https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1742079600 again live switch-fuerimmerpunk! live 30-3-2025 in bermudafunk.org studio1 <3

HALLO TOLLE GRAVURMACHINE! das war das geräusch am anfang..
HELLO GREAT ENGRAVING MILLING MACHINE!
MERHABA MÜKKEMBEL GRAVÜR MAKINESI!

hmm manchmal, fühle ich mich von anderen menschen, die mir manchmlal begegnen, auch graviert-gravurt. manchmal bin ich verziert, manchmal bin ich ornamentiert,und manchmal auch schon frustriert :D

manche hinterlassen einschneidende erlebnisse, gell?!. is nur dann ne gravur mit dem wort: bio! und von so einem einschneidenden erlebnis, möchte ich dir heute gerne erzählen.
*
hmmm sometimes, i feel by other people i sometimes meet, engraved, too. sometimes i'm decorated, sometimes i'm ornamented, and sometimes i'm even frustrated. :D

some people leave behind profound experiences, right?! it's only then that they have an engraving with the word: organic/ bio! and about one such profound experience i´d like to tell you today.

hmm bazen tanıştığım diğer insanların bende iz bıraktığını hissediyorum. bazen süsleniyorum, bazen süsleniyorum, bazen de sinirleniyorum :D

Kimisi ardında derin deneyimler bırakır değil mi?! ancak o zaman üzerinde "organik" kelimesi yazılı bir gravür var! Ve bugün size böylesine derin bir deneyimimi anlatmak istiyorum.

THE FISHERMAN AND HIS CATCH
OR A BLIND DATE WITH MYSELF I DIDN´T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT

4 persons

1 the fisherman
2 sibel, (myself)
3 bender, pal
4 mademoiselle dominique/ guest
5 her mother

DER FISCHER UND SEIN HAKEN.
ODER: EIN BLIND DATE MIT MIR SELBST, VON DEM ICH NICHTS WUSSTE.

4 PERSONEN

1) DER FISCHER

2) SIBEL / (ICH )

3) BENDER / KUMPEL

4) MADEMOISELLE DOMINIQUE / GAST

(5) eigentlich doch jetzt in der erinnerung 5 personen, also, ihre mutter kommt später hinzu, is aber am schluss nur ne kleine kurze szene..)

unfortunately it was toooo long reading it in 2 languages- the last part of the story in english i will read in the next show* i am so very sorry about that!! :/

* you could read also all full text pushing the button of the blue here*

..ja, ich versprach es mir selbst…

aufzuwachen, mich zu erinnern, mich selbst zu treffen, mich in
anderen lebewesen zu erkennen,
authentisch zu werden, liebe zu leben, die nicht immer im geschenkband sprechen tut <3

...well...ya, i promised myself…

to wake up, remind myself, meet myself,
see myself in other beings
getting authentic , living love, which can´t always speak in wrapping paper <3

warum habe ich dir diese geschichte erzählt?
why ive told you about this story ?

manchmal, sagen wir, wir wollen dass es uns besser geht- eine bessere version von uns selbst werden. an mir selbst erkenne ich, dass die seele sich weiterentwickeln will und sie sich dinge in diesem leben hier vorgenommen hat, zu lernen, zu begreifen,sich zu FÜHLEN.

yo- doublefuck- und dann kommste in so eine situation oder begegnung auch- wie bei amazon bestellt- schwupp, plötzlich da. und so wächst man über sich hinaus- wird noch stärker, bewusster, ja, um bessere entscheidungen zu treffen und zu leben.

und, man erkennt, dass einem,eigentlich immer nur engel geschickt werden- die man in diesem moment SO KRASS GAAR NICHT erkennt und sie eher als "ARSCH" bezeichnet.

doch, wer oder was genau bezeichnet ihn so?
wer will kontrolle?
wer will unbedingt recht haben?
wer will keine unangenehmen dinge fühlen?
wer will keine veränderung?
seele? ego/verstand/programm?

immer wieder erkenne ich, dass die liebe, gewinnt.
und doch- so weich wie watte ist.
und dabei so mächtig, und_stark,
und
weise macht.
ja
!wie hart es ist, das ego zu sein, liebes ego,du kämpfst nur um dein eigenes überleben, ich danke dir, das du mir zeigst, was ich alles NICHT bin
* dazu gibt´s auf youtube auch eine schöne geschichte. die kleine seele spricht mit gott. von wegen arschengeln un soo..

stay gold* trust* smile* thanks!

HUHU YOU! LIVE in radio 16032025 in mannheim, alte feuerwache bermudafunk. switch-fuerimmerpunk* read full text with a below electric click
https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1739660400

a bit "fast" it was all how i spoke to you, this moment- i am really sorry! or at least this is what i do feel* i look forward, being more "CHILLED" or so..

* tobias beck: "wenn du in einen raum kommen würdest, mit allen menschen, die du jemals getroffen hast, nach wem würdest du suchen?"

* tobias beck: "when you were to walk into a room, with all the people you've ever met, on who would you search for?"

* tobias beck: "eğer daha önce tanıştığın tüm insanların olduğu bir odaya girseydin, kimi arardın?"

thanks a lot to YOUNITY community with all involveld <3*
*

*" oh finally she´s here! so then i can move on now!"
as i made the first step outside the frontdoor in the early to greet the new day and the sun, my sphynxes, my dear eyes, showed me one whirling, jittering colorful butterfly flying around the corner of the house into my direction, it was really microseconds and i looked after him beaming with joy and thanked him so much for it* it was still really fresh and cool ?!?- haha ​​i had to laugh - he really breathed a sigh of relief, had i the feeling <3
and the butterfly reminded me that joy, surprises or gifts can find their way to you in a flash, oh, and REALLY NOW HE, then, when you least expect it! so that i won't forget it <3 i wish you a surprising great meeting, too!

a so superlovely melody found me or we found us, which touches my system so much-& i want to share this with or for you, in hope, you´ll feel also good on it!...the question is, well, where we put our attention - how much time we allow ourselves to take, what occupies so all our focus, how simple we make a judgment, and in what we trust and believe and want. i mean, what makes this timeout or melody or angle of view with one. ..

* "sag deiner familie, wie sehr du sie liebst. was für einen unterschied sie für dich gemacht haben!" angaangaq <3 der onkel aus der spitze der welt- grönland, ein eskimo <3

* " tell your family, how much you love them. what a difference they have made to you!" angaangaq <3 the uncle from the top of the world- greenland, one eskimo <3

* " ailene söyle,onlari nekadar cok sevdigini. sana nekadar degisiklik verdikleri!" angaangaq <3 dünyanin tepeden söyleyen amca, grönland, eskimo <3

*..und...weisst du eigentlich wie wertvoll du bist für andere? schon mal drüber nachgedacht? wie wäre es für deine liebsten, in deiner umgebung ohne dich? --hm?

*..and..do you know actually how precious you are for others? ever thought about it? how it would be for your beloved, around without you? --hm?

*..ve..sen biliyormusun acaba nekadar degerlisin baskalara? hic düsündünmü? sensiz senin sevdiklerin, cevrendekilere icin nasil olur?--hmm?
*
..and a room like that, maybe 50 square meters. bed, TV, closet - a person's whole life fits in there. so. hm?

*
i experienced also 4 days without the house heater <3 & once again, i have to be grateful & see & celebrate myself so very much lucky!

.....exactly that evening, at the weekend, they said, it would be below zero again. OWWWW! I AM SUCH A LUCKY GUY! how great 4 degrees celsius can be, hey!!

the first warm, hot shower on the 4th evening, you can probably imagine what it was like for me.

if you want to find out what it's like-
just
try
it
out
once!

THANK YOU!

shine on, dear one* expect the best outcome, life loves us*

ciao ragazzi*
sibel*

.....

sun.16.02.2025. 23pm switch-fuerimmerpunk! LIVE AT LOVELY
https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1737241200

hey dear*
* nun, wenn du an einen hund ma jetzt denkst jetz?
* well, when you think upon a dog - now?
* iyi, sen simdi bir köpegi düsünsen- simdi?

machs wie er , machs dir schön kuschelig noch*
do as he does, make yourself nice and cozy yet*
onun gibi yap, kendini hos rahatla*

maybe,
we can think once more often on- energy,
maybe,
we can light one more candle,
and leave the light sleeping,
uhhh but attention, it will be bit romaticcc :)
maybe
we can think once about,
to pull one at the moment unneeded plugjack out of the plugsocket-
even if it is uncomfortable??
maybe,
we can oh well, truly one unneccessary, send less a virtual message, a foto or upload through space,
maybe,
we can write one more postcard instead?
maybe,
i just stand in front of the front door?
maybe,
this is good for mother earth, too?

* in everyday life we ​​sometimes forget how much others care about us*

*" uhh yaah- okey!! i want to do that!" and all of my cells nodding eager with me <3
and while waiting i scan at the checkout after left and right for the "goodies" to go- and grasp at something tiny, what i like on my own fain and allow myself sometimes. shortly after i am on the go- i shine at her with a "hello!" she now smiling back after me- jag- peeppeepeep and 20,30 euros paid.

and then:" hey, thanks and i wish you also a supernice day yet!
and this.is for you!*

the cashier lady now looks at me with wide open puzzled eyes - and shines all over her face:" oh how lovely is that? oh what? oh thanks so much! oh is this lovely-thank you!"
and she thanked me so much often yet on that-until i walked out- and said fevered to her fellow, who walks quickly towards the cash register: "oh look, yvonne, i've just been given this as a gift, can you sign it for me please?" the colleague, reaches for her disheveled pony hair from her face and tucks it behind her ear - smiles briefly, "oh, lovely! yes!" pulls out her fine marker from her apron and signs the duplo/ chocolate bar.

her smile, her gratitude and joy
accompany me throughout the day -
and
my heart dances too*

it's so so simple -

it feels so so good_simply-

it is (their) precious lifetime, which is given to us* if it is a student, who sits weekslong upon a doctorate thesis, someone checks something in sewerage, is waiting on readiness of any..,creates a string for a violin, cleans hospitals,an animal which is living in a zoo for us- so we can watch it, aahh i know, that you know what i mean

and..that´s why i so fain give thanks to YOU- cause you are here now, with me and eric and with the love, spending your time* THANK YOU!


"wer liebe schenkt, ist niemals arm."
"who give love, is never poor."

said once lady di <3

& i told a story, a barfoot story with lovely mother earth & our friend farmer juergen <3 ive lived this year. well, i wanna recommend just.. grounding, enjoying the moment, nurture yourself, do unusual things,things, which your little child in you would have done..when you were young*

DU BIST ABSOLUT MAGICDOUBLECREAMCHEESECAKEEINZIGARTIGKIRSCHEOBENDRAUFSUPERDUPERDUPLOOOO!

i dunno if someone said this today yet:

YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY MAGICDOUBLECREAMCHEESCAKEUNIQUECHERRYUPONSUPERDUPERDUPLOOOO!


bilmiyorum, sana bugün bunu diyen varmigidi:

SEN KESIN MAGICDOUBLECREAMCHEESECAKEESchSIZKIRAZÜSTÜNSUPERDUPERDUPOLLLSUN SEN!

MERCI CHERIE* KEEP SMILING KEEP THE FAITH ,
WISH YOU PEACE IN YOURSELF*

SUN 19012025 live at https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1735426800 <3

*"STOP!!
identifizieren!
identifizieren sie sich!"
NEIN!!!
des-identifizieren sie sich!"
JETZT!!!"

OK!!!

*" STOP!
IDENTIFY!
IDENTIFY YOURSELF!" NOOO!!
-DIS-IDENTIFY YOURSELF!
NOW!!!"

OK!!!

(dissolve?)

*" DUR!!
BELIRLE!
KIMLIGINE BELIRLE!
HAYIR!!!
BELIRLEYINI YENILE!

SIMDI!!!"

TAMAM!!!

ve GÜLÜMSE/and SMILING / und LÄCHELN

" DARE TO DECLARE WHO YOU ARE.
IT IS NOT FAR FROM THE SHORES OF SILENCE
TO THE BOUNDARIES OF SPEECH."

written 1000 years ago from

HILDEGARD OF BINGEN <3

"soft is always stronger than hard." the man at the waterspring <3
"weich ist immer stärker als hart." der mann an der wasserquelle zu mir <3

* does universe wants true forgiveness? to recognize, who we really are? to make a difference between human and being?

in this show i tell about one guy who said something to me which made me grow ... have a listen*maybe*

* * indepentend from the worldly education- it is about the pure intention of your heart - if i approach the matter with this- " i really want to serve."
not understood as being abject- no, much more like an nurse is carring about a patient. to serve in the spirit of love. so..

so you get the keys, the ideas and the knowledge..from universe.

you are the most creative creation of your own being to date - the miracle of life and

you´ve got talents
..especially talented one is in themes, which are interesting you. everyone sees through its own ability of an special art- you just have to figure out, how your own mind functions. for example, do you think in pictures- you learn at best, by visualising the mentioned material, pictures, in your inner eye.
or you tend to think in feelings? so you learn at best, by listening to emotional stories or touch and feel things, which stand in correlation of what you are learning. when peoples dont get you, dont let it deviate you of it. important is, that you remember who you really are:a clever, wise, talentened and exceptionally gifted highspeed biocomputer- human- even though you're different from the crowd, you still have a lot to offer hey! use your talents to help others. finish every project you start and realize that you are a superhuge gift to this world in a rich, special way!

this is and was and will be a message from the unicorns - NOW! exactly for YOU!

out of the card set from dear doreen virtue - the unicorn oracle popcorn bingoooo

* also i noticed the word "BUT"
which role does it play in your life? make a travel to the sentences with the word: but !
which part of this example sentences you give more attention to it - the one before or after the BUT?

which part reveals more the sense and request of the speaking person? which part directs the feeling and thinking?

on which part is the conversation partner most likely to respond to?

THANKS THANKS SO MUCH*
ENJOY YOURSELF IN THIS ABSOLUTE AMAZING CHANCE TRAVELING THROUGH THE GALAXY*

LOVE SIBEL*SWITCH*MONTY*& M. + ERIC FLAT*

11 JANUAR-Y 2025

me, live at koenigskneipe in heilbronn. a superlovely pub with superlovely owners, diana and udo <3 who really lead this pub with supercool staff with full of their heart* i am really happy not having a bar anymore, to be at the other side of the bar :D

also i am happy, that i was able to use our equipment from data77112! boxes and mixer and technicssss* so that i can copy this directly with the mixer´s funcition with a stick* the electrictricksss thanks so much!

the first time is was there playing lonely- 5 hours* wowiiii!
i wasnt sure, if i will have enough records..so i took 3 full wineboxes with me..
and then i didnt know what to play..but remembered again knatter´s voice in my head:" just play what you want to listen now!"... well, and so ..

hopefully you enjoy my record ride, included some wishes from peoples around, who had also a supernice party with eric and me*

thanks to all all everyone make this possible*

aaauwww!

cheers* never forget to dance, much love and neonlightsss*

this is part one of 5 but i am not sure, how many i will upload yet... cussssssssss

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1734217200

HI YOU <3

the first "bonus" liveshow for me* i cant tell you, how happy & blessed i feel to create them radioheartshows of mine <3 in best case, they are medicine too, for you*

listen to delicious fine music from different great artists known and unknown- may they open up your heart and soul and mind* thank you very much, being with me, it means so much to me!!

dear mr. gregg braden gave us a supergift of coming into our heart/brain coherence, which u could use it or not- for me, they are so special and simply and a huge bless as a human being * check it maybe out once.. at least it will not harm - whenever you feel overwhelmed, fearful or everwhat-

when you want --> participate
shift your awareness from your mind into your heart

wenn du willst --> mach mit
schieb ma dein bewusstsein von deinem gehirn in dein herz

gently touch your heartcenter with your hand
berühre sanft mit deiner hand dein herz

slow down your breathing - maybe 5 sec inhale 5 sec exhale
verlangsame deinen atem - vielleicht 5 sek einatmen 5 sekunden ausatmen

youll achieve the feeling of safety - cause, you are by your heart, in love
du erreichst so das gefühl von sicherheit - weil, du bist bei deinem herzen, in der liebe

now - feel the feeling that creates the 0.1 hertz
jetzt - fühle dieses gefühl, welches 0,1 hertz erzeugt
* wirkung dauer
masse/ gewicht
herzarbeit <3 funktioniert


* impact lenght
mass / weight
heartworks <3 runnsss

* etki müddet
madde/agirlik
gönül isleri <3 isliyor
wenn ein original (in diesem falle ein cd rohling) total oder fast am sack ist,
am arsch ist schon
wird’s meist in dem pc transferiert,1, + wieder neu
also auch kopiert
dann ist die kopie besser als das original
sie bekommt ne andere energie wieder

deswegen gibt’s warscheinlich auch die 2+

f an original (in this case a blank CD) is totally or almost broken,
it's already screwed
it's usually transferred to the PC,1,+ again
so copied
then the copy is better than the original
it gets a different energy back
that's probably why there's the 2+

ALLES 99
NEIN.
ALLES KLAR
ALLES GUT
ALLES CRAZE
ALLES WAH
ALLES BAH
ALLES WOW
ALLES SHOW
ALLES HA !
ALLES HÄ?
ALLES WAHR
ALLES TOD
ALLES FUCK
ALLES LUCK
ALLES LIFE
ALLES SCHEISS
ALLES WAHR
ALLES LOVE
ALLES
ALLES ALLES?!

* ich bin die kleine neujahrsmaus,
steh leider nicht vor deinem haus.
drum schick ich dir aus weiter ferne
eine hand voll zaubersterne.

* i am the little new year's mouse,
unfortunately i am not standing in front of your house.
so i am sending you from far away
a handful of magic stars
right on out of this sunday

* für 2025 --> stell dir mal vor, es ist dein letztes jahr in deinem leben. was tust du was lässt du was was deine hose is nass
sei wild und frech und wunderbar du bist liebe, lache- das bricht alle widerstände*

* for 2025--> imagine, it will be your last year alive, what will you do? what do you let go? what what what pineapple
be wild and cheek and marvelous you are love, laugh - which brakes all resistances*

* 2025 icin --> hayal et, 2025 son yilin, neyleri yapacagin? neyleri birakcaksin? neyneyneyhey!
cüretli, arsız ve harika ol, sen sevgisin, gülümse, tüm direnci kıran*

THANK YOUUU! DAAANKE DIR! TESEKKÜRLER!
MUCH LOVE AND NEONLIGHTSSSSIBEL*

switchfuerimmerpunk live here 15 12 2024 : https://app.podigee.com/podcasts/15135-switch-fur-immer-punkcast/episodes/1720582#general :D

we are surrounded by visible and invincible forces that want the best for us ( hugging a treeeee he once just*)
* wir sind umgeben von sichtbaren und unsichtbaren kräften, die das beste für uns wollen ( umarme doch mal en baum einfach eh)
* cevremizde bize en iyisini isteyen görünen ve görünmeyen gücleriyle beraberiz ( en azindan bir agaca sarilsana hey!)

* i wish i could give away to everyone rosequarz or manganocalcit!
* see of what you all can be thankful of. many humen fear or grappling for their life at the moment, while we are in christmas fever.
being grateful gives us power and humility-

* few weeks ago
ive posted a post it upon my electric kettle.
thereon it says: its getting better and better.


i use the electric kettle
veeery often a day!

and, so it is.
i am in love with you, dear electric kettle!
i thank you very much indeed.
very much.
thanks!

* " bazi seyler, yasanmadan bitmiyor" belgin hanim
* " some things dont stop if they are not lived" belgin hanim
* " manche dinge, hören nicht auf, wenn sie nicht gelebt werden" belgin hanim

* ..hm..when something is really important for you, job, love, collegae..so then knock on the door once, in case the door wont open after 3 times knocking, then jump on he- cause, there is something much more megagreat expecting waiting for you yet!

* includes also a tiny daily practise, to find love and beauty in yourself & why*

* and a story about flies <3 i experienced &2015 i got 3 flies tattooed on my right arm. actually planned were 5.. well, this arm was also a test arm - from a cute punk lady who was getting something tattooed for the first time. i got flies because i was once sitting on our neighbor's steps in the middle of a summer, in the shade. and nobody was there.

there was not a breath of wind. but to my right, on the railing, i suddenly noticed 5 flies. they were sitting on the railing like an arrow - and were also looking at the street. i made a slight movement in their direction. but nobody moved. then i blew more violently in their direction - and all 5 shot away at once! ouch! i was kind of sad about it for a moment. they were there, so chilled - like friends, in my perceived loneliness and but when they all suddenly immediately shot away, right? that's when they showed me: "always be ready, taylan!" i am fascinated about their nature and way of being.

* maybe search for carrier of animal´s message in your trusted internetspace- also, even any animal give and send you so fain their wisdome and power. !

i dont know, why i told you about this rescueflystory. i dont know it really. and-
what she will do with you.

* i ask myself
i ask you: can you answer out from your heart?


* release of all the burdons of our past life

* we are aligned with the divine´s energy always and in all ways

* welcome new experiences & opportunities

THANK YOU TESEKKÜRLER DANKESCHÖNS FÜR DEIN MICH BEGLEITEN FOR YOUR GUIDING ME THROUGH THIS YEAR OR SINGLE SHOW

BIGBIG LOVELOLLY FOR YOU*

ENJOY YOURSELF* SIBEL & SWITCHFUERIMMERPUNK!

Hiiiiiii!!

FIRST OF ALL: EXCUSE ME! THIS SHORT STORY IS ONLY AVAILABLE ( I THINK FOR NOW) IN GERMAN!

one day, i found months later an older written email from oliver* he just invited me to let me in in their precious collage out of an collage of beautiful radio or free podcastmakers - and if a would like to join in, so my show could also be find on another stage in the north of germany <3 OF COURSE IN GRATEFULNESS YESS!

push right here : https://radiopara.de/

and we´ve started to write with polite oliver nova, and he told me that he has written a book* so and he will do in his own one radioshow cut into different stories out of his book- and asked me, if i want to read one favorite* story, too

AGAIN FAIN YES :D

at the end, i had an idea, that i would like fain also draw some pics- by interest you could find them at my instagram account - https://www.instagram.com/switch_fuerimmerpunk/

(another personality of mine also on instagram as ) https://www.instagram.com/agalaxytogo784/

well, to was a part of this new experience pushed myself into joy & new feelings*
i am much grateful of all the possibilities in life, which wants you to offer all of its abundance of..

- under the stroke to be open hearted and open minded so that all may flow easily to you and you just listenening saying yourself :" yes! i am in, i do it i try it at least* i am a firecracker!

AUUWWW AHOY DEAR ONE*

we never know how long will beat our hearts for us - so dont let us stand still,
cause time won´t will * much love & laserlights*

the last sentence of the story translated:" and sinde then the human knows that the wing beat of an butterfly at the other end of the world can cause a hurricane"

goodbyes*

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1729375200
17-11-2024 life @ bermudafunk/mannheim/germany SWITCH-FUERIMMERPUNK!

there is always told us how awful the world is in the medias, life is bad, life is against you! but all of these is not the truth! life is always for you!
life wants that you are fine! & thats why i dont want to spend my precious time with all of these awful bombarding horror informations- cause no one is helped, when then i also feel sad & hopeless- thats why i find it important to stay in our bodies, in our innerselfes, turn there into peace & silence & act from there into the outside world sharing our love and shine bright*

* beyenmek-ne bir söz* gefallen- was für ein wort * favor- what a word HELLOOO * was übersehe ich hier? weisst du das? ist es wichtig? * what do i oversee here? do you know that? ist that important?/ * ben burada neyin farkina varmiyorum? sen biliyormusun? bu önemli mi?/ * petec - rostlöser- i love you*) * petec - rust remover - i love you*) * petec - pas cözücü - seni seviyorum*) / * why should i remember you? * how should i remember you? * how you wanna be remembered? * which emotion you left at your counterpart? * is that important to you?
one day, when i was in my magical forest garden, on my way to get my lightsaber, my breath caught in my throat! i ran a little faster past the cave window and stopped abruptly. in the cave window, there is also a vase with flowers in it... at that moment, however, i saw a single, large white rose.

never before, really, such a white rose in its absolute perfection! neither in reality nor AI nor anything and somehow!

tears welled up in my eyes. really, no idea who put it there? i think this simple gesture, this capacity to perceive all of this, my health - some doctors might call it schizophrenia - and this beauty in and of itself made me incredibly happy. and i am also happy that i have created a magical forest garden for myself at all. that i can be in my inner world. get silent and excited.

inside us, it is so beautiful. i wish from the bottom of my heart that you too will take the time for yourself in some time and discover your beautiful inner self. in peace. magic is inside us and everywhere out here. just look once

i told a story ive experienced, were it was asked about my oponion of from the votings in USA..in which i was richer then in one experence*..that triggered also my belongingthingintothisocietything..

& another story in summer 2020- there i learned to find out, that not everybody wants my help...for lead me much later( after a depression) into knowing.. that i am just fine as i am - and not a mistake*
falls du auch (noch) solche negativen gedanken haben solltest- ich sage dir: SIE SIND SCHROTT! ABSOLUT TOTALI BULLSHITSCHROTT! nichts davon ist real und wahr! es existiert einzig und allein unbewusst in deinem hübschen kopf!

listen to a supersong NOW! close your eyes
and make a shake or wish*

WHY NOT*
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING*

MUCH LOVE & LASERLIGHTSABER

SIBEL*

in case you should have (still) such negatively thoughts - i say to you: THEY ARE SCRAP METAL! ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY BULLSHITSCRAPMETAL! nothing of it is real and true! it exists unique & only unconscious in your gorgeous head!

HI ;D
my time-management gone nuts and played tricks on me! this is the
follow up- of the whole incredible story ive told in the last live radioshow at 20.10.2024

thank you very much for your interest- may it serve you in any way*