bitte lächeln!
please smile!
lütfen gülümse!..

HELLO DEAR! TO THIS LIVE -REPLAY- FROM SWITCH-FUERIMMERPUNK! 31-AUGUST 2025

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heute nacht erzähle ich dir aus dem buch ein kapitel, an dem ich immernoch schreibe: data77112 or say hell:hey! hai! or high!

data77112 war eine musikcafebar und ein traum von mir, den ich 11 und 15 jahre lang real leben durfte*

im nach hinein bin ich sehr dankbar über diese erfahrung. auch wenn ich schon einigen menschen begegnen durfte, war diese- doch eine sehr besondere für mich.

wie das gehirn gewisse begegnungen abspeichert?! es genau weiß, was zählt? was dich so sehr berührt? erinnert? was weiterhilft, was fehlt? was passiert? weshalb hat mich das universum sie sehen aber nicht sprechen lassen? hätte ich länger warten sollen?

liebe, zu einem wildfremden menschen zu haben, mitgefühl, scham zu entdecken, die (ver-)schmelzenden grenzen zu fühlen. oh wow!

*

this night, i´ll tell you a chapter from the book i'm still writing on: data77112 or say hell: hey! hai! or high!

data77112 was a music cafe and a dream of mine that i was allowed to live out for 11 and 15 years*

thislooking back, i am very grateful for this experience. even though i have met a few people before, this one was a very special one for me.

how the brain stores certain encounters?! it knows exactly what counts? what touches you so much? reminds you? what helps, what is missing? what is happening? why did the universe let me see her but not speak to her? should i have waited longer?

to have love for a complete stranger, to have compassion, to discover shame, to feel the (dis)solving boundaries. oh wow!

*"DU HÄLST EINIGES AUS"*
*"YOU CAN TAKE A LOT"*
*"COK SEYE KATLANA BILIYORSUN SEN"*

KAPITEL 3
ipek
irgendwann im april 2007, samstag, nach ca 22 uhr

„können wir noch eine zigarette rauchen, bevor wir reingehen, bitte?“
„klarlack!“

ipek und ich sitzen auf den treppen von der psychatrischen heilanstalt in weinsberg. das PLK. ihre knie fest an sich gezogen wippt sie ihren zarten dünnen körper hin und her. nervös zieht sie an ihrer lucky und bietet mir eine an. es is samstag nacht und voller nahfernen sternen. sanft berührt uns der wind.

---an dieser stelle möchte ich dieses kapitel noch nicht veröffentlichen... <3 höre gerne rein*--


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data 77112 / say hell : hey! hai! or high!

chapter 3

ipek

somewhen in april 2007, saturday, after 22 oh clock

"can we smoke a cigarette, befor we go inside, please?"

"clear lacquer!"

ipek and i are sitting on the stairs in front of the psychiatry hospital in weinsberg. the plk. her knees pulled tightly to her body, she rocks her delicate thin body back and forth. nerveous she pulls on her lucky and offers me one. it´s saturday night and full of close distant stars. gently the wind touches us.

..now at this place i dont want to publish this chapter yet.. listen fain into it*


tomorrow: just be nice to yourself*
morgen: sei einfach nur lieb zu dir selbst*
yarin: kendine sadece iyi davran*

hab ne gute nacht nachmittag morgen traum einkauf lauf
have a good night afternoon morning dream shop move

next live show to 99% : 21-september- 2025 uh la la la

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1752962400

huhu* live switch-fuerimmerpunk at www.bermudafunk.org 17 08 2025 23pm

*not one minute more! nicht eine minute länger! bir dakika daha uzun değil!

*includes a story about pain, dear colleages & how you release pain through a (magic-) STONE CALLED RHODONITE <3 & how my left hand carried about the right hand when she was damaged-

* what when the king fails? was, wenn der könig verliert? kral kaybederse ne olur?

*a short story i read from Jorge Bucay's book, "stories to reflect on," "the seeker," - really got me thinking.

thanks a lot, babs!

it's in memory of Jay Rabon—it was told to the author himself. FROM FISCHER TASCHEN LIBRARY and so i read a small passage:

"to have met your future bride and fallen in love with her. how long does this happiness last? a week? two? three and a half?
and then, the first kiss, how long does the great magic last? one and a half minutes, as long as the kiss? two days? a week? throughout your whole life?
to become pregnant and give birth to your first child?
and the friends' wedding?
the long-awaited dream trip?
and the first reunion with your brother after his return from a distant land?

how long does the joy of these moments last?
hours? days?"

perhaps it's actually worth writing in a little book, so you can remember all the happy moments! every single one. and how long the happiness lasted, when you add it up at the end of your lifetime, or the remaining- what do you think, how many years, months, weeks, days, or hours will be written on your tombstone?

isn't that the actual time lived?

* & the story about the butterfly and the daisy <3 oh mon dieú- it is so bittersweet-
LIFE* LOVE* LIGHT*TRUTH*

THANKS A LOT FOR LISTEN & SPENDING YOUR LIFETIME WITH ME*

MAYBE ASPIRATION LIES IN THE NEXT PAGE
DONT CLOSE THE BOOK.... - asuman sur -

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1751148000

hi! read full text of liveshow in radio bermudafunk there above* 20.7.2025

* icindeki öfkeni hic kayip olmasin*
* may your anger inside you never get lost*
* möge deine wut in dir niemals verloren gehen*

* a story based on sympathy for a human i met in a supermarket- extraction:

...you know, sometimes i'm also ashamed that i help others—when others notice. i see how some people turn away because maybe they wouldn't do it. it feels really good, somehow inside you. just being selfless. you don't lose anything in the process. i don't want to harm anyone or make them feel stupid, and i don't want to take credit for this story.

actually, i'm just a reflection of them, an extension of our primal source, which expresses itself through me—just as it does through you.

but some people also tell me that the way i am is very rare and not something to be taken for granted these days. i'm always sad about it. admittedly, i sometimes feel alone because of this. BUT i'm not alone :D

the mind will rebel sometimes, ha, uh, christmas tree*
but maybe you, should simply allow your heart to guide you, too.
you know, it's not that difficult, and you'll be surprised

* about these insights from doc shintani and collegas from harvard university i am very happy!

attention, this 6 foods stimulate our brain cells to grow, improve memory, and can also protect us against Alzheimer's and co-yo, increasing brain potential*

: Blueberries, red grapes, turmeric, chia seeds, green tea, raw cacao -

hmm, i, personally, also love eating walnuts - they look like our brains. any nut is fantastic! im going nutssss!

there are some fruits and vegetables that look like our organs - even avocados have a good skin where pesticides can't get in so easily... and they look like the uterus, for example. good, huh?!

also i heard that if you keep learning something new, like a language or activity, it also helps prevent Alzheimer's.

the brain cells are needed!

and also, when you learn something new, you realize how difficult it can be at first, and then... you have total understanding with your little darling, your child, even if it takes forever to learn something that might seem totally easy to you.

i got this great information from Maxim Mankevich and Laura Malina Seiler, among others*

*healthcare notes extraction ive made on a 3 day online course -. take it or eat it or hate it
*ein cookie kommt anders zu dir
wie ein broccoli

ein cookie entsteht durch so viele zutaten-
ein broccoli ist vom universum entstanden - es "lebt"

* a cookie comes different to you
like a broccoli

a cookie a cookie is created from so many ingredients -
a broccoli is created by universe- it is "alive"
eat:
*strawberries
broccoli
pomegranate
yoghurt
kimchi kefir
garlic
sauerkraut
proteins
nuts
black bones
legumes
sesame seeds, paddy
good much water

"ich liebe mein leben!
ich liebe meine mytochondrien! => zb.
meine zellen sind lustig und sie sind alle wohlauf!
nichts ist stärker als ich!

* short clear affirmations- be upright, arms out, power pose- be direct -feel, mean it also like that

" I LOVE MY LIFE!
I LOVE MY MITOCHONDRIONS!=> fe.
MY CELLES ARE FUNNY AND THEY ARE WELL!
NOTHING IS STRONGER THAN ME!
!"

without our body we couldnt sense the wind, the pear, the beer," the games of love", couldnt dance, spring, smell, climb, play music, go on journey, sing,run, go to refrigerator, play billiard, become mother or father, or ANYTHING* dont you mean, that this crazy body bio computer wonder deserves love & good treatments from you? arent you grateful, for all that it carries out -constantly for you?

we never know, how long we will stay alive, and how* in seconds your life could change. me for myself made a decision, that i will do much as i can, to care about him.

isnt it body spirit soul?
which is your goal?
thanks so much for listeningthingdingaling*

kissssss

290625 https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1749938400
YOU WILL FEEL COMPLETELY RENEWED & EMPOWERED!

AFTER THIS ALL

DU KANNST DAS AKZEPTIEREN
ODER
VERWEIGERN

YOU CAN ACCEPT THAT
OR
REFUSE

20:01 2015- nachdem ich was erkannte, schrieb ich folgendes in mein tagebuch- after identified something, following thing i wrote into my diary
* werdet glücklich mit der unwahrheit
* become happy with the untruth
* yalanla mutlu ol

*soll denn mein leben im vollbildmodus angezeigt werden??

(zum beenden die no escape tasten drücken.)
bisch du sicher==?

* i want my life be showed in fullscreen??
( for exit push the no escape button.)
are you sure??

* wofür? wherefore? neden?
wofür mache ich das?
wofür macht er das? oder sie oder es?
wofür lassen sie uns das machen? oder uns das nicht machen?

* "du hast so einen aufwand & nimmst dir zeit für deine videos und deine radioshows & verzichtest manchmal sogar auf urlaubstage!...sorry, aber dafür bekommste ja nicht mal geld!" sagt meine schwester zu mir.

"autsch!"- denke ich mit einem klaren blick- ja. so ist es.

doch das wort NOCH taucht in mir auf. ich bekomme noch nicht dafür geld dafür.

& doch, für meine SEELE ist das wichtig. dieses video. diese radioshow. oder auch dieses eine plastikteil vonnem zitronenteeröhrchen aufzuheben & in den gelben sack zu tun.

etwas in mir möchte das, iein wort, dass etwas mit mir macht, oder was ich gelernt oder erkannt habe, möchte ich mit anderen menschen teilen.

ich weiss nicht, ich kanns dir nicht genau sagen, vielleicht behält sie auch recht. vielleicht steht mir ne mistgabel auch einfach besser!

manchmal sehe ich videos und aussagen von leuten, die sehr erfolgreich sind- und sie erzählen unterm strich das allerselbe wie ich- manchmal bin ich mit einer erkenntnis auch schon früher dran gewesen- und oft habe ich mich gefragt, weshalb ich das genau mitteilen tu- wen sollte es interessieren? und doch, wenn ich nur einen menschen damit erreiche, mich? ist doch gut?

vielleicht werde ich iwann herausfinden, wie ich mit meinen talenten, gaben und fähigkeiten genau geld verursachen kann- also, vielleicht ist es ja nich das, was ich mir vorstelle oder wünsche, vielleicht hat meine seele nen anderen plan?!
jetzt hab ich ja auch ne weile gebraucht, um in meinen selbstwert zu kommen- und an mich WIRKLICH zu glauben. unterm strich bin ich sehr glücklich und zufrieden mit den videos, den radioshows, oder was ich tue, auch wenn ich (NOCH) kein geld dafür bekomme, es ist meine leidenschaft! ein angeborener impuls in mir. und ich vertraue einfach weiter- dem supercoolenlieben jacque,also meiner intuition
& meiner lieben seele*

so, freue ich mich so sehr von herzen, dass genau DU mir zuhörst! durch all meine phasen & wachstum & rückfall & doppelkeks- das es dir im besten fall auch guttut! das ist ein großes geschenk für mich! DANKESCHÖN!

mein wofür ist liebe_ sie in ihren kreativen facetten aus-zu- leben und zu geben.

was ist denn dein wofür? wofür machst du das, was du machst?

*" hhmmm W-WILLY!?!" noo..W E.. be patient now girl mh?! W-E-N-D-Y <3 WENDY is written now upon the blackboard :D i grin what could keep the stuff!
it feels totally so well

recently sascha sent me a video from insta of a girl, who gave her mind a name. in order to gain distance and no longer identify with the thoughts — in psychological terms, this is called externalization...
anyway it is now more funny we humen function so crass- often i am very overwhelmed from body ghost soul- celles, gut, heart, frequencies,erythrozytes, feelings, thoughts, energycenters,food, movement,illness, health, eyes, healing, selfhealingpowers, will, way, choices,how all works the relationship between them? how divine has made this is so crass- &so with humor & curiousness it makes all somehow more fun now-

would you do it,too?

+ a heartful conversation with MERLIN <3
enjoy yourself
remember, we never know when the reaper is comin (;

SWITCH-FUERIMMERPUNK! radioshow live at bermudafunk.org <3 15 06 2025
full text n more there =>
https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1747519200

* ich habe ulrike das gefragt:" * wenn du einen brief von deinem zukünftigen ICH bekommen könntest – welchen rat oder welchen
einblick würdest du dir wünschen?" sie schrieb: "welchen rat? geduldsamkeit.
ich glaube wenn man die erwartungen an sich selbst runterschraubt, wird es einfacher."

* i asked ulrike this: "if you could receive a letter from your future self – what advice or insight would you want?" she wrote: "what advice? patience. i think if you lower your expectations of yourself, it gets easier."

"es ist ein großes glück, wenn man kluge freunde hat und das der verkehr mit ihnen dafür sorgt, dass einem ein bischen was anfliegt."
theodor fontane

" it is a huge luck, when you ve got wise friends and that the traffic with them cares, for that one- some bit - is flying to one."
theodor fontane thank you!

* und? steht deine persönlichkeit im stau?
* and? does your personality stays in traffic jam?
* ee? senin kisiligin trafiikde mi sikiskti?

* und.. scannt dein herz oder fühlt es?
*..and..scans your heart or feels it?
*..ve...kalbin tariyor mu yoksa hissediyor mu?

hey you° ive talked about a little boy called jonathan (2years young)- who is very fine and sensitive and also recognizing, that things can sometimes just break, and you can never fix some things again,

and they won´t come back.
"good morning, sexy solar plexus, and hello, dear BUDDHA! hey, thank you - today too!" i smile radiantly at this spot on my belly (about two finger widths above the belly button, solar plexus).

i bow to him - and with a gentle "good morning, sibel!" BUDDHA bows back to me.

hello you! there you´ve landed now in my forestmagicgarden he! HA! there i am daily inside and experience so fews..there i feel myself very well and secure. i don't know how it came about...but anyway, today u noticed in my train of thought that i sometimes bow to animals, or my heart, or cologne cathedral, yes—to all those involved ones, to the dragons, ... or other living beings. and then Buddha suddenly asks me kindly (slowly!): "sibel, you bow to so many things. do you also bow to your HUMAN SIDE, that, which you call "me?"

and you know what now? embarrassed, i look at the floor and_ i_ can't say yes to him_ ...

..."
and also this above story.. about selfworth, packed in fury, pain, BUDDHA, mum, body mind soul* even we might think "well, i am okey with it, when we are really honest to ourselves, we might notice, that something is not in balance or inner peace. going through this process efforts brave, will, power, humor, trust , silence, changing, "lonelyness", kicking outs, leaving, and has got then immense more power, trust, freedom, smilings - like fat drops swimming upon a soup*

i think, i talk about these themes..to show, that one can grow over oneself, evolve and get more into the buried inner peace - i choose it, to serve this world as best i can be.. this i neither expect from anyone nor wait for it. but i believe, that this, mine lived experiences may also serve SOME ONE*

have an superduperduplosummertime ahead okey?!

thank you so much for spending your precious lifetime
with
me
<3

HELLO for switchfuerimmerpunk live 18.05.´25 & more: https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1745100

VIELEN DANK FÜR DIE EINLADUNG! ich finde, von beiden seiten her eine schöne geste!
THANKS A LOT FOR THE INVITATION! i find it from both sides a lovely gesture!
DAVETIN ICIN COK TESEKKÜR EDIYORUM! bence iki kisidendende güzel bir hareket!

HEY!
ICH
ICH DANKE EUCH ALLEN DIE IHR MIR HELFT-
GANZ ICH ZUM SEIN!

HEY!
I
I THANK ALL YOU FOR HELPING ME TO BE -
COMPLETELY ME!

FREUNDE/ FRIENDS/ ARKADAS, WILDFREMDE/WILDSTRANGERS/ TANILMIYANLARA, TIERE/ANIMALS/HAYVANLAR, PFLANZEN/PLANTS/BITKILER, RITUALE/ RITUALS/RITÜELLER, FAMILIE/FAMILY/AILE, TEE/TEA/CAY,STERNE/STARS/YILDIZLAR, STEINE/STONES/TASLAR, MUTTER ERDE/ MOTHER EARTH/ANA TOPRAK, AHNEN/ANCESTORS/ATALAR, URAHNEN/FORBEAR/BÜYÜK ATALAR, DATA77112, MUSIK.ER/MUSIC.IANS/MÜZIK.CILER, ELEMENTE/ELEMENTS/ELEMENTLERI, GESCHICHTEN/STORIES/ÖYKÜLER,FÜSSE UND FUSSNAGEL/FEET AND TOENAIL, AUGEN/EYES/GÖZLER,SPÜLMITTEL/DISHWASHING DETERGENT/BULASIK/ DETERJANI,HÄNDE/HANDS/ELLER, KNOCHEN/BONES/KEMIKLER,DÄMONEN/DEMONS/CINLER, GERIPPE/ SKELLETON/ISKELET, GESUNDHEIT/HEALTH/SAGLIK, FEEN/FAIRIES/PERILER, INNERE HELFERLEINS/INNER HELPERS/ ICIMIZDEKI YARDIM EDENLER, ZELLEN/ CELLS/ HÜCRELER, AAAHHH

UNIVERSUM AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAS IST DAS ALLES NUR?? WHAT IS ALL THIS HERE?? BU NE YA HEPSI BURADA??
* eksik olma /DU: fehle nicht / YOU: be not missing

*öyle mi demis oldum? / did i say it like that? / hab ich das so gesagt?
honestly,secretly i wish that the people who knowingly fool other people would realize what they're actually doing to the other person. well, that they might notice it in themselves (like they're being badly fooled one day,too, or they get sick, or have a sleep disorder, or something like that, and realize that it's simply the response to their actions)—yes—that they become aware of it soon. when they know what's coming, they figure it all out as quickly as possible before they cause further damage.

well, there are people who are rich and millionaires because they made money from someone ONCE.

and then there are people who are millionaires, who are successful in the long term, and who stand for the well-being of people and our environment.

* if you have a burning desire to be or do something,
dont suppress it,because- thats your calling
i love the term "calling" because, to me, it feels like,
my future self is calling me forth, into my future"
anita moorjani <3

one grandious gift it is, that i know few years, what i like..that means, everytime, when i do for example do DANCE i know it simply. there is an WHOLEBODYFREQUENCYSWINGINGTHINGTHERE-YA! and i see my vision in front of me, this heartwish, i feel, i am on the right track..no matter, how i will come there where ever he might leads me! my heart crushes caused of joy and feels so truly so free and so light and happygolucky. how my braincelles are manage that, i honestly dont know, too- it shines all is so: ALL ENGINE RUNNN!!& i dance before all, when i am free- when i do, what i want to do!
another gift it has come, that my conciousness is therefore there. that i notice, how i can see the joy/beauty in all. or i do it like this, that that what i HAVE to do in any case - gives me fun.

what is it by you? what are you doing so fain? ?where is your heart sparkling/vibrating?
* was tue ich heute um mir näher zu kommen?
* what i am doing today to come closer to me?

* wie kann ich mich lebendig fühlen?
* how can i feel myself alive?

* nicht auf täuschungen hereinfallen
* keine täuschung sehen, wo keine täuschung ist

* don't fall for deception
* don't see deception where there is no deception

* verträgst du die wahrheit?
you can tolerate the truth?

* mutest du den anderen immer die wahrheit zu?
do you expect for the others always to tell the truth?

* i can be safe, even i feel afraid-
i stop the drama.

follow your heart. it would never take & guide you to a wrong place.

<3 *

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1743289200 read here...

HELLO COOKIE! thanksss for being with me <3

* aussteigen!
einsteigen!
umsteigen!

* debording!
boarding!
to change!

* inmek!
binmek
aktarma!

hey du!
sprich mir nach!

* NICHTS IST STÄRKER ALS ICH !
hey you, repeat me!

* NOTHING IS STRONGER THAN I !

hey sen, tekrarla beni!
* BENDEN KUVETLISI YOK !


merk dir das!
keep that in mind!
hatirla bunu!

DANKESCHÖN SILKE SCHÄFER!!

* was meinste wohl, welche magie da drinne is??- wenn du
mal zu deiner gießkanne hüpfst? zu deinem autole? zur bushaltestelle oder zur s-bahn von daheim? so, wie früher, als du klein warst!
du wirst staunen!

* what kind of magic do you think is in there?? - when you
hop around once to your watering can? to your car? or to the bus stop or the subway from home? like you used to when you were little!
you will marveled!

einheitliches ortsbild! oder

sie sagen "spring", du sagst "wie hoch?"


* auf swr4 im radio kam vor kurzem ein bericht, über das land, dort wurde beschlossen, gernsbach in baden württemberg: das ab da und da die gartenzäune nur noch max 1.50 m hoch sein dürfen.

hier ein paar aussagen: person 1: er wohnt am waldrand, mit einer niederen gereihten baumkette- und dort, würde er mit vielen fußgängern, die in den wald laufen, ins gespräch kommen. das sei sehr schön. wir suchen ja ständig nach verbindung.. er findet das prima

person 2 findet das total schlimm-angriff an seine lebensqualität- einbrecher haben es total einfach-

person 3 nach 45 jahren schock- wie ein präsentierteller- ich verkaufe und zieh weg-

person 4 schüttelt mit dem kopf und sagt:" in einem land, wo es überall an personal mangelt, machen sie sich darüber gedanken, wie hoch die gartenzäune sein sollen. ECHT JETZ? ich glaub ich spinne! was für eine verschwendung!

person 5 "erst wird es in einem kleinen ort getestet, wie sich die bürger dort verhalten. und je nach dem können sie sehen, wie WEIT sie gehen können. mit was sie rechnen können. erst im kleinen..dann im großen. viele leute merken es nicht einmal mehr, wie auffällig unauffällig manipuliert sie werden."

viele städtische einrichtungen haben jedoch mehr als 1.50m hmm.
so so ja ja

* mit einem tod, wieviele leute sterben?

vertraue weiterhin deinem sichersten nachrichtensprecher-deinem bauchgefühl* BITTE!

unitary townscape! or
they say: "jump", you say:" how high?"

* SWR4- local radiostation, recently broadcast a report about Gernsbach in Baden-Württemberg, where it was decided that from this point on, garden fences could only be a maximum of 1.50 meters high.

Here are a few statements: Person 1: He lives on the edge of the forest, with a low row of trees, and there he would get into conversation with many pedestrians who walk into the forest. "It's very nice. We're constantly looking for connections, i think that's great!"

Person 2 thinks it's really bad - an attack on his quality of life - burglars have it so easy -

Person 3, after 45 years, shock shock shock - it´s like a platter - I'm selling and moving away -

Person 4 shakes his head and says: "In a country where there's a shortage of staff everywhere, they're thinking about how high the garden fences should be. REALLY NOW? I think I'm crazy! What a waste!"

Person 5 "First, it's tested in a small town to see how the citizens there behave. And depending on that, they can see how FAR they can go. What they can expect. First on a small scale... then on a large scale. Many people don't even notice how conspicuously inconspicuously they're being manipulated."

Many municipal facilities, however, have more than 1.50m still
hmm.
oh, so, yes, yes

* with one death, how many people die? nergiz

trust further in your most secure newsreader, into your gut feeling* - PLEASE!*

full english version of the fisherman & his catch-or a blind date with myself*
true story, about growth, pain, respect, mirror & change*

PEACE OUT!

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1742079600 again live switch-fuerimmerpunk! live 30-3-2025 in bermudafunk.org studio1 <3

HALLO TOLLE GRAVURMACHINE! das war das geräusch am anfang..
HELLO GREAT ENGRAVING MILLING MACHINE!
MERHABA MÜKKEMBEL GRAVÜR MAKINESI!

hmm manchmal, fühle ich mich von anderen menschen, die mir manchmlal begegnen, auch graviert-gravurt. manchmal bin ich verziert, manchmal bin ich ornamentiert,und manchmal auch schon frustriert :D

manche hinterlassen einschneidende erlebnisse, gell?!. is nur dann ne gravur mit dem wort: bio! und von so einem einschneidenden erlebnis, möchte ich dir heute gerne erzählen.
*
hmmm sometimes, i feel by other people i sometimes meet, engraved, too. sometimes i'm decorated, sometimes i'm ornamented, and sometimes i'm even frustrated. :D

some people leave behind profound experiences, right?! it's only then that they have an engraving with the word: organic/ bio! and about one such profound experience i´d like to tell you today.

hmm bazen tanıştığım diğer insanların bende iz bıraktığını hissediyorum. bazen süsleniyorum, bazen süsleniyorum, bazen de sinirleniyorum :D

Kimisi ardında derin deneyimler bırakır değil mi?! ancak o zaman üzerinde "organik" kelimesi yazılı bir gravür var! Ve bugün size böylesine derin bir deneyimimi anlatmak istiyorum.

THE FISHERMAN AND HIS CATCH
OR A BLIND DATE WITH MYSELF I DIDN´T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT

4 persons

1 the fisherman
2 sibel, (myself)
3 bender, pal
4 mademoiselle dominique/ guest
5 her mother

DER FISCHER UND SEIN HAKEN.
ODER: EIN BLIND DATE MIT MIR SELBST, VON DEM ICH NICHTS WUSSTE.

4 PERSONEN

1) DER FISCHER

2) SIBEL / (ICH )

3) BENDER / KUMPEL

4) MADEMOISELLE DOMINIQUE / GAST

(5) eigentlich doch jetzt in der erinnerung 5 personen, also, ihre mutter kommt später hinzu, is aber am schluss nur ne kleine kurze szene..)

unfortunately it was toooo long reading it in 2 languages- the last part of the story in english i will read in the next show* i am so very sorry about that!! :/

* you could read also all full text pushing the button of the blue here*

..ja, ich versprach es mir selbst…

aufzuwachen, mich zu erinnern, mich selbst zu treffen, mich in
anderen lebewesen zu erkennen,
authentisch zu werden, liebe zu leben, die nicht immer im geschenkband sprechen tut <3

...well...ya, i promised myself…

to wake up, remind myself, meet myself,
see myself in other beings
getting authentic , living love, which can´t always speak in wrapping paper <3

warum habe ich dir diese geschichte erzählt?
why ive told you about this story ?

manchmal, sagen wir, wir wollen dass es uns besser geht- eine bessere version von uns selbst werden. an mir selbst erkenne ich, dass die seele sich weiterentwickeln will und sie sich dinge in diesem leben hier vorgenommen hat, zu lernen, zu begreifen,sich zu FÜHLEN.

yo- doublefuck- und dann kommste in so eine situation oder begegnung auch- wie bei amazon bestellt- schwupp, plötzlich da. und so wächst man über sich hinaus- wird noch stärker, bewusster, ja, um bessere entscheidungen zu treffen und zu leben.

und, man erkennt, dass einem,eigentlich immer nur engel geschickt werden- die man in diesem moment SO KRASS GAAR NICHT erkennt und sie eher als "ARSCH" bezeichnet.

doch, wer oder was genau bezeichnet ihn so?
wer will kontrolle?
wer will unbedingt recht haben?
wer will keine unangenehmen dinge fühlen?
wer will keine veränderung?
seele? ego/verstand/programm?

immer wieder erkenne ich, dass die liebe, gewinnt.
und doch- so weich wie watte ist.
und dabei so mächtig, und_stark,
und
weise macht.
ja
!wie hart es ist, das ego zu sein, liebes ego,du kämpfst nur um dein eigenes überleben, ich danke dir, das du mir zeigst, was ich alles NICHT bin
* dazu gibt´s auf youtube auch eine schöne geschichte. die kleine seele spricht mit gott. von wegen arschengeln un soo..

stay gold* trust* smile* thanks!

HUHU YOU! LIVE in radio 16032025 in mannheim, alte feuerwache bermudafunk. switch-fuerimmerpunk* read full text with a below electric click
https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1739660400

a bit "fast" it was all how i spoke to you, this moment- i am really sorry! or at least this is what i do feel* i look forward, being more "CHILLED" or so..

* tobias beck: "wenn du in einen raum kommen würdest, mit allen menschen, die du jemals getroffen hast, nach wem würdest du suchen?"

* tobias beck: "when you were to walk into a room, with all the people you've ever met, on who would you search for?"

* tobias beck: "eğer daha önce tanıştığın tüm insanların olduğu bir odaya girseydin, kimi arardın?"

thanks a lot to YOUNITY community with all involveld <3*
*

*" oh finally she´s here! so then i can move on now!"
as i made the first step outside the frontdoor in the early to greet the new day and the sun, my sphynxes, my dear eyes, showed me one whirling, jittering colorful butterfly flying around the corner of the house into my direction, it was really microseconds and i looked after him beaming with joy and thanked him so much for it* it was still really fresh and cool ?!?- haha ​​i had to laugh - he really breathed a sigh of relief, had i the feeling <3
and the butterfly reminded me that joy, surprises or gifts can find their way to you in a flash, oh, and REALLY NOW HE, then, when you least expect it! so that i won't forget it <3 i wish you a surprising great meeting, too!

a so superlovely melody found me or we found us, which touches my system so much-& i want to share this with or for you, in hope, you´ll feel also good on it!...the question is, well, where we put our attention - how much time we allow ourselves to take, what occupies so all our focus, how simple we make a judgment, and in what we trust and believe and want. i mean, what makes this timeout or melody or angle of view with one. ..

* "sag deiner familie, wie sehr du sie liebst. was für einen unterschied sie für dich gemacht haben!" angaangaq <3 der onkel aus der spitze der welt- grönland, ein eskimo <3

* " tell your family, how much you love them. what a difference they have made to you!" angaangaq <3 the uncle from the top of the world- greenland, one eskimo <3

* " ailene söyle,onlari nekadar cok sevdigini. sana nekadar degisiklik verdikleri!" angaangaq <3 dünyanin tepeden söyleyen amca, grönland, eskimo <3

*..und...weisst du eigentlich wie wertvoll du bist für andere? schon mal drüber nachgedacht? wie wäre es für deine liebsten, in deiner umgebung ohne dich? --hm?

*..and..do you know actually how precious you are for others? ever thought about it? how it would be for your beloved, around without you? --hm?

*..ve..sen biliyormusun acaba nekadar degerlisin baskalara? hic düsündünmü? sensiz senin sevdiklerin, cevrendekilere icin nasil olur?--hmm?
*
..and a room like that, maybe 50 square meters. bed, TV, closet - a person's whole life fits in there. so. hm?

*
i experienced also 4 days without the house heater <3 & once again, i have to be grateful & see & celebrate myself so very much lucky!

.....exactly that evening, at the weekend, they said, it would be below zero again. OWWWW! I AM SUCH A LUCKY GUY! how great 4 degrees celsius can be, hey!!

the first warm, hot shower on the 4th evening, you can probably imagine what it was like for me.

if you want to find out what it's like-
just
try
it
out
once!

THANK YOU!

shine on, dear one* expect the best outcome, life loves us*

ciao ragazzi*
sibel*

.....

sun.16.02.2025. 23pm switch-fuerimmerpunk! LIVE AT LOVELY
https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1737241200

hey dear*
* nun, wenn du an einen hund ma jetzt denkst jetz?
* well, when you think upon a dog - now?
* iyi, sen simdi bir köpegi düsünsen- simdi?

machs wie er , machs dir schön kuschelig noch*
do as he does, make yourself nice and cozy yet*
onun gibi yap, kendini hos rahatla*

maybe,
we can think once more often on- energy,
maybe,
we can light one more candle,
and leave the light sleeping,
uhhh but attention, it will be bit romaticcc :)
maybe
we can think once about,
to pull one at the moment unneeded plugjack out of the plugsocket-
even if it is uncomfortable??
maybe,
we can oh well, truly one unneccessary, send less a virtual message, a foto or upload through space,
maybe,
we can write one more postcard instead?
maybe,
i just stand in front of the front door?
maybe,
this is good for mother earth, too?

* in everyday life we ​​sometimes forget how much others care about us*

*" uhh yaah- okey!! i want to do that!" and all of my cells nodding eager with me <3
and while waiting i scan at the checkout after left and right for the "goodies" to go- and grasp at something tiny, what i like on my own fain and allow myself sometimes. shortly after i am on the go- i shine at her with a "hello!" she now smiling back after me- jag- peeppeepeep and 20,30 euros paid.

and then:" hey, thanks and i wish you also a supernice day yet!
and this.is for you!*

the cashier lady now looks at me with wide open puzzled eyes - and shines all over her face:" oh how lovely is that? oh what? oh thanks so much! oh is this lovely-thank you!"
and she thanked me so much often yet on that-until i walked out- and said fevered to her fellow, who walks quickly towards the cash register: "oh look, yvonne, i've just been given this as a gift, can you sign it for me please?" the colleague, reaches for her disheveled pony hair from her face and tucks it behind her ear - smiles briefly, "oh, lovely! yes!" pulls out her fine marker from her apron and signs the duplo/ chocolate bar.

her smile, her gratitude and joy
accompany me throughout the day -
and
my heart dances too*

it's so so simple -

it feels so so good_simply-

it is (their) precious lifetime, which is given to us* if it is a student, who sits weekslong upon a doctorate thesis, someone checks something in sewerage, is waiting on readiness of any..,creates a string for a violin, cleans hospitals,an animal which is living in a zoo for us- so we can watch it, aahh i know, that you know what i mean

and..that´s why i so fain give thanks to YOU- cause you are here now, with me and eric and with the love, spending your time* THANK YOU!


"wer liebe schenkt, ist niemals arm."
"who give love, is never poor."

said once lady di <3

& i told a story, a barfoot story with lovely mother earth & our friend farmer juergen <3 ive lived this year. well, i wanna recommend just.. grounding, enjoying the moment, nurture yourself, do unusual things,things, which your little child in you would have done..when you were young*

DU BIST ABSOLUT MAGICDOUBLECREAMCHEESECAKEEINZIGARTIGKIRSCHEOBENDRAUFSUPERDUPERDUPLOOOO!

i dunno if someone said this today yet:

YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY MAGICDOUBLECREAMCHEESCAKEUNIQUECHERRYUPONSUPERDUPERDUPLOOOO!


bilmiyorum, sana bugün bunu diyen varmigidi:

SEN KESIN MAGICDOUBLECREAMCHEESECAKEESchSIZKIRAZÜSTÜNSUPERDUPERDUPOLLLSUN SEN!

MERCI CHERIE* KEEP SMILING KEEP THE FAITH ,
WISH YOU PEACE IN YOURSELF*