CIAO!!
*folgendes hab ich wiedergesehen, ich habs vor 5 jahren in mein tagebuch geschrieben gehabt- " wenn euch ein fokus bewusst wird, der nicht mit dem schöpfer ausgerichtet ist, und keine liebe schafft, wisst, dass dies ein produkt euerer alten realität ist, es ist eine euch umgebende "blase"- die platzen muss.
löscht sie auf ewig --------- JETZT*! ------------- PÄNGGG! // xylophon <3

entschlossenheit und willenskraft- empfindsamkeit is angesagt- is voll im trend."
- ein liebevoller rat aus dem universum -
yo, das is wohl zeitlos, danke! <3

* i saw, ive just wrote down 5 years ago and now ive met it again:
*"when you notice one focus, which is not aligned from the creator, and produces no love, know, that this is a product from your old reality, it is a surrounding bubble which have to burst. delete it eternal----------NOW*! -------PÄNNNGGGGG!
determination and willlingness - sensivity, touchiness is now really full on vogue."
- this is a lovely advice from the universe- yo, this is probably timeless, thx!

* recorder mobile : neighbourkids, neighbour noise,eggmanbus
* W A R T E M A L !
* W A I T S H O R T L Y (hang on) !
* B I R D A K I K A

* ... so hab ich das nich...---
* ... öyle ben bunu... ---
* so i don´t have had...---

* ist das zu fassen?
* is that to believe?
* gercektenmi?

* DU MUSST FUNKTIONIEREN! GEFÜHLE SIND EHER LÄSTIG! dürfen sie sein? * YOU HAVE TO FUNCTION! FEELINGS ARE RATHER ANNOYING! may they allowed to be? maydaymaydaymayday come please! * SEN CALISMALISIN! * the sweet fruitflies- are there and then again my current flatmates--sooomany they are not, but some hey! they love just fruits and so stuff i eat, too, sometimes the stuff needs time until landing evenings in the bio-waste-container, and somehow i let them there faina little rest of kiwi..they just love it mega!- indeed sometimes they are all gone without a trace! until ive searched them in the kitchen- they hang on at the window or at the spicery area! one time there was applesqish in a tupperware- after i have washed it, as i wanted later to dry- i saw one sitting on them! wwaoouww-what a sense of taste they have got! sometimes its really bit tricky with them, some are kind crassls insistent haha-or at the weirdest places-suddenly they appear sporadic and i m happy about my great reflexes-not that i was their reaper yet- they forced or teached me through this being even more ultra attentioned and slower in my doingsss- im too fast sometimes-i prewarn them always, that it also is possible, that i could kill them by accident, sometimes im also clumsy oaf, that they please also take attention with me- as i sat on the open window on thursday afternoon, i saw, how a fruitfly flew beside me out- hahha- and ciao amigo! and but one flew inside! one with little bigger wings than the others- one flew out, turned in the loop back towards me and directly into my face/nose hey, like it wants to play or attack me softly i´ve felt really like in a comic, then absolutely accurate transverse the fruitfly flew over by my left ear-ssssuuummmm-i had to laugh out loudly! SO A FLYER!!! :D
* i am very glad, that i have the luck of all senses- so i thank so much all everything which makes it possible, that there exists music and artists in any art- what would we
be without?? they are *healers*
it is a great gift to drive and get in touch with your emotions through with it --> precious moments*

to cry is fine / sezen aksu
* to cry is fine
while tears are running down from your eyes
never, do not shame
to cry is anger,crazy hate
is love in the peaks,unsatisfaction gladness
is owerpower grief, short is life
and it is your breath, your breath
to cry in this temporary life
is existence in spite of everything
to cry is thousands feeling which is lived
humanely and enthusiastic,it is a beautiful thing
to cry in your black world
is what you still in love and feel
is to be exist with your all beauty and ugliness
is your existence, your existence