitting, sometimes im dressed bit unusual,it was also once a silently tornt into pieces long menunderwearpant.. but all pieces, do have got still their own history and worth for me. 2021 i´ve seen a nice couple, they´ve walked hand in hand. and he´d looked lovingly at her. thereby ran slowly a lot of tears over my cheeks. my heart tightend together. and i´ve recognized, until i´ve never been was taken by the hand from someone.
if ever somewhen someone will take me like this so kindly by my hand and look so after me? * gefährten der hoffnung * hope companions
this ive asked my lovely therapist, when i´ve told her about my last days how they went.. she answered:"no, this is not at all ridiculous to get sad about- holding hands is something very beautiful- but this is quite normal, sibel-
your mum never had given you the feeling, that you are quite right and precious, just exactly how you are. she felt ashamed for you, never
took you by the hand. holding hands means also: im with you, i stay for and by you. so you´ve never known this feeling. so, this is why you can not imagine this." "under new beneficial tears " ok, and so it will maybe change, when i work on my self-worth?- fall in love with all what i am how i am,
respect myself ?" she nodded kindly with her nice smile at me-
again, with this i do not want to condemn my lovely mama. she´s done the best she can. and iam in the awareness, that she hasn´t got the
knowledge then- it may serve here just illustration what these patterns could make with you in childhood in the adulttime- why something
doesn´t work or happens again- and maybe the one or other knows such situation... or is a mum or dad-

mouse.

"eh hey hülya, aeh- there is a mouse!"
"hae? what? where, noo!"
"na look once there!"
"SHIIITTT!SHOCK- OH AAHHUW NOOO,SIBEL AND NOW??"

outrage on the eve of a sunday in september 2021

read full text at wwww.bermudafunk.org /switch fuerimmerpunk <3

in www.you could find some good sites of dear humans which can translate the language of the animals, or of colours or of plants message they ve got for youif youre open for this of course and pay attention on such things which arise to you- animals are very funny and the best and they have got their own tricks to can reach you- they give you so much- this is full beautiful. being one.
may they may day?? :)
ach, love

thanks for listen and your precious time!!

there´s much love to give,
cheeressss