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hohohu!

upstairs the full text & bermudafunk <3 site`s superlovely other shows*

wie hast du du deinen luxuskörper heute die ersten 10 minuten nach dem aufwachen verwendet so?
how did you use your luxurious body for the first 10 minutes after opening your eyes today?
bugün gözlerine actiktan sonra ilk 10 dakikada muhteşem vücudunu nasıl kullandın?

*fisheries office, customs office, finance office, forestry office, public order office, patent office, social welfare office, bailiff's office-
school office-
is there perhaps
somewhere a soul office?
about three weeks ago, it popped up on my phone out of nowhere... and for the first time, i thought: "okay, hey, that's crazysick, taylan! i never, ever expected to press that one function, that one button! it's the thumbs-down button. and it's on this song on YouTube: gerda himmelblau - i hate all people -

the beat is super cool. while listening to the lyrics, i sit anxiously on the edge of the bed, zoom in a little, and now i feel sick. a perfect made ai-song. a few tons of loaded container ships filled with sad cans of tuna are now lying on my chest and in my heart.

the song—i have to stop it - i don't want to hear another word. as i do, i read the comments— i put my free hand over my mouth in horror.

automatically, i keep starting to leave comments. how easily and intelligently captured, how manipulable... yet disillusioned, i look at the blinking cursor, and he looks back at me — but each time i delete what i'm writing. i'm at the end of the alphabet again. whether out of alienation, shock, or inner intelligence and wisdom, i leave no comment.

disturbed by so much negativity, i put my phone far away from me, as if it stinks or is burning hot — for maybe half an hour, i'm in a terrible mood because of this experience and feel this heaviness. i also feel a great sadness, hostility, and powerlessness in my chest now. the corners of my mouth reach down to the earth's core—and i allow it all— then at some point, i shake myself, take a deep breath in and out, place my hands on my heart, and send lots of light, pink and green neon light, through my heart into the DARKNESS.*

through conversations with trusted people, i've become somewhat... more peaceful with songs like these. not everyone wants the same thing. many also find some common ground with the song's content and have certainly experienced a lot of crap and frustration with people—no question about it! so this song speaks to their souls, as i've read— i remember—everyone is allowed to develop in their own time. or not.*

so—who am i to judge?

in any case, the intelligence within ME has automatically decided not to invest any energy in any of this.

instead i prefer to imagine what the world i want to live in looks like. i like that-
i want all children and people to know their worth -
i like that they all go into bed with a full stomach,
i like that they feel safe, unconditionally loved, and secure - that they feel so incredibly good that they never again feel the urge to reach for weapons and kill each other -

i want them to know this soon, and right now.*

I AM. So´ham*

& I AM SO VERY GRATEFUL FOR YOU-ARE HERE RIGHT NOW*
STAY HEALTHY & GOLDY*

KISSKISSPEWPANG*
SIBEL*

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HEY!

attention: emotions _now-on their way!
achtung: emotionen_ jetzt-im anmarsch!
dikkat: emosiyonlar_ simdi-yolda!

fasten seat belt :D

* let this show meets you like a friend*

* re-
gard-
ing emotions... there's so much to tell— ha... today i think i wanted to remind you AGAIN how important they are—and that they can sometimes get stuck in different parts of the body as stored energy—depending on what you're going through—blocking the chakras so that the energy can no longer flow—which can even lead to entire wars, because, for

example, anger or a feeling of powerlessness gets stuck somewhere. already i´ve talked about this in past shows—the topic just came up because we're confronted with it every single day. and... because life,it's about joy, isn't it?
* wounds as government power
-exactly through all these negative pictures and news, which are represented our dear eyes and ears in the outside- so that one JUST NOT feel well, or the missing sun
on the skin..it causes discomfort. you can play with emotions and this makes us easily distracted.(from ourselfes)
* the idiot who cuts you off...
have you ever wondered why you get so aggressive so quickly? what feeling is actually underneath it? in the hided darkness and effects- well... do i want to regulate myself or be regulated?

like... maybe, like a baby or a child freely exploring what it perceives around it—without judgment. i also really enjoy just watching the so lovely dogs when they're out for a walk; they're simply gorgeous! the way they move with such ease,curious, wagging their tails, sniffing here and there, simply enjoying the here and now of life. find always the best places to relax.
* when i become aware of something, i can't ignore it. i can't just push it away (again). i simply let it be there. when i realize i'm sad, i feel it deeply. i once saw a baby at the supermarket checkout who had pulled something out and couldn't get it. then it just started crying—that totally inspired me! and after that, it was okay again! and it kept babbling.

otherwise, we act without a source, without being connected. we just act...without guidance, out of unconsciousness—and then we wonder why nothing gets better.

we might even get sick.

i can see in some people how they stay in the same negative mood for days, weeks, months, or even years, and everything is and can be awful to them! even rain-*

again i remember the dogs, and i shake myself, take off my socks, dance the mussolini, yell as loud as i can and feel a bit sorry for my poor vocal cords. i go outside, i'm so, so, so, so, so, so very grateful for music, i write or paint something, breathe in and go wild in the living room, a crying shower, water, breathing into my chakras—all of that and everything else you can think of really helps!

afterwards i feel much calmer—first, another breath—hand on my heart—that has power—coming from inner stillness—the storm is over.*

is that some kind of balance thing—suuuuurf, huh?!*

ein geschenk für dich! a gift for you!

DER KOLIBRI <3 THE HUMMINGBIRD <3

kurzversion: vertraue deinem bauchgefühl, lass die vergangenheit ruhen, die freude, der erfolg ist dir sicher, auch wenn du erst durch herausforderungen an dein herzensziel kommst- glücklich sein ist der weg*

shortversion: trust your intuition, let the past rest, joy and success is guaranteed, even you have to come to your heartwish through challenges- being happy is the way*
* ich gebe den dingen einen neuen namen
ich gebe den dingen einen anderen lauf
ich schalt mich ein
ich schalt mich aus

* i give the things another name
i give the things another run
i switch myself on
i switch myself off

thanks so much listening to this heartproject*

much love & neonlight for you*

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HI! YOU! LOVE!

where is harmonica? (:

*hearts stay unchanged? the heart is an independent organ.it does what it wants.
you can talk with it- touch it-listen to it,hm.. rock it kindly-too
it is nonstop there for only you!

it is cared for you*

maybe you can let yourself fall into this sentence

* die herzen bleiben unverändert? das herz ist ein eigenständiges organ. es macht, was es will.
und du- kannst mit ihm sprechen, es berühren- ihm auch zuhören, es sanft schaukeln- auch
nonstop ist es da- nur für dich!

für dich ist gesorgt*
vllt kannst dich mal in diesen satz hineinfallen lassen

* kalpler değişmedenmi kalır? kalp bağımsız bir organdır. İstediğini yapar.
ve sen onunla konusabilirsinde, dokuna bilirsin,onunla da konusabilirsin, onu hafifce sallayabilirsin
kalbin, durmadan, sadece senin icin atiyor!

hayatı boyunca senin için iyi şeyler düşünülmüştür*
* wenn du sie dir vorstellst: lucky luke, ender magnolia,van arkride, ein einhorn,super marioo oder luigi, pipi langstrumpf, batman, ein smaragddrache elektra,dr.shnuggles,die ninja turtles,der dolorien, oder ein intergalaktischer wunderschöner biocomputer- das bist du!

oder natürlich jede andere superheldfigur die du gerne wärst oder feierst oder dein freund schon ist- und du 3,4 worte flüstern könntest_in all die träume der ca 8 mrd. menschen, welche wären es?

__falls es einen satz gibt, wo du dir gewünscht hättest, dein jetziges oder zukunfts- ich teilt das deinem jüngeren ich mit-
welcher rat, wort, oder welcher satz wäre es?

* when you imagine them: lucky luke,ender magnolia, van arkride, an unicorn, supermario or luigi, pipi longstocking, batman, an emerald dragon, elektra, dr.snuggles, the ninja turtles, the dolorien or an intergalactic beautiful biocomputer- that´s you!
or of course any other superhero character which you celebrate or wish to be or is your friend- and when you could whisper 3,4 words_into all the dreams of the approximately 8 billionmilliards humen, which one would you choose?
_if there's a sentence, you wish your current or future self would share with your younger self—what advice, word, or sentence would it be?
hmmm. weisch was? eric mag einen song für dich-für uns spielen-:D dann gehts es vllt.besser zum vorstellen und du kannst deinen ganz eigenen film draus machen!
spannend!!
oder du
flüsterst es dir selbst zu?!
ERIC <3
hmmm.do you know what? eric wants to play a song for you, for us :) then perhaps it will be easier to imagine, and you can make your very own movie out of it!
exciting!!
or you whisper it to yourself?!

it shattered – (the broken rock crystal) – or compassion*

a little story about an incredibly beautiful rock crystal
it's 2024 – from all sides i hear french, arabic, or english words, some loud, some calm, some agitated, some amazed*

it's our last stroll through the gemstone fair in sainte-marie, france. fine crystals, rough stones, geodes, and the whole beautiful world of stones glitter from the many different colorful stalls and tents
and we're already on our way back – where we stop briefly at a rock crystal dealer.
kristina and i find this one – she immediately recognizes it as a phantom quartz and encourages me to take it: "you haven't treated yourself to anything yet, take it, sibel – you like it so much!" and i'm very surprised when i ask the vendor, who's already starting to pack up his many crystals—
he looks at the little stone and winks at me: "give me 5!" & since then i've really been wearing it day and night.

well, a story of the benefit for having, trying, culitvatin compassion,wearing stones, changing perspectives* ..

thanks so much for you! stay happy
i love your smile*

SALVEEE! cookieeess popcorn and cacaoooo CIAO!
switch für immerpunk!
always right!

"life is where you haven't been yet!" - Dieter Lange a lot i have to think or act after i listened this sentence. <3

* life is a constant premiere
* das leben ist eine ständige permiere
* hayat devamli bir prömiyer

* ICH HOL MIR JETZT MEINEN VERSTAND WIEDER ZURÜCK!!!
* I´M GETTING MY MIND BACK NOW!!!
* AKLIMI GERI ALACAGIM SIMDI!

SORRY! THANKS!!
-MODERN PETS- * uh well, the modern pets- so they called in 2013 their european tour, were i had the honor, being their driver*
and
always again until today, i experience this combi on my own- sorry! thanks! not: thanks, sorry- really sorry thanks!
this life, it happens. it passes. simply sometimes- accidentally situations and gratefulness! and then- i can only just simply speak out that.

* do you know, your own happiness isnt a luxury- it is a gift, like a service, for this world.
* bist du die person, die du dir wünscht zu sein?
* are you the person, you wish to be?
* olmak istediğin kişi misin?
* would you rather be conform or be authentic?
* how would you like it?
* what's yours? i wonder why i'm even here? where are the like-minded people?
*how do you receive and create?
* where do you want to direct your energy and focus? it is your greatest source you have!
I'M CONNECTING WITH MY OWN MISSION POSSIBLE!
* "* could this be a decision you made in anger?
this in front of you, is a heart! you know that, right?"

includes dude, a story of st.john´s wort. ive made an oil out of it- VERY WELL FOR HEALINGALARMS...
& also the information about the sunny days in summer 2025 in germany (south)
as a bye bye, i wish you lots and lots of glitter and stars,
a slower pace, and that you surprise your everyday life!
that you also take care of your precious body and stay healthy, laugh and dance, maybe jump in a triangle, and gladden your heart.
oh, and if you can't walk... you're still dancing somehow, aren't you?!
i wish you would discover who you truly are.

* life is a constant premiere- stay goldy*

thanks so much for joining in, spending your precious time with me & eric!!! - (i was bit confused this show ;)

CIAO,
SIBEL*

* love a while..
this
moment*

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HALLOHELLOMERHABA BEAUTIFUL COOKIE!

sometimes i forget, that this my current life on earth is limited- so- i want to say & do:

* ICH MACH DAS JETZT!!
* I AM DOING IT NOW!!
* BEN BUNU SIMDI YAPIYORUM!!

* insanin kanati ask tir
meger ucmadan kanatlarini göremesmis insan <3

* es heißt, die flügel des menschen ist liebe
außer, wenn man nicht fliegt, sieht man die flügel nicht <3

* it is said that the wings of humen are love

except when you are not flying, you cannot see the wings <3

-supi-

mantra´s <3 a short insight into.. i was a part of 1week workshop from younity made by deva premal & miten <3

*NARAYANA (sanskrit, from hinduism) is the cosmic god who dwells in all beings and in whom all living beings reside. he encompasses the entire universe, both in the physical and metaphysical sense.
therefore, everything—the divine energy of vishnu.
*during this mantra exercise, you should look in a mirror while singing—the divine sees itself in you <3
personally, i moved back and forth while doing it and couldn't help but grin. in the mirror. it's a bit strange—good, right? it took about 7 minutes. mantras are sung 108 or 54 times, half the number—where 1 represents unity, 0 represents wholeness/emptiness, and 8 represents infinity.
there are also 108 main energy lines that converge in our hearts and flow from there everywhere!!
a mantra means: that which protects the mind or that which liberates the mind, this inner chatter. it is a prayer. mantras work when you listen, think them, or sing along. and you always have it with you. if you ever wake up in the middle of the night feeling scared, wanna start something new, pray..or something..

* "eine einzige erkenntnis kann ein altes muster zerstören." silke schäfer <3* "one single insight- can destroy an old pattern." silke schäfer <3 *"tek bir idrak eski bir kalıbı yıkabilir." silke schäfer <3

an experienced story within 3 stories. were i wonder myself, how meanings or words influences other life´s- unfortunately not in security. where jesus christ superstar is playing a "responsible" part* where someone must have fear :(

....aren't we again back by love and fear here?

am i in love? am i in fear?

do i have to be afraid if i believe in the power of a stone? dear Jesus Christ Superstar?

in my world, i believe in the healing power and energy/frequency of Jesus Christ Superstar – just as much as in the power of stones or a herb

or spring water or...

because, i can feel this within myself. feel it straight in my heart!

i am very grateful that i have already attained this awareness.

that perhaps some darkness in my thoughts suddenly frightens me—there and then: yes!—until i breathe deeply again, calm myself down, and ground myself—
perhaps even with a pebble* or bare feet in the grass, or dance, or sing a mantra.

then astrid lindgren comes to my mind. she once said: "if Pippi Longstocking ever had a function, other than to entertain,

it was to show that one can have power and not abuse it.

and that is probably the hardest thing there is in life."

i am sending you love, neonlight, flowers, huggies, unicorns & dragons & what you need*

THANK YOU DEAR ONE* WITHOUT YOU THIS WORLD WOULD NOT BE COMPLETE*

CLICK TO READ FULL TEXT IN LINK ABOVE BY INTEREST* CIAO CACAOOOOO**S**

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HIII! i <3 this copybutton_function*

MACH DAS! mach das NICHT!
iss DAS! iss DAS AUF KEINEN FALL! --- TOXISCH!
das ist toxisch! so eine beziehung ist TOXISCH!
das macht dich glücklich!
das macht dich krank!
mach das auf keinen fall!
wenn du dieses zeichen siehst-DANN!
fülle und wohlstand in 24 h!
dein engel warnt dich diese nachricht zu ignorieren!


ey! wow! wie machstn du des???

ist das alles n wahnsinn- und wir mittendrinnen.

echt DANKE!
RIESEN DANKESCHÖN! für mich ist´s s echt ein wunder, dass du hier mir noch zuhörst!

und es ist mir eine sehr große ehre.

wie hält dieser planet das nur alles mit uns aus- 24/7 ?

DO THIS! DO THIS NOT!
EAT THAT! EAT THIS NOT IN ANY CASE! --- TOXIC!
this is TOXIC! such a relationship is TOXIC!
this makes you happy!
that makes you sick!
dont do that in any case!
when you see this sign- THEN!
abundance and prosperity in 24 h!
your angel is warning you to not ignore this message!

ey! wow! how you´re doing that?

is this all craziness- and we in the middle.

really THANKS!
HUGE THANKS! for me it is really a wonder, that you re here listening to me still!

and this is a big honor for me.

how does this planet endure just all this with us - 24/7 ??

erinnere dich bitte an deinen besten nachrichtensprecher- dein bauchgefühl*
please remember on your best newsletterreade- your gut instinct*
lütfen en iyi haber sonucusunu hatirla- icindeki his ini*
punkte, bewertung, nach sachlage

* wo bin ich? welche entscheidung trifft mein rechner/ handy / uhr für mich? ist es alles schon schön kalkuliert?

durch bedürfnisse sind wir in der lage empfindungen zu haben- was gut für uns is oder nicht- n rechner--weiss nich wie s mir geht.
also: entscheide ich mich noch selbstständig?

vielen dank gerald hüther

*points, rating, based on the facts

* where am i? what decisions does my computer/phone/watch make for me? is everything already neatly calculated?

our needs enable us to have feelings—what's good for us or not—but a computer doesn't know how i feel.

so: am i still making my own decisions?

thanks much gerald hüther

hm, how long do we stay in one emotion? when we remember always this one bad, tragic situation- our body & system turns into this flight/panic/escape mode
we experience this situation once again- and stuck in there - so..its not that bad, when we go through our heart & consciousness this pain & look at it, embrace this & leave it behind- so,tragic energy can move & transform into - into power & creativity- we surpass ourselfs* i find this - you?
* when i suppress that, and that inner voice too... then what? eventually, i won't like myself anymore?!- worst case- we get sick?! /*which steps would change your life immediately? are you ready?

includes a "blue" dear old man´s story & a tiny supersweet snail story- were i found out, how important it can be, acting with your gutfeeling & heart instead of the ego/comfortaction*

so nice- you are with me* thanks a lot & the very glitterstardust for you!

next show live so if divine wants: 30 november 2025 23 pm/germany

ciao cacao, sibel*

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hi you dear one* 1 h switch-fuerimmerpunk! full text & so above*

* ich wünschte, ich könnte mehr erinnerungen mit nehmen, anstatt sehnsucht - ich hoffe sehr, das sagst du nicht!
* i wish i could take more memories with me instead of longing - i hope highly, you dont say that!
* keşke özlem duymak yerine daha fazla hatiralari yanımda götürebilseydim - ümit ediyorm cook - sen bunu söylemiyorsundur!

* October Light *

The day wears fog like a silk scarf,
the wind forgets where it was going.
The trees breathe out their colors,
and somewhere a crow calls: "Later."
I stand still,
in the space between summer and sleep,
and think:
Perhaps every end is just
a deep breath of the beginning.

- MARINA TAMÁSSY <3 -
# thirsty yellow on the petrol station trash

nearly automatically i lay back the gas pump nozzle on its place,
lock up the fuel tank cap
kiss my current beloved car on his wonderful roundish buttocks
and walk back grinning yet to get in the car,
there suddenly my look goes on the trash
- somehow??!

and what i see there? one totally thirsty, single, yellow rose- shortly was about to end up in the trash
and who couldn't quite bring themselves to do that?
how she landed there ohw?? oh i might never get to know this.
i walk again around the car and grasp after the, ya nearly lifeless rose with plenteous yellow
and take her at home.
flourish she will not more- i know..

the next morning i see, how 3 fruit flies rest and sit on her-
excited, to see which fruitskin i will serve them today
i see the beautiful yellow. and the funny and brave fruitflies. i am just happy! even in the grey day*
she is with us for another 5 days
<3

also, i tell about our 3d energy center solar plexus- its colour presents yellow! THE SUN! so... you get few informations about what an un-balanced chakra is made of....

there´s much fun and love and experiences about to know yet- go get what you want*

dont stand still- cause time wont will-

thank you, being with me- it means much to me <3 <3 <3
sibel*

ps. lovely greetings from eric <3

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<3 willkommen hier, du! welcome you here!

*my interpretation of a new warning signal for the population you listen! when it´s all about frequency*
honestly i am bored, about this "wanna make us fearful leaderships*" decide on your own, you are so very powerful!

*wann hat also etwas allgemeingültigkeit erreicht? stellt sich eine verallgemeinerung ein?//* so when does something achieve universal validity? does generalization occur?//*

* what have you been saying for, hmmm... 20 years?
* what have you been saying to YOURSELF for, hmmm... 20 years?
* what have you not been saying for, hmmm... 20 years?
* what have you not been saying to YOURSELF for, hmmm... 20 years?
* &
what will you say starting tomorrow?

* a story again with buddha <3 were he showed me simply the connection and love of all what is - everything is connected-even when we feel distracted-

to find more into consciousness, beneath is a short meditation

i do not think that happens very often in life. that it really takes your breath away! when—

was the last time that happened such to you?— would you like to think about it for a moment?

what encounter have you had that has changed you? reminded you? made you meltinggg?

* eine geschichte mit buddha <3 wo er mir einfach zeigte, die verbindung zu allem was ist- alles ist miteinander verbunden- auch wenn wir uns abgetrennt fühlen-

um etwas mehr ins bewusstsein hinein zu finden, ist unten eine kurze meditation, inspiriert von deepak chopra-

* welche begegnung, die du hattest, hat dich schon verändert? erinnert? ver-schmelzen lassen?

ich glaube, das kommt im leben nich so oft vor. dass einem der atem wirklich stockt! wann -

war das bei dir mal zuletzt? - möchtest du kurz überlegen?

inspired from deepak chopra :
are we human being or human doing?

*then put your feets on the ground- keep your hands in your lap
*dann stelle deine füße auf den boden, lege deine hände in den schoß

* close your eyes just observe your breath
watching your breath without manipulating -just observe - you see it spontaniously it settles down

* schließe die augen,beobachte deinen atem,
* ohne ihn zu manipulieren - beobachte ihn einfach - du merkst, wie er sich spontan beruhig

* magst kurz lächeln?
* wanna smile shortly?

*&now bring your awareness into your dear heart- right in the middle of your chest - and mentally ask yourself: who am i?
*&nun richte deine aufmerksamkeit auf dein liebes herz, genau in der mitte deiner brust- und frage dich im geist: wer bin ich?

* allow any sensation, any image feeling or thought to spontaniously to come to you
* erlaube jeder empfindung, jedem bild, jedem gefühl oder jedem gedanken, spontan zu dir zu kommen

*&now ask the question: what do i want? what is my deepest desire? - once again not looking for an answer- align in any sensation image feeling or thought to come to you spontaniously

*& stelle dir nun die frage: was will ich? was ist mein tiefster wunsch? jede empfindung, jedes bild, jedes gefühl oder jeder gedanke spontan kommt zu dir

* what is my purpose? align any sensation image feeling or thought to come to you spontaniously
* was ist meine bestimmung? richte jede empfindung, jedes bild, jedes gefühl oder jeden gedanken darauf aus, welches dir spontan kommt

* & finally open yourself to abundance consiousness by asking yourself: what i am grateful for?
* & öffne dich schließlich dem bewusstsein der fülle, indem du dich fragst: wofür bin ich dankbar?


*now just go back to your breathing
observe it & just rest in being
existance without interpretation
just being awareness & joy

this is our true nature*

*nun kehre zu deiner atmung zurück
beobachte ihn & ruhe einfach im sein
existenz ohne interpretation
einfach nur bewusstsein, freude sein

das ist unsre wahre natur

now ..just feel your body & slowly open your beautiful eyes

EASY DOES IT*

THANK YOU!

bitte lächeln!
please smile!
lütfen gülümse!..

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heute nacht erzähle ich dir aus dem buch ein kapitel, an dem ich immernoch schreibe: data77112 or say hell:hey! hai! or high!

data77112 war eine musikcafebar und ein traum von mir, den ich 11 und 15 jahre lang real leben durfte*

im nach hinein bin ich sehr dankbar über diese erfahrung. auch wenn ich schon einigen menschen begegnen durfte, war diese- doch eine sehr besondere für mich.

wie das gehirn gewisse begegnungen abspeichert?! es genau weiß, was zählt? was dich so sehr berührt? erinnert? was weiterhilft, was fehlt? was passiert? weshalb hat mich das universum sie sehen aber nicht sprechen lassen? hätte ich länger warten sollen?

liebe, zu einem wildfremden menschen zu haben, mitgefühl, scham zu entdecken, die (ver-)schmelzenden grenzen zu fühlen. oh wow!

*

this night, i´ll tell you a chapter from the book i'm still writing on: data77112 or say hell: hey! hai! or high!

data77112 was a music cafe and a dream of mine that i was allowed to live out for 11 and 15 years*

thislooking back, i am very grateful for this experience. even though i have met a few people before, this one was a very special one for me.

how the brain stores certain encounters?! it knows exactly what counts? what touches you so much? reminds you? what helps, what is missing? what is happening? why did the universe let me see her but not speak to her? should i have waited longer?

to have love for a complete stranger, to have compassion, to discover shame, to feel the (dis)solving boundaries. oh wow!

*"DU HÄLST EINIGES AUS"*
*"YOU CAN TAKE A LOT"*
*"COK SEYE KATLANA BILIYORSUN SEN"*

KAPITEL 3
ipek
irgendwann im april 2007, samstag, nach ca 22 uhr

„können wir noch eine zigarette rauchen, bevor wir reingehen, bitte?“
„klarlack!“

ipek und ich sitzen auf den treppen von der psychatrischen heilanstalt in weinsberg. das PLK. ihre knie fest an sich gezogen wippt sie ihren zarten dünnen körper hin und her. nervös zieht sie an ihrer lucky und bietet mir eine an. es is samstag nacht und voller nahfernen sternen. sanft berührt uns der wind.

---an dieser stelle möchte ich dieses kapitel noch nicht veröffentlichen... <3 höre gerne rein*--


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chapter 3

ipek

somewhen in april 2007, saturday, after 22 oh clock

"can we smoke a cigarette, befor we go inside, please?"

"clear lacquer!"

ipek and i are sitting on the stairs in front of the psychiatry hospital in weinsberg. the plk. her knees pulled tightly to her body, she rocks her delicate thin body back and forth. nerveous she pulls on her lucky and offers me one. it´s saturday night and full of close distant stars. gently the wind touches us.

..now at this place i dont want to publish this chapter yet.. listen fain into it*


tomorrow: just be nice to yourself*
morgen: sei einfach nur lieb zu dir selbst*
yarin: kendine sadece iyi davran*

hab ne gute nacht nachmittag morgen traum einkauf lauf
have a good night afternoon morning dream shop move

next live show to 99% : 21-september- 2025 uh la la la

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk.html?r=k&ts=1752962400

huhu* live switch-fuerimmerpunk at www.bermudafunk.org 17 08 2025 23pm

*not one minute more! nicht eine minute länger! bir dakika daha uzun değil!

*includes a story about pain, dear colleages & how you release pain through a (magic-) STONE CALLED RHODONITE <3 & how my left hand carried about the right hand when she was damaged-

* what when the king fails? was, wenn der könig verliert? kral kaybederse ne olur?

*a short story i read from Jorge Bucay's book, "stories to reflect on," "the seeker," - really got me thinking.

thanks a lot, babs!

it's in memory of Jay Rabon—it was told to the author himself. FROM FISCHER TASCHEN LIBRARY and so i read a small passage:

"to have met your future bride and fallen in love with her. how long does this happiness last? a week? two? three and a half?
and then, the first kiss, how long does the great magic last? one and a half minutes, as long as the kiss? two days? a week? throughout your whole life?
to become pregnant and give birth to your first child?
and the friends' wedding?
the long-awaited dream trip?
and the first reunion with your brother after his return from a distant land?

how long does the joy of these moments last?
hours? days?"

perhaps it's actually worth writing in a little book, so you can remember all the happy moments! every single one. and how long the happiness lasted, when you add it up at the end of your lifetime, or the remaining- what do you think, how many years, months, weeks, days, or hours will be written on your tombstone?

isn't that the actual time lived?

* & the story about the butterfly and the daisy <3 oh mon dieú- it is so bittersweet-
LIFE* LOVE* LIGHT*TRUTH*

THANKS A LOT FOR LISTEN & SPENDING YOUR LIFETIME WITH ME*

MAYBE ASPIRATION LIES IN THE NEXT PAGE
DONT CLOSE THE BOOK.... - asuman sur -