19 NOVEMBER 2022 SUN

* NICHT MEINE ABTEILUNG
* NOT MY SECTION
* BENIM KISIM DEGIL
 
wirf ein glas auf den boden
und bitte es um entschuldigung
das du es eigentlich gar nicht "kaputt" machen, ihm weh tun wolltest
das du eigentlich noch weiter von ihm wasser trinken wolldesch
 
throw one glass on the floor
and beg for apologize
that u actually didn't wanted to "break" / hurt it
that u actually wanted to drink further water from it
SHSH

* warum sollte ich? / why should i ?
* warum könnte ich? / why could i ?

* wie wichtig bist du dir heute?
* how important are you to yourself today?
* nekadar önemsiyorsun kendini bugün? thanks for this super question earlmasterst.germain and adriana !

* A N O T H E R S Y S T E M A C C E S S O N T H I S F I L E !

THEY ARE THERE! REALLY THEY ARE MOSTLY EVERYWHERE!
THERE ARE EVEN DIFFERENT
SOMETIMES THE POCKET TOO!
ONLY:
* IN THE SEA, UNDERWATERSURFACE, THERE EXISTS NO TRASH CAN
 
 
 
YOU KNOW
I KNOW
EVERYBODY KNOWS
 
 
TRASHHHH
 
ITS THERAPEUTICALLY APPROVED TO SING GO FUCK YOURSELF !

* there exist a connection between my brain and heart
when she will rip- tear, i will act then without heart. heartless.
 
* es existiert eine verbindung zwischen meinem herzen und meinem verstand
wenn sie reisst, werde ich zukünftig herzlos handeln

* WAS SCHLUCKSTN DU?
WAS SCHLUCKSTN DU SO, HM?
 
* NE YUTUYIYORSUN SEN?
NEYI YUTURSUN SEN BAKALIM?
 
* WHAT YOU ARE SWALLOWING?
WHAT YOU ARE SWALLOWING SO HM?

* watching - observing
* swallowing - enjoying
eyes open - eyes closed
* thinking - feeling
* sleeping - dreaming
* functioning / good / living?

* i dedicate tonight´s show my ancestors- and especially my female i thank you really so much <3
cause they did not live such- cause they had whole other worries, dude!

* ist endlich: tot?
ist: der schluss tot?
ist: das ende tot?
 
woher werde ichs wissen?
 
* nihayet : öldü mü?
sonu : öldü mü?
final : öldü mü?
nerden bilecegim?
 
* is finally : dead?
is : the finish dead?
is: the end dead?
how will i know?

why you do this? first, you are laughing, you have joy and then following soon you stop with it, as if it is not permitted for
you, as if you have to be sad
so...you´re face is falling in, you get sad -
why you are doing this like that?
dont do this to yourself
 
* gülüsün cok güzel <3
* i love your smile
it is beautiful

liar must be very strong, when they get faced with truth
how deplorable actually,
when the ban is breaking over them about some truths - like broken glasses above them
this can leave it lying in blood an unprotected heart

why did you come?
why did you come and gave to me so much worth?
why you loved me?
 
* but i dont know how to fight with this!
i only know how to stand there

every end of a decision comes together with a fight
i´m ready to confront the ends
but am i also ready for fighting?
YESSS!!

are we so strong?
YESSSSS!!
 
* ORDNUNGSSTRAFE
* ADMINISTRATIVE PENALTY FOR CONTEMPT OF COURT
* DISIPLIN CEZASI

* without knowing what to do, where to go
she was alone with in her tiny beating heart
she listened this unprotected storm with her tears - throwed her sorrow into the sea
her heartsickness, copious copious
 
that it will take her pain
that salt step on it
she cried to the sea
 
after this day, the sea
wasn´t further this blue, a candle, a gasp of relief which is relaxing
after this day, the sea
ment loneliness for her
a helplessness without a horizon

hey du
hey you
hey du dude

vielen dank!
thanks a lot!
cok sagol!

GOOD WINTERTIME!
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